thatpatheticlove

2010-08-07T08:21:00.000-07:00

HELLO(:
moved, www.retrostrawberry.tumblr.com

:D

2010-05-15T07:25:00.001-07:00

hi(:

2010-05-02T08:23:00.000-07:00

today after bio tuition went t walk around 313 with zy for a while
saw some really really chio stuff at some ex accessory shop
2 pretty flower pins for $8 wtshit it's daylight robbery lah.
and chio purses and earrings...
*drools*

new look got 50% discount!!!
saw a chiochiochiochiochiochio purse for only $13plus ahhhhh
sigh

came home
sleep
and mug SS till now

i'm so disappointed.
i don't believe why we can't be happy like others
there just has t be so many problems.

and now i don't even know why you're suddenly pissed off at me
what did i say wrong again):

i'm sorry okay?
i'm sorry i'm such an insensitive biatch who doesn't know how t say th right things at th right time.
i'm sorry you have t put up with me.

don't think this means anything again
they're all just passing comments.

2010-04-30T08:31:00.000-07:00

so today nothing much happened
just found out about eunice and jw
super disgusting please.
sigh.
but i read their blog, they do seem t be really in love
and so wonderfully openly sweetly lovingly official
it's like they don't even care what other people think and that's awesome
so oh well, hope they last long(:

though i still dont really trust that guy
but for me, love overwrites everything else
but what do i know anyway?

after that walked home with becky and ohlee
OMG BECKY AND CHEEYEO, I SWEAR, ARE TH SWEETEST COUPLE EVER
omg th way they met at th mrt station was so romantic!
he saw her, face lit up,made his way t her
she saw him, face lit up, made her way t him
and it all happened in slow-mo, even t me HAHAHAH
omg then they met in th middle and it was like they couldnt see anything else but each other

though i know becky doesnt' really like him.
lol
OMG I WAS HYPERVENTILATING AND SQUEALING LAH
it was damnnnnnn cute please
made my heart so so so warm(((:

sigh(:
oh becky(((:
my heart still flutters at th thought of them
heheheheeheheh(:

that's just about it for today .__.

oh and played 'I Have' and 'I Have Never' during amath with saw mel and hanyu
totally didnt pay attention t integration at all
lol
and something was revealed :O

which reminds me, ytd was awesome.
ily kid(:

oh and 2.4 run two days ago leaves me with aching muscles only today
after school headed down t 85 t buy bananas cos they said bananas make you have no muscle aches or smth
then after that cab t ecp where our cabbie alighted us at th wrong carpark so we had t walk all th way.

then, realising we were super early, went t th breakwater there and camwhored
being injured, i helped take photos lol
all of them were amusing and crazy from jax's point of view HAHA

th run itself was horrible
it almost rained on us lol
but lucky never haha
i ran with saw this year
i think she deproved since last year but i hope it isn't cos of me :X
anyway i'm really thankful cos she pulled me along when i was dying and that helped us score 133 and 134 respectively, me being earlier cos i chionged at th end

after that srsly want collapse lol
mel was there t support us and make our way t th class register person lol

poor kid got major stitch so didn't do well )):
nevermind
it's only napfa(:

and our class guys srsly fail
a few of them pon 2.4 go Lan wtshit

after that cabbed t simei with jax angie and vivien.

i srsly have t mug SS and geog this weekend damnit
esp SS.

and yay no piano tmr :DDD

goodnight(:

2010-04-24T06:57:00.001-07:00

hello
today went school all by myself for chinese oral
went there then go classroom,
me ohlee and becky began reading chinese lyrics on th chinese newspaper aloud t practise for oral

DAMN FUNNY
chinese lyrics suck man.
hero and shero, history and her story WTSHIT
damn shitty.

but it was a good laugh lol

after that quite fast this time, they call 4L go first
i was prepared for sunli, but they moved me t jiangbei, which was good cos i got sunli last year and i think she scary):

but jiangbei also quite intimidating lor
her china accent very hard t hear, i get even MORE scared and fumbled alot in my reading though i read perfectly th first time round.
then she ask me th conversation i also cannot hear properly so i talk nonsense

no, not talk nonsense.
talk nonsense still ok lor
I DIDN'T TALK MUCH AT ALL LAH
wlao i keep saying th same points over and over again in broken chinese wtshit it was horrible
jb looked disgusted with my chinese lol

sigh.

after that went for my second breakfast with becky they all
and i hope i get fat from eating so much(:

other things that happened this week, i lazy type, too tired
from blogging 2 blogs lol
i can't blog there and not blog here mah
this blog i have t keep alive till maybe end of this year
it's since my sec1 years leh lol

oh, KLL is srsly damn funny
oh yah she was telling th class some days ago about this pervert bio teacher she had in JC who loved sharing chairs with th girls and keep touching their chests
then she said, he got jailed for molesting girls some years ago also, and that he'd be quite familiar t us cos he wrote our bio textbook

then clara and angie were like OMG ITS AMANDA'S TUITION TEACHER
wtshit lol
damn embarassing haha

and my point was?
oh ya KLL is th awesomest teacher
lol

im tired
tmr got pervert bio tuition again
SIAN TTM PLZ
sigh

goodnight bye

2010-04-21T07:57:00.000-07:00

today has been really troubling.
started with the after-school-angeline incident.
i admit, i was really pissed and idk why i raised my voice at jax when it's angie i was pissed at.
but now okay alr lah.

OH and i failed my piano exam -,-
by 4marks wtshit
go die can Mr Examiner
srsly, GO DIE.

but anyway, kellyn said she'd still let me go for grade8
(:

now i very troubled leh.
idk why also
sigh.
mood affected by what happened in th afternoon
+ fail piano
+ jealous with kid again

strange, this time i don't even know what i'm jealous of -,-
wtshit
i think i'm really going mad.
srsly.

but i do know that it's jealousy all right.

stupid pangsehers pangsehing me tmr
thanks lah

2010-04-20T08:18:00.000-07:00

ytd went lunch with Angie and Jax at simei BK
then halfway got this ringing sound, didn't really take much notice of it at first until suddenly noticed got alot of people outside eastpoint looking upwards
then we kaypoh go out see also LOL
there was smoke coming out of th roof there lol

quite funny sia lol
alot of people in Eastpoint kena evacuated, even a troop of Nation maids.
then BK never evacuate us so we still sit inside and eat and watch th people outside lol
and took photos

th photos really looked like potential Oral picture discussion pictures lol

then cos before th fire, Angie took my Amath TYS t photocopy in some eastpoint shop cos Zarinah confiscated her TYS during history.
(somemore th next day is amath CT -,-)

then during fire, all shops were closed

so we took Jax's copy go another shop nearby t photocopy cos even MY tys was gone -,-
after photocopying, realised that shops were open again.
end up paid $6 plus for photocopying TYS wtshit

Stupid Zarinah.

today,
after bio, everyone literallly collapsed lol
it was a hilarious sight
there're pictures t prove lol

then kena scolded by Lam cos she caught me sitting in my old seat beside saw and melanie
and, as i had just found out, she smsed my dad regarding it LOL
and complaining that i'm a very messy girl also
lol
damnnn funny sia

and during SEL, we redid our noticeboard
Mrs Lee is damn damn damn damn nice
she prepared all th materials for us alr sia
wtshit
all we had t do was put it together
AND WTF OUR NOTICEBOARD IS DAMNNNNNNNN CHIO TTM NOW
mrs lee is awesome please.

ooh plus Lam gave us heartshaped sweets too lol
dno why th sudden kindness :/
must be something.

geog test tmr ))):

2010-04-18T07:08:00.001-07:00

using com in th car totally sucks

2010-04-17T06:55:00.000-07:00

today i learnt t play The Phantom Of The Opera's 'Think of Me' during piano lesson lol
it was wonderful(:
though th huge chords were straining my fingers.

after that went for oral
HAHA i got tam lai yin
i guess i did okay
lol

bala was almost 4 hours today
somemore he was promisng us that he'd let us off slightly earlier today
-,-

anyway it rained like mad and i was cold

oh ya last night i had many many many really vivid dreams
all in one night
i woke up and had so many vivid recollections that i wasn't too sure if they actually really happened or not
it was kind of freaky
like over 10 different dreams sia
:/

i can't freaking do differentiation ):
i tried rate of change and others just now on my tys
all fail sia
):
i think tmr i go school early consult hanyu or smth

sigh i just said th bloody wrong thing again
i keep letting my tongue slip
i know You're very sensitive t this kind of passing comments
but this is how i often communicate with others
and although i don't mean it, i say.

'you suck'
it's so common
i didn't think it'd affect You.

but still it turns out it does.

and i thought we were close enough t not get affected by nonsense like this.

now then i realise how fragile our relationship is.
like Lam's "unstable compounds"
we fight and get upset over almost all things
all things big and small

big things, okay, i understand
but small things like me saying "hurtful" stuff which aren't hurtful at all, they just aren't worth it
esp right after you just got better

"you very what leh"
"you suck!"
"omg i hate you!"
"you idiot"
"go away!"

all these, when used in joking context, is perfectly common and normal
i do it all th time

i don't actually MEAN it

i don't understand why you get so affected by them
maybe cos you have low self esteem or something
i don't know

then, i'm sorry

but you can't blame me, cause this is th way i talk.
so just get over it already.

2010-04-16T07:33:00.000-07:00

th past week has been effectively mindblowing.
mainly due t Kid (:
and i still want t see...
lol

ytd's KLL lesson was damn funny
LOL
th slow-mo vomit eruption, th yellow pool of shit on th school bus which was "shades lighter than jax's bag", her shoe problems, all damn funny LOL

Today rained in th morning
so cold and nice lol
made 2 treacherous journeys t th toilet and got drenched lol

Saw was in an angsty mood today until i got her hash browns
what a feizhu lol

overall, things were really horrible today
Kid got really mad at me for goodness knows what
idk if it's cos i wasted his phone batt, or i sms J, or i never delete msgs, or i was reluctant t give him my phone at first, or all of those
i srsly don't get why he's so upset over J
if he can get upset over J, there's more reason for me t get upset over E and J

like that time at KFC, Kid got mad cos i was having lunch with people he didn't want me t have lunch with
excuse me, HE HAD DINNER SITTING OPPOSITE E
which one worse, you tell me?

then now, you sms other girls can, i cannot sms other guys?
it's about homework lah, wth.
maybe if we switched roles, i'd get upset too.
but you'd have t take into consideration th person what.

but anyway it's over so i don't want t harp on it further.

i'm telling you,
even if i didn't want you anymor (which is not th case), i can't.
not after we've been through all this.
besides, i think i won't ever not want you
i think in all my years of existence, this is th first time i've fallen so deeply for a guy
i can no longer imagine what it'd be like without you

thus you cannot don't want me either.
you musn't.

i still have no idea what happened today, that made you so mad at me.
but i'd like t put it all behind.
i don't like being unhappy when i'm with you
this isn't turning out th way i expected things t be

nevermind.

ENGLISH ORAL TMR ))):
die.

2010-04-11T07:00:00.000-07:00

Today Amanda embarked on her Maiden Voyage To Somerset(:
it was rather boring and scary cos it's soooo far away
then th train journey also very long
so i fell asleep for abit lol

but i made it t th tuition centre in one piece(:
plus Mr Lam haven't come yet also(:
i'm so proud of myself HAHA

after i came home from tuition
everything went back t normal
just did bio and amath

damn there's bio common test next tue and i am far from prepared.
don't mention about th geog test also.
AND EMATH.
(circles and trig)

can die lah ):

2010-04-10T06:38:00.000-07:00

Friday was great in th sense that we could walk out of school at 2pm, and not being guilty nor worried cos you're ponning co(:

FINALLY NO MORE LONG CO PRACTICES FOR TH REST OF MY LIFE

ok i'd miss it, i'm sure, despite of everything.

1) th chio teacher and her CHIOER CLOTHES+BAGS+SHOES!!!
2) loooooonnnggggg tiring lun-ings for g major scale first string :O when i'd slack and laugh at all th others struggling(:
3) being kiasu with th other Pipas be it racing for th best bus seats or putting back Pipa after co (Rongrong owns all)
4) preparation for SYF
5) and concert
6) irritating bl with saima
7) mostly, just being th slackiest section

but still, th thought of no co still makes me (:
though it hasn't really sunk in yet

HOWEVER
it's great!
cos monday no need go sectionals (YAY YAY YAY)
so can go home early study for bio common test on tue(((:

WELLLLL ANYWAY WHERE WAS I
oh ya
friday(:
after school went t meet th rest
then went t have lunch t celebrate this joyous occasion that marks th end of CO for us(:
spent 1 hour plus deciding where t eat

in th end decided on Cafe Cartel
which was quite disappointing, but nevertheless.

all of us got enlightened by py on some disgusting fact which should never be discussed over lunch.
LOL

after that walk around for a bit then went home

tuition that night was such a rush
i was really late then dad couldnt fetch me t mrt station so i had t take a bus

then there was communication problem between me and zy
so i took th mrt myself LOL
in th end she was on th train behind me.

i was panicking cos i was really late this time
i knew it cos i was sitting opposite th YuFa guy in th train, and he's always, as in ALWAYS, late.

so in th end i met zy at bedok mrt station and i pangsehed angie HAHA and went tuition first

kang moved all of us back t th old classroom today lol
it was so cramped lah
i was sitting in some dusty dark corner ):

okay, gross.
my mom's feeding me some disgusting white fungus soup which she claims is "a highly nourishing, high-class desert"

guess what, i had t alternate between chocolate mints and fungus t get rid of th taste.

2010-04-05T08:18:00.000-07:00

today pon th last sectionals i will ever have
and went lunch with wk and mel
after that went around tm with them t buy notebooks and memory cards

just now was th first happiest conversation i had with K in ages
though still got ): parts
but still.

sigh(:
(((:

woah i just finished tikaming my heymath nonsense(:
passed happily(:
very happy haha.

now i'm tired.
too much math spoils my voluptuous brain(:

goodnight

2010-04-03T07:04:00.000-07:00

today left bala earlier cos thought wanted t go for chinese tuition
in th end after much deliberation, decided t forget about chinese tuition lol.

so went home and i did bio and smsed people t keep my mind off certain things.
that's kind of why i sent almost a hundred smses today DDD:
confirm burst this month one):

i'm not gna sms anymore next week!

anyw.
these 3 days have been hell
i don't know why he's doing this t me
i srsly don't.

i'm fucking tired of being angry alr
it's been 3 days.
who wouldn't be?

i let him go today.
although i didn't want t
but who was i t stop him?

him, Z, J and E
i bet it looked so much like a double date.

i didn't want t think anymore, so i went t sleep.

woke up, he told me it had ended, was going t dinner with them.
i had a sudden vision and it looked even more like a double date and i was so heartbroken and so fucking jealous.

it's not like i didn't trust him
i trust him with all my heart
it's just that i don't like th thought of him sitting opposite another girl (even if she was my friend) having dinner.
i srsly don't like it.

of course i had promised i wouldn't get upset
so i didn't appear upset t him at all
in fact i think i did a rather good job actually(:

i'm feeling much better now anyways.
just that now i don't know how i can talk t E and pretend everything is fine.
maybe i can
idk
i often surprise myself(:

2010-04-03T06:59:00.000-07:00

"Bob loves Sally. Alot. Bob would do anything for Sally. He would ask about her whenever he thought she was upset. He would always and always be there for her whenever she would need somebody. He would leave little notes and reminders around, to show her that he cares. His heart would break whenever she cried. Her pain would be his. Just that maybe he'll feel twice the pain, cause he knew that no matter what he did he couldn't make her feel better. But, he'll still try anyway. He'll make a fool of himself if it would just make her smile. He'll wear a silly hat and put up with the teasing if that made her smile too. But Sally ignored him. She treated him like dirt and was part of the group that mocked him. He didn't care though, he loved her.
One day this student goes crazy and starts shooting everybody, cause he was sick and tired of being picked on and he wanted to teach all those people a lesson. Turns out that Sally was someone who had made fun of him once before. He yells Sally's name and demands that she come out, or he'll go to her. Bob stands up and says he'll take Sally's place. The student stares at him skeptically, wondering what on earth that crazy boy is talking about.Bob sees this hesitation and starts talking He says: you want a life, i'll give you mine. In all seriousness. The boy is scared and confused, but he sees the look in Bob's eyes and agrees. Bob tells him to do whatever he wanted to do to Sally to him. The boy pulls his hair. Slaps him and punches him and kicks him. Bob doesn't fight back even though he's got a black belt in karate and could easily win the guy. He hurls insults at Bob. Bob closes his eyes and grits his teeth. He would tolerate this humiliation, this pain. For Sally. Finally, the guy fired. He didn't hit his heart, but he hit near it. When the shot was fired, the teacher's came running. Everything was in a mess while the authorities treid to clear everyone away from the scene. The boy was caught and brought away and someone called the ambulance. Bob knew it was too late though. He could feel his blood seeping out of the wound. He could feel his body weakening. He took one last look at the retreating figure of a girl. She was laughing with her friends as though nothing had happened, as though everything was normal. His heart sank, she hadn't even turned to take one last look at him. The pain he felt was way worse then what the boy had dealt to him. She had hit his heart. With that, he took his last breath and everything blacked-out.
Bob had died in place of Sally and she didn't give a care in the world.
Oh what love. "

major heartbreak );

2010-04-01T07:39:00.000-07:00

April Fools' Day, and what a fool i'd been.

today came into class, noticed that my table looked suspiciously naked.
jax saw and shayting told me that Lam ytd complain my table too messy, and confiscated all my books away
yeah right
within minutes i found my mountain of books below th teachers table -,-

now there's a real tall mountain sitting on top of my table and i do my work behind it lol
but i think clara has disposed it onto th floor alr ):

i don't care, jax better put it all back where it came from (and even better) on monday ):

OHMYGOD THEN AFTER THAT.
AFTER THAT.
TH GREATEST CALAMITY OF TH CENTURY HAPPENED BEFORE MY VERY EYES DDD;
(which i'm unable t disclose till next monday)
i'm still currently very traumatized with th loss of this valuable companion.

anyw today was screwed up either way
chinese, i made a terrible mistake but i alr asked mel, so it's solved.
but that mistake carried out throughout th whole day ):

becky is damn retarded oh god i completely forgot how retarted she could get lol
quite amusing and was making like quite alot of noise during chinese test LOL

after that was mdm ee's geog period DDD:
had th laser pointer thing, then ohlee and becky were being perverted with it -,-

and i saw what seemed like flirting t me, during geog also
which kind of affected me during th beginnings of chem Olevel SPA afterward ):

i hate wearing goggles ):

after chem spa, went tampines eat lunch with friends for th first time in ages lol
ok not that long ago actually, but it wasn't recent either.
had McZarinah's and i got really really emo and sad but thanks for cheering me up(:

saw angie clara all had guy problems also so i didn't feel so alone.

on th way t audrey's, met chris, and she also cheered me up, thanks alot mother <333 size="1">idk why i'm becoming like this
it's kind of scary.
i don't know why i'm so bothered with th other girls when i know you won't cheat on me or anything.
but i still am.
i don't know why.

i don't get why you can be close t other girls and yet get angry when i'm merely good friends with J.
he's not like any other guy, as you know -,-
then those girls you are close with are pretty and smart and everything i'm not.

or maybe cos th things you do with them are things you never do with me.
like, i don't know, cycling, watching movies, going t church, celebrating their birthdays, just t name a few.
even in school, you don't talk t me as much as you talk t them.

i think i'm being really really really retarted and stupid.
but all this is making me tired.
really really tired.
i don't know how long more i can keep up with this.

but even when i can't, i know i'd still love you.

2010-03-31T07:11:00.000-07:00

today i slept till 8(:
okay it's not that late, but still it was damn shiok
despite all th noise my sis made when she got ready for school
and she kept switching th lights on and off, AND MIND YOU I'M AT TH TOP AND TH LIGHT IS RIGHT ABOVE MY FACE ):

but still i carried on sleeping peacefully.

after i woke up i memorised all th aural shit
(which i cleverly forgot during th exam)

then i warmed up my fingers and voice

then left home

reached there quite early so my mom brought me t some nearby temple t pray

anyway i finally got nervous while waiting for my turn outside th room
FINALLY.
somemore th previous candidate, Kunzi came out and told me how fierce th examiner was and i was like ohshit

went in, saw this pink old balding angmoh man
"good morning sir" i said
"good AFTERNOON, amanda" he said
and that was my first mistake alr.

blahblahblah

heard today's school was fun and slacky -,-
wlao my exam should have been tmr lah
then i come back school after th exam for SPA
get t miss double chinese and ONG somemore

today, what did i miss?
slacky missing-sally-lai english, amusing attire check, zarinah videos, zarinah-in-action, everything.

oh whatever
at least it's over(:

2010-03-28T07:21:00.000-07:00

this weekend is th worst so far
i was really really sad and yes i cried alot
now i'm pretty much finer than i was
but i've a feeling i'll miss you terribly

i alr do.

now you're being really cold t me and i don't like it at all ):
i feel so broken inside ):

anyw, my piano exam's round th corner
in 3 days, t be exact
i really hope i don't make any mistakes
i want t do this well
cos after this exam, i'd be stopping piano ~~for good~~ till O levels are over
YAY

2010-03-26T07:58:00.000-07:00

th past week was pure slacking + mugging + emotional + boring + exciting + plain stupid -,-
idk what i'm saying cos i'm still being stupid and dumb from th gummy worms i ate just now during chem tuition
HAHAHA I EVEN MADE ZY STUPID LOL ALL HER MOLES QUESTIONS GOT WRONG

anyw i don't rmb what happened this week
oh ya founders day.
lol
after th last lesson angie jax and i went for recess.
we saw that th side gate was open so we were really happy and went 85 t buy chicken rice+ bubble tea

stupid bubbletea shop th service damn lousy.
superrrrr slow.
so we almost didnt have time t return back class and eat

note to self: that stall's peach milk tea is awesome(:

oh and founder's day itself was quite disastrous
that picture ruined everything lah
if only angie didn't point it out t me
i was really sad lah
then angie was being irritating

but after a while ok alr lah
sigh
i'm a jealous woman.

ytd i switched seats with ky for chem(:
HAHAHAH hanyu and linting diffused all their smartness t me(:
i actually understood what lam was talking about lah
and lam appeared taller (and fatter)
and my neck ached from craning t look at th ppt slides

and although i could concentrate better,
apparently hanyu said i was distracting she and linting LOL
oops.

after school it rained super heavy haha
quite fun braving th wind and rain,
felt like a warrior :D

then i vaguely remember hardcore mugging till 1am last night for chem :O

TODAY
selective breeding of big meaty males and small wooly females (sheeps) in bio.
recess was uber spicy chicken rice which set my heart on fire (as kohleelee's sinuous curvey noodles of her mee goreng did t her)

earth hour was DDD:
super hot and we made paper fans (mine was from some chem worksheet

then for Kohleelee's oral practice i suaysuay kena called ):
my presentation was plain stupid but oh well HAHA
i had no idea what i was talking about
-blames it on gummy worms-

skipped cca and went home with becky and ohlee
practiced one hour of scales then collapsed and woke up 2 hours later.

-

i love my phone(:
i like th typing alot thus i'm sending MORE messages than i used t, and therefore i'll burst like nothing this month D:

lastly, i hate fighting with kid ):
if there were one thing i hate about relationships, it's th fighting that comes along with th package.
but everything else makes it all worth it(:

i hope it's really forever
cos i can't imagine what'd it be like without you

2010-03-26T07:50:00.000-07:00

WHEN I'M WITH YOU faber drive
Saw you walk in to the room
Thought i'd try to talk to you
Babe am i every glad you wanted me too
Its been two years to the day
half the time I've been away
i know I'm not there enough
but that is gonna change
cause I'm coming back
to show you that
I'm keeping the promise that i made

When i'm with you
I'll make every second count
cause i miss you, whenever your not around
when i kiss you
i still get butterflies
years from now
I'll make every second count
when I'm with you

Yeah we've had our ups and downs
but we've always worked them out
babe am i ever glad we got this far now
still i'm lying here tonight
wishing i was by your side
cause when i'm not there enough
nothing feels right
so i'm coming back to show you that I'll love you the rest of my life

when i'm with you
I'll make every second count
cause i miss you, whenever your not around
when i kiss you
i still get butterflies
years from now
i'll make every second count
when i'm with you
when i'm with you

whatever it takes
im not gonna break the promise i made

when i'm with you
I'll make every second count
cause i miss you

when i'm with you
I'll make every second count
cause i miss you, whenever your not around
when i kiss you
i still get butterflies
years from now
i'll make every second count
when i'm with you
when i'm with you
when i'm with you
when i'm with you

2010-03-21T02:38:00.000-07:00

ytd went for th piano exam rehearsal thing at th studio thus missed class bbq, DAMMIT.
th studio was huge, and th piano is screwed.
and i finally met Kellyn's boyfriend HAHAAHAH
damn funny his china face
and its super obvious that Kellyn's older.

then last night was rough cos my grandma snored damnnn loudly thus i didnt sleep well th whole night ):
this morning wake up early for bio tuition ):
met zy and went t orchard
it was a huge class in a cramped up classroom and th Pervert Lam P.K guy didn't seem so pervert at all
he looked like a nice old grandfather(:

after that went back with zy and i had been doing heredity till now(:

I think meeting kid on friday only made me think alot more about him now.
this is really bad.

2010-03-19T07:52:00.000-07:00

Today was awesome yet screwed.
Though i made a terrible mistake, i think it was better this way
At least th guilt is gone(:
and though i only had 2 hours with K, it was good all th same.
and i'm really thankful that i'm forgiven
I REALLY PROMISE T WORK HARD FROM NOW ON
i hope K will do th same...

anyw i really treasured today and being not-so-kid with The Not So Kid
after all it's th last time before Os

ILY

2010-03-17T07:20:00.000-07:00

Well, happy birthday to me(:

went Bala early in th morning,
had t avoid so many students carrying donation cans all th way from pasir ris mrt t tampines interchange
cos i only had ten dollar bills with me so even if i wanted t be kind and do a good deed on my birthday, I COULDN'T.

bala was so, so mean.
he commented on th pimple on my nose.
"Seriously, Amanda, that pimple on your nose is massive"
"No joke, Amanda, it is very obvious"
"The pimple chose the best place to be at, your nose"
IN FRONT OF TH CLASS WLAOOOOO

lol not only that, he gave me this killer Gan Eng Seng sec prelim paper t do
okay he said it wasnt that tough, maybe its just my brain on birthday mode today or smth
couldn't think lah
did like less than half th qns, th rest dno how t do):

then i went home and ate lunch and came out again
went white sands buy my pen refill then go find saw they all at macs.
go VideoEzy where we inhaled wonderful Fat-Shop-Owner-Guy-B.O. and where ky's membership card got rejected

so we went saw's house watch her china-imported movies

Sorority Row was awesome(:
all th killing and slashing and it had a nice twist in th end.
PSYCHO KILLER BOYFRIENDS!

saw and i were hiding behind huge soft toys and cushions during th killings lol
angie had her eyes and ears shut almost th whole movie LOLOLOL
during th times she didnt shut them, she was immersed in her emath TYS

after that watched Up In The Air
it was super boring -,-
so after a while stopped watching alr.

chiong home with angie after that
i was so worried i'd miss my 7pm curfew

today was a nice day, thanks for all th birthday smses and fb wall posts and th presents(:
and t Saw, Angie, Jax, Kaiyi, Melody and Clara for wasting one whole day with me
and t my family for their thoughtfulness and nice presents also(:
thankyouuuuuuuu

i played more than an hour of piano nonstop just now
and after about 5 rounds of Finale, my vein like kena twisted alr :O
i think i play too hard :/

ohhohoh and th wardrobe and dressing table was moved away alrwhen i came home(:
th room looks so spacious now lah
though now no mirror DDDDDDDDDDDD:

gna mug hard tmr.
finish up ALL remaining do-able homework tmr.
and PRACTICE PIANO
and FINISH THEORY

then i'd be certified for Friday's ____
:D

2010-03-16T08:09:00.001-07:00

Ytd 's chem remedial was as expected, boring and fruitless.
changed classroom cos surprisingly over 40ppl turned up and th Tutorial Room wasn't big enough.

after th remedial Lam met my mom :O
it was disastrous.
she freaking told my mom that i had a mirror on my table
and i had t explain that it was th class mirror and somehow saw and i had custody over it.
then she showed my mom my test results and ah well it was crap and my mom freaked out cos she had NO IDEA about my test results.
then she say i daydream in class and never take down notes.
i said, I GOT
then she ask me take out whatever notes i had taken down during her remedial just now t prove my point.

i was like OH SHIT
cos th only things i wrote on th paper was some electrolysis mindmap and 2 questions Lam composed (without answers) and "I AM SO BORED" super big and other nonsense.
so i got sent up t th library t think up of whatever she had taught and miraculously i came up with few.

after that, Lam made me stay back t finish up some electrolysis worksheet):
so i sat outside staff room and tried t do lor while my mom went off first.

but Lam was nice, she gave me a chocolate bar(:
then after 2 hours she came and explained and went through th ws with me.
i have cleared my doubts i guess, but i felt like i had let her down):
she looked very sad and disappointed cos i didnt know th basics...
sigh.

after that went t th airport and met my family at Swensens and had lunch and some birthday icecream thingy
then went Tampines and watched Alice In Wonderland(:
wasn't as nice as SOME PEOPLE claimed it t be
quite disappointing BUT I LIKE TH MAD HATTER
HE'S CRAZY CHARMING
i think Alice should have married him lor.

today i sit here in this world feeling all alone cos kid has gone t some stupid camp):
okay so it doesn't make a difference whether he went or not since we dont sms or call anymore
but it feels different somehow.
lol

so today i stayed home and finished emath homework as promised.
i'll be doing more math tmr morning at bala's
then i'll go out.

i feel sad cos idk what kid's been up t these days anymore):

here's t th last half hour of me being young, innocent and 15

2010-03-14T05:36:00.001-07:00

tmr:
-lam remedial 9-11
- mom meet lam

crap i'm so dead she's gna complain that i daydream in class AGAIN
like how many times alr lah ):

2010-03-13T06:34:00.000-08:00

recently, my parents' room is infested with bugs.
their wardrobe (which has been along since they got married) finally rotted away and there's like a colony of tiny tiny tiny ant-like bugs living inside
it came t light like a week ago when my sis noticed them crawling in th basin
then we followed th trail t th wardrobe and since then, th room's been smelling of Baygon and now, kerosene
D:

today bala taught integration with th curly noodle strand(:

had Benito Pockett at KFC for dinner, quite disappointing, wasn't as nice as Angie claimed it t be :/

and i came home and did amath holiday hw for 3-4 hours straight
and guess what, i'm just up t question8
zai right!

Amanda The Great Tutor imparted her knowledge t Lowly Tutee Whose Small Name Is Not Worth Mentioning :DDD

oh and my sis went and did something manical t her hair
now she has a Pretentious Fringe (which is actually her ponytail)
damn funny HAHA
too bad mom won't let her cut fringe haha noob(:

I MISS YOU SO MUCH

2010-03-13T06:33:00.000-08:00

6546) If i knew it would be the last time that I’d see you fall asleep, I would tuck you in more tightly and pray to god to watch over you.
If i knew it would be th last time that i’d see you walk out the door,I’d hug and kiss you; and would call you back for just one more. If i knew It would be the last time i hear your voice,I would tape each word and play them back every night. If i knew it would be the last time, I would spare an extra minute or two to stop and say “i love you” instead of assuming i already do.

2010-03-12T06:45:00.000-08:00

but then again, maybe bad things are there just to remind us of how good is supposed to look like

last night i cried and made my whole pillow so wet that i had t flip it over.
but it was worth it
thanks mommy

woke up today morning with swollen eyes
and what happened in th morning didnt make them any better, though again, it was worth it
thanks kid

then today was quite sian
very tired most of th times
co was :/
at first very sleepy then after going out for walk and retrieving my english TYS and getting a drink, i felt very much revived(:
then i played Shi Mian Mai Fu with enthusiasm

anyway after that chiong home go tuition and i was slightly later than usual but zy was even later than me, surprise surprise.

angie and saw went today.

now kinda pissed cos my dad keep peeping t see what im doing online and i cant talk t kid ): dammit.

2010-03-11T06:31:00.000-08:00

hello world
march holidays are coming, i am so happy(:
then again there are sad things too
and there's like a chengyu t describe this complex situation in just 4 words but i don't know what it is .__.

tomorrow is last day of school alr ):
i'm going t study really hard next week and show everyone that i can do it
which reminds me, lam was being really irritating today
cannot stand her >:(
keep arrow th 3 of us at th back dammit

anyway things are really bad now
):
so bye

2010-03-08T06:38:00.001-08:00

Really Retarded Violet Barney

SS let me down
Please don't let geog be th same

2010-03-06T07:11:00.000-08:00

Today was horrible.
kellyn crazy one, all of sudden want me during piano lesson pin up hair
dammit lah at school pin not enough, saturday morning also want me pin
i was damn pissed off.

that was just one of lots of horrible things today.

i remember feeling very sad today.
now i don't remember why.
okay maybe i don't WANT t remember why cos if i do i'd just get upset all over again and cause unhappiness t someone else thus i shall be MAGNANIMOUS and not ruin good things.

2010-03-06T06:58:00.000-08:00

A Beautiful Mess
Jason Mraz

You've got the best of both worlds
You're the kind of girl who can take down a man,
And lift him back up again
You are strong but you're needy,
Humble but you're greedy
Based on your body language,
your shouted cursive I've been reading
Your style is quite selective,
though your mind is rather reckless
Well I guess it just suggests
that this is just what happiness is

Hey, what a beautiful mess this is
It's like picking up trash in dresses
Well it kind of hurts when the kind of words you write
Kind of turn themselves into knives
And don't mind my nerve you can call it fiction
'Cause I like being submerged in your contradictions dear
'Cause here we are, here we are

Although you were biased I love your advice
Your comebacks they're quick
And probably have to do with your insecurities
There's no shame in being crazy,
Depending on how you take these
Words that paraphrasing this relationship we're staging

And it's a beautiful mess, yes it is
It's like, we are picking up trash in dresses

Well it kind of hurts when the kind of words you say
Kind of turn themselves into blades
And the kind and courteous is a life
I've heard But it's nice to say that we played in the dirt
Cause here, here we are, Here we are
Here we are [x7]

We're still here
What a beautiful mess, this is
It's like taking a guess when the only answer is "Yes"

Through, timeless words and priceless pictures
We'll fly like birds not of this earth

And tides they turn and hearts disfigure
But that's no concern when we're wounded together

And we, tore our dresses and stained our shirts
But its nice today. Oh, the wait was so worth it.

2010-03-05T06:58:00.000-08:00

today morning, Lam dressed up specially t do Zaocao with us :D
her jumping jacks super vigorous HAHAHAHAAHAHAH
hilarious ttm.

stole beans from biolab!
put them in random bottle caps found around with water and cotton wool and inside a box(:
hopefully they will grow into tall tall trees one day(:
clara's is Duncan, avelene's NooNoo, melody's Zack, saw's TeeHee, mine's Kid
okay idk why Kid, but clara helped me name it so oh well.

today quite sian
slept in amath/lit
then after school went t eat at simei kfc with saw angie and jax
then i went home and do theory until fall asleep then go tuition and now i'm being sad online

2010-03-04T04:55:00.001-08:00

i think i get jealous really really easily ):
today was loooooooonngg and really horrible
th morning was one of th worst mornings
then chinese test was quite satisfactory cos i copied really little this time
hopefully i won't fail lol

then thre was double chem lab (dieded) and chiong back t class for vectors retest

stupid saw got t pon th whole of this horribly long day.

oh well i get t pon 30thmarch
though it's a wednesday, but at least its better than nothing

OH YA TMR NO CO HAHAHAAHHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA
so happy(:
lunch, anyone?

2010-03-02T05:28:00.000-08:00

PE yesterday was fun
besides doing situps on th floor which caused my butt t hurt tremendously
table tennis with Saw was epic HAHAHA
then play hula hoops in th gym :D
where saw forgot t bring her skirt back up haha and got humiliated by sec3 basketballers

th only reason why i'm talking about PE is cos i'm still aching everywhere

today Lee was PMSing in th morning
wlao she damn pro sia she go decorate th noticeboards for us
DAMN NICE OKAY
with newspaper articles and all
no wonder she so bad mood lol

Kohleelee is an awesome teacher
today went comlab and did compre on songs' lyrics
vanilla twilight failed on us and now i'm online t complete th homework but saw and kaiyi pangseh ):

(i wna watch The Exorcism Of Emily Rose! though i'm sure i can forget about sleeping again after watching)

after school had bio remedial at biolab then went home with jax and vivan

MUGHARD

2010-02-28T06:27:00.000-08:00

i am going to decorate my study space with POST-ITS :D
(kopes from saw :D)
they are all going to carry inspirational messages which will (hopefully) push myself to study harder
like what Menglong did in th show haha hopefully i'll succeed like he did also :B

today hasn't been really kind to me.
fb just screwed up together with th internet connection, dammit
and a load of other things ):

i'm so tired.

i actually REALLY tried to study for chem this time
i did th TYS for redox alr
okay so i didn't finish it, but at least i did some MCQs
i don't see how it is possible that i can manage t finish metals and rate of rxn by tue, but i'll try :/

i hope tmr will be better, for there is PE
but mondays have math
damn.

2010-02-27T05:49:00.000-08:00

To: My fragrant Not-So-Kid :D

HELLO(:
tkam yesterday was tiring but still remarkably awesome(:
i left co real early, went home and bathe and change while talking t kid all th way(:
then went t bugis where i met kid and kaiyi and then walked t bugis junction (?) and got lost there searching for Pretty In Tokyo where th rest were
after we were found, went take neoprints omg my first time taking neoprints sia i feel so noob .__.

TKAM play was cool with all th chairs(:
atticus resembles chan ALOT
and jem and dill are :D

apparently, according t th guys behind us and melody, angie and i were talking very loudly during th play :X
oops.

after th play went home, was super super tired.
dad didn't fetch me at white sands so had t take bus back myself ))):

just now my dad's friends came over for their annual cny gathering
now they all gone t another's house so i'm home blogging and fbing and GOING t do kohleelee's summary SOON(:

Love, Me

2010-02-21T03:16:00.000-08:00

today i went t see some chinese doctor/physician near my house lol
and th chinese doctor/physician and my mom were discussing about my period in front of other patients
embarrassing ttm please D:
my sister told me there was this "particularly shuai guy" who was there and heard everything lol
she se4 bei3 bei2 lah LOL

anyw th chinese medicine was crazy disgusting
it's this small amount of brown nonsense which is actually medicine mixed with a packet of brown powder
AND OMG TH FIRST MOUTHFUL I TOOK, IT HIT ME LIKE BAM!
it was th worst thing i'd ever tasted oh god i ate 2 sweets and a pineapple tart just t get rid of th taste in my mouth lah

i don't know what came over me just now
i think cos whole day never hear from ___ then i become so pekcek and @#$%^&**(@ argh idk lah
just very sad and pissed off when it seemed that ___ didn't even think about me at all
);
and see lah, th result of being stupid?
a headache.
great.

2010-02-21T01:49:00.000-08:00

FUCK EVERYTHING
DAMMIT

)));

2010-02-20T06:56:00.001-08:00

kid just told me that Adam Young wrote Vanilla Twilight for his dead girlfriend D:
okay that sounded pretty morbid.
*his girlfriend who has passed away
omggg that's so sad lah):
it only makes me appreciate th song more
and ohhhh those lyrics are one of th most beautiful i have ever come across

if i die, i want someone t write a song t commemorate Awesome Me also!
HAHA
and it HAS t make it t th charts(:

today has been rather torturous, in th end i broke down and sent an sms or two :p

just now attempted yet another failed attempted at Cell Div
cannot make it lah )):

then watched awesome American Idol haha

i promise that i'll study more tomorrow :X

2010-02-19T07:00:00.000-08:00

life pretty much sucks currently.
of course it would, not being able t sms kid like usual ):

sigh.

Justin Beiber's Baby is th new Party In The USA(:
baby, baby, baby noooooo~

today during co, binglian and i were reading Diary Of A Wimpy Kid
sialah it's damndamnnnn cute and retarted :D
super funny
one of th characters, th 'weird kid in school' resembles Zhewei ALOT.
HAHAHA

1. i wna go longkang!
2. bio test next monday on Cell Division = DIE TTM TTM TTM OHGOD WTF I DON'T EVEN GET TH BASICS, WHAT'S TH DIFF BETWEEN MEIOSIS AND MITOSIS DAMNIT
3. i broke Duck's zipper ))):

天天都需要你爱，我的心思有你猜
i love you 我只需要你让我每天都精彩

2010-02-16T00:13:00.000-08:00

i can't believe school is starting tmr DDD:
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

kid was supposed t visit today
but he didn't in th end as expected lol
thus, you owe me.

i hope t do more shopping after cny when all th sales start (hopefully there are sales)
SPAM BUY SHORTS!

2010-02-15T00:34:00.000-08:00

what i did during cny:

me siewbee and meimei.

LOL

amusing much.

totally does not feel like CNY this year .__.

but still pretty fun i guess

i'm feeling down):

heartbroken.

2010-02-13T07:46:00.000-08:00

You must be cosine square. Because I'm sine square. And together, we are one.

(not only is this something cute a math geek would tell his valentine, but also for me, a good way t remember this formula)

2010-02-13T07:01:00.000-08:00

"I've liked this girl for well over 5 months, and she constantly changes her mind about if she likes me or not. I'm hoping to win her over by asking her out on here, in front of millions. So, Kara Saunders, will you go out with me - Aaron Schulz. Because until you say yes, MLIA."
koped from becky's blog which she koped from MLIA(:
AWWWWWW, "because until you say yes, my life is average"
that's so sweet...

today i was feeling really sad :'(
from all that built up since yesterday and some other times in th past, suddenly it all spilled out today
surprisingly i felt much better and i'm glad he knows and it won't happen again.

i started on my Amath TYS today, feeling really happy and successful now(:

and idk why but kid's daoing me now):

okay i sound like i'm having mood swings but no i'm not cos i'm blogging over a long period of time and my mood changes.
fine i'm having mood swings .__.

okay i'm bored now bai

2010-02-12T07:08:00.000-08:00

today got cny celebration at school
woke up early and took mrt t school FOR TH VERY FIRST TIME, although supposed t reach school at 8 lol
was earlier than kid for once haha
and he snuck up on me ):

went school sit somewhere slack
i missed it alot ):

we made Lam&Lee hearts on sticks HAHAHAAH deon had t give them, damn funny lol

painting th mei hua was awesome and our painting was DAMN CHIO!
with th butterflies (flyaway) and lady bugs and th cute couple under th umbrella(:

performance was average.
but this year's concert abit screwed than usual :/

finally it was done and we went t eat at ikea :D
awesome meatballs and chicken wings

after that went t walk around Ikea and slack at th kid's play area place HAHA
with th water-filled spider and ladybug chair(:
suddenly kena cornered by saw angie clara and jax and began some interrogation session hahaha

saw and francis' love story is like a korean drama lah!
LOL
damn interesting
and very sweet(:

angie and her secret crush also very cute HAHA
just that th roles were reversed
she so manly compared t th guy LOL

during saw's interrogation, we forced saw t answer 3 questions about her love story on th account that we'd tell her A Deep Dark Secret That We All Knew But Her
(which was that Nicholas didn't break)
((cos thursday she pon school so as punshment we bluff her say jax broke Nicholas))

damn amusing HAHAHA

after that they took a lift in my dad's car and mom and i went somerset for her xray and my shopping
walk until my feet damnnnnn pain):

chiong home and rushed for tuition
today damn epic
th class bursted with 2 extra people and no more seats left
so all of us moved t a bigger classroom HAHA
wasted quite alot of time lol

idk why i feel ):
i think i know why
but it's so dumb i won't acknowledge it
so there.

anyway,
kid's note/doodle is super cute(:
aww...
i'd read it over and over again

OMG TMR NO PIANO+BALA HAHAHAHAHAHAAHHAAHHAHAHAHAHAHAAH I'M SO HAPPY!
oh but my piano exam's on th 31march ))):
crap.

i don't like that sad sinking feeling):

2010-02-07T02:25:00.000-08:00

due t th fact that i'm bored, i'm back t blog.

it's alr february, so fast...
on friday, i was watching saw and angie plan out their study schedule and i realised that there's only 30plus weeks till MYEs and it won't be long before Prelims and finally, Olvls D:
so so so screwed ):

i'm really afraid for emath (oh god mrs ong DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD:)
got myself a peer tutor, Saw.
really really regretting it HAHA

Groovy Grandma mrs lee is awesome at teaching, just that i unknowingly stoned throughout Cell Division last week, thus now i'm really really screwed cos i don't understand a shit about th chapter and it's a really difficult one.

friday had 2 free periods cos sallylai and kohlily didn't come :D
melanie saw and i were making Super Chicken and Totochan flyyyyyyyy and tried t snap fly-shots of them but failed completely ._.
damn funny haha

then second free period, MISS KEE came in
super naggy old woman.

oh oh and we all love Nicholas!
Nicholas brings joy into our mundane grey lives in th classroom
Nicholas reflects who we are
Nicholas is wonderful
what would we ever do without Nicholas?

HAHAHA our overpowering love for Nicholas is making Jax jealous LOL
that's so dumb
i mean, jealous of a MIRROR?
lol

oh there was once last week where Saw and i brought Nicholas on his first trip t th toilet t meet his bigger counterpart, th toilet mirror HAHA
then Kaiyi use Nicholas t peep at Saw LOLOLOL

strangely i don't remember anything else that happened in th week HAHA
don't care lah.

anyw i haven't bought cny clothes yet *scream*
stupid meimei why must fall sick at this time?
):
maybe i'll go out with mom after school one day.
even kid's shopping lol
lucky kid.

sian
every year is last minute rush buy clothes one):
i hate cny.

this friday got performance again):
and got th annual alumni cny concert also D:

vday's next sunday
idk what t get kid
so hard t get stuff for a guy lah.
i scared later too girly again lol
nevermind, vday's supposed t be pink and flowery and girly anyway.

i'm trying t upload those photos for saw.
but fb photo uploader isn't working for me.

2010-01-31T04:06:00.001-08:00

hi kid.
blogging for you(:
i don't feel like blogging here anymore.

let's create a shared blog!
:D

i'm bored and tired and going t W again):

HAHAHAHAHAAHHA
tmr's monday again ):
i still don't know how t do circles, DIE.

nevermind.
i'll consult saw early tmr morning(:

k gtg, bye!

2010-01-30T07:06:00.000-08:00

Two Beds And A Coffee Machine is such a sad song ):
so is my life.

kid's emo tonight.
but then again, isn't he like this on most nights?
or days, for that matter.

):
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it makes me feel so helpless when i can't make you happier when you're down.
i feel like i've failed.
failed in some sort of unofficial duty of some sort that i have put myself into

it makes me sad t know you're sad
they say linked hearts always do.
but it'd make me sadder if you didn't tell me you're sad about something.
th most you can do is tell me what i can do t make you feel better
i'd do anything, really.

sigh ):

2010-01-24T05:14:00.000-08:00

finally th bevy of birthdays have passed, (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
Avelene, Clara, Mommy, Jax and Saw!

today went t surprise Saw
went her house t slack and cut th miniature birthday cake and spam unglam photos of her
then made sandwiches for lunch.
surprisingly, Saw's weird apple-cheese toast wasn't that bad
lol

went down t fly kite,
but it was so hot and i didn't feel like running, so i fail-attempted t suntan and take photos of dying kites and deranged running people(:

after that played spin-th-jax's-phone's-bottle in th void deck then i went home

AND OMG, JUST NOW AFTER DINNER I STUDIED BIO!!!
condensed notes of 4 chapters in 8 pages(((:
i'm so proud of my awesome self HAHAHA
my pink notebook damn chio and inside is SO NEAT, which is highly unlike me :D

shit, what about SS?

i love you

2010-01-23T07:30:00.000-08:00

today after piano and before bala, i fell asleep on wet hair.
sleep so shiok, then my dad woke me up suddenly cos i was late for bala.
i woke up so abruptly and in shock that i almost died lol

after bala, went home.
i was late for th meeting cos something happened at home .__.
damn scary i tell you, i was so afraid that i cried ))):
nonetheless, i arrived at school at 6.40 and slack on th stairs with kid till 7.30
by then, becky they all still haven't come yet D:
kid was kind and wonderful t wait with me(:

then sneaked into th hall

AHSBAND concert was quite boring, but of course better than CO at least
LOL
during th 20min break interval, went around and took group photo with saw they all, then after more music, th concert was over.

waited for corny, and took photos and did stuff t becky's hair, then went out
OMG TH STARS OUTSIDE WERE DAMN PRETTY
stayed there lying on th cars outside looking at th stars for a while.

i'm tired and hungry and kind of sad ):
idkwhyyyyyyyyyyyyyyayeyayeyeyeyeyyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
sian
k bye):

2010-01-22T06:34:00.000-08:00

melissa's wedding last sunday was awesome
damn damn sweet!
makes me want t get married as well HAHA
MY wedding in th future would be as nice(:

ytd after a guilt-filled copying expedition of a chinese test thing, went jamming with eunice becky ohlee jacinth zhengjun and hongjun ._.
lol almost got lost in th ooloo alleys
it was an interesting experience lol

after that went eat Turkey Icecream :D
and waved at people on DuckHippo boats along Singapore River
then becky got turned on by Sweet Rosie and finally lost her mind in th mrt back home.

just now on th way home from Caravan, saw Jax th noob HAHAH

and this week my money all fly awayyy (nodding my head like yeaahhhh, moving my hips like yeaahhhh)
clara's, jax's and saw's birthdays.
nevermind(:
they're my friends, zhe shi ying gai de!
HAHA

tmr's band concert after horrible piano and bala.
:DDD
can't wait

HOHOHO bye.

2010-01-16T04:14:00.000-08:00

woke up earlier than usual for piano, but surprisingly didn't feel that sleepy in her class lol
meimei JUST passed her gd5 theory exam by 1 mark :O
damn lucky lol
she got 67 and th passing's 66
Kellyn said Mei had broken th record in all her years of teaching lol
cos th lowest gd5 mark ever scored was only 80plus

anyw Kellyn asked me t play piano accompaniment for her choir ensemble at th temple she goes to.
HAHA but idk leh, Olevels this year.
scared too busy :X
but it would be cool(:

fb looks weird today .__.
like th format all wrong and i'm worried that my com got problem.

tried studying Nervous System just now.
super confusing ):

life is too good t be wasted studying and studying and studying
i wna go live in some green countryside and milk cows and feed chickens and watch a sky of stars at night and fall asleep t th symphony of crickets.
i feel like i'm wasting my life away like this studying.

but it's all invested in a good future anyway
so oh well.

waiting for kid t come online...

2010-01-15T06:38:00.000-08:00

i feel angsty again.
what's with me these days?
i shouldn't be feeling this way, so insecure about you.
ily, but i don't know if this will end up in some major heartbreak in th future.
and i don't know if i'll be able t take it if it ever happens.

you make me wary of other girls, wary they'll somehow capture your attention and take you away from me.
or something.
you make me sound like a foolish duck at times, like now.

IGNORE ALL OF THIS.

nothing extraordinary happened today.
oh besides those cool knee jerks during bio(:
OH and th fact i failed bio test and i'm down for bio remedial with lee .____.
but then again maybe it's a blessing in disguise cos there's a high chance that Lee's remedial is good.

after school, specially stayed back for re-tingxie.
except that Heok didn't turn up ._.
pangseher.
HAHA corne and i waited in 4k for the Heok that would never arrive cos we had cca :D
managed t successfully waste 1 hour!
:DDD

co today was better than usual
for once in so long, all 7 pipas reunited(:

tmr's piano starts at 7plus in th morning, oh what an awesome way t start off th weekend.

2010-01-14T05:42:00.000-08:00

HAHA survived a week's worth of tests.

Monday;
-release of CL Olevel results haha it was morbid fun on my part watching all those HCL noobs freak out :D
- Jax dropped HAHA welcome t lower chinese!

Tuesday;
- "Someone once said that, the state of your table is the state of your mind" Mrs Lee
HAHAAH my mind is landsliding.

Wednesday;
- "Stiudent! You know what is pai2 huai2? pai2 huai2 is walking up and down Orchard Road or Chinatown, dunno which college to go to!" -Lam's chinese lesson (for once, her attempt at teaching another subject made better sense than Heok)

Today;
failed hair/attire check in th morning.

chased lilykoh t com lab HAHA, she run damn fast.
then was th first class t use th shiny awesome new flat-screen coms in th lab(:
except we kena chased out after that t another lab with old computers cos we didnt book it ):

geog was studying bio.
and bentan is getting on my nerves.
he's damn retarted, disgusting and dumb.
he rly irks me.
okay he can be funny at times, and it's of course better than Heok lessons.
but still.

now, Lam is awesome(:

"The Hand is coming~"

"Alice is pregnant. Who is responsible?"
"Ali."
- Lam's analogy on something t do with Redox (?)

"Redox = hong2 niu2"

Bio test was complete fail D:
th only chapter i didn't study was Excretion.
and it came out alot ):
die.

after that went white sands eat KFC with Saw, Clara, Jax and Avelene.
had a cockroach scare HAHA and Jax almost lost his fatherhood trying t kill it.

chionged t audrey after that.
thanks Jax for showing me how t get there from simei mrt
otherwise i'd have taken th bus back home and from home take bus there and i'd be an hour late .__.
so thankyou!

i owe money t lots of people D:
let's see.

Jax- $4
Avelene- $1.70
Class fund- $4
and 3 TYSes- $???

no money lah ):
actually have, but i lazy fish out from my pigbank HAHA

lit play + band concert!

"She remembered sitting beneath the tree on a hot July class with someone who looked at her with a longing that took everything else away" the notebook

2010-01-09T05:43:00.000-08:00

i just realised i forgot t bring home my Amath textbook .__.

Grace Kelly by Mika is damn nice(:
"I could be brown, I could be blue, I could be violet sky. I could be hurtful, I could be purple, I could be anything you like"

anyway, i think i said something wrong t kid just now over th phone.
i really didnt mean that he was insincere ):
crap why do i keep saying th wrong things?
i don't like making my kid sad
next time i should just keep my big fat mouth shut

2010-01-08T06:25:00.000-08:00

THIS WHOLE WEEK:

5/1:
- scary heok
- "unidentified body swept into South China Sea" Lam on the importance of getting the right parent's phone numbers during SEL
- "i'm protective like a mother" Lam being angry at Juneyeo for scolding us.

6/1:
- double heok beginning of day D: wasted 1hour on nonsense about how "love stories always end in deaths"
- McZarinah for SS = fail
-Amath with CuteChan: "okay try the questions now. See how much grass grows out of your ears"
- Lilykoh's super cheem way of talking! "GO FORTH AND DO YOUR O LEVELS!" and "I am very emotionally antagonised if your beginning is when you're looking through a photo album and somehow, some photograph manages to escape to the floor and you pick it up and memories come flooding back" HAHAHA
- she's damn funny also. "... and then you run out, slamming the door behind you (and feeling proud that you've used the word 'slamming')" and "... and somehow the person always has the good life to finish whatever he/she wants to say before dying"

7/1
-gift from kid(((:
-screwed chem test; NO TIME.

TODAY:
today's ~~recess~~ bio lesson: Steamed pig brain and Chicken feet soup(:
suddenly had a craving for pig brain even though i've never tried it before LOL
it seems so milky :D

Lam: "Can you don't have conversations with yourself?!"

Chan (to me): "You are a mean and evil person. You can be an Amath teacher"
YAY HAHAHA

Lilykoh: "Hello, Zoe! How's it going with your hair?"

yes, i'm really bored and easily amused during lessons.
CCA selection just now was sian
HAHA Co was right after concert band so it was really depressing and embarassing
finally it ended and while waiting for dad t arrive, go see kid
then he dao me):

went home and chiong t tuition with zy
DAMN crowded today, had t squeeze at th corner.
25 people lah, crazy.

tmr got... piano in th morning, bala in th afternoon
))):
gna study bio over th weekend awesome hypothalamus activity!

bye

2010-01-04T05:11:00.000-08:00

A Summery of Water Margin

Water Margin is well-known as one of the four greatest Chinese novels in history.It tells stories of a group of heroes,who stand for different classes of people daring to struggle against the evil.There are 105 men and 3 women in all,who are oppressed by the currupt and unjust official and then rise up.These stories take place at the end of the North Song period,describing various vivid pictures of farmers' uprising full of love and hate,ties of friendship, kind and enmity,etc.The heroes do lots of good deeds to help the poor by blundering the evil.But later,they surround themselves to the official,obeying to fight with other kingdoms.Finally,most of them die or hurt badly.

i'm so gg-fied for tmr's test .__.

today was first day of school.
thanks t liying, i'm now Welfare with her.
lam's retarded as always, co form isn't very nice AT ALL.

"Don't try to be your own parent; you didn't give birth to yourself!" Lam
first epic quote of th decade.

assembly had a 30min long devotion by some old man pastor/reverend (th long-windedest of them all)
ARGH torture plz
somemore translate from chinese t english lah ._.

after it all ended, proceeded t die in co
but not bad lah.
managed t learn almost th whole piece.
stupid bingliang pon AGAIN
despite scolding and nagging at her on th corridor earlier.
:X

k i go read shuihuzhuan english summary alr
bye.

2010-01-03T06:14:00.000-08:00

HELLO
last post before i MIA

just now went for piano
HAHAHA
3hours with kellyn t myself
so enjoyable

ask my mom cut my hair again just now hahaaa cos it's really cmi
now better but still.
sigh

cant wait for school tmr ._______. not
sian

bye

2010-01-02T02:01:00.000-08:00

Meimei is sick ):
she vomitted like 4 times alr
poor meimei.
get well soon!

anyw today woke up 6plus, chiong t kellyn's.
ringringring doorbell, no one answer
after three times then recalled today's lesson change t tmr at 4pm T.T
wth

so went back and i slept like a dead pig

bala just now was quite fulfilling
at least i could understand Differentiation ;DDD
(not th trigo part though)

oh oh oh my new wardrobe is currently being fixed :D
it's damn pretty but i think it'd be slightly too small D:
oh well.
gna buy th full-length mirrors some other day at Ikea(:

now in th midst of unpacking ALL th clothes and th whole place is full of clothes
HAHAHA

anyw i'll be MIA once school reopens
only weekends can online i think
lol

k bye

2010-01-01T01:52:00.000-08:00

OMGOSHWOSHZXC IT'S 2010 ALR(:
hahaha

ytd went shopping at bugis with my mom and sis
bought a shirt.
then went aljunied
and parkway parade (where i didn't know jax was there with MEECHELLE~ and thus didn't go stalk them :D)

then everything got really bad for a while D:

waited at tanah merah mrt for saw
i was damn thirsty and wanted t go kh's house t drink water (i still sound like a horse)
my dad drove us there, good thing, cos we'd get lost cfm

at first abit weird
then mel fail-attempted t teach us some card game .__.
after that spammed guitar heroes HAHA
PIPA STYLE FTW!

didn't try shaun's nail polish-flavoured martini cos th colour looked strange

OH AND HAHA TH HULA HOOP AND YOGA ON TH WII WAS DAMN FUNNY
shaun do until damn epic
HAHAHAHAHAAA

kid and his gang came after whiles.
jason they all hogged mahjong table damn long D:
but we still managed t play one or two games before countdown :D

i was supposed t play with saw cos i have absolutely NO experience in mahjong
but end up i play alone.
shaun tried helping me but th only thing i learnt from him was how t mo1 pai2 LOL
still failed terribly in th end but ohwell :D

first song of th year: Party In The USA
and the butterflies fly awaaaaayyyyy~

my dad arrived shortly and saw jax vanC took a ride t tampines
kid was supposed t walk me out and meet my parents BUT HE DIDNT ):
lol

reached home, stayed up a while more, went t sleep(:

TODAYYY
bloody morning sun damn bright, woke me up at 9am ):
so after breakfast went back t sleep.

i've been dreaming alot these past few nights
and i wake up and tell them all t my sister
i love dreams(:

after that watched The Bone Collector on miotv

and later i have TUITION DDD:

k bye

2009-12-30T21:04:00.000-08:00

it's already th last day of 2009 D:
damn fast lah
on this day of 2008, i remember very clearly i was fretting over my new class
it seems like only recently ._.

anyway this year has been really fulfilling.
(except th eoy results part)

don't laugh, but i think i've really grown up alot this year
SRSLY (:

i thought this year would shit-suck
but it didn't turn out so bad after all(:
i met so many new people, adapted t th new environment (very adverse actually. with straightA students like hanyu and slackers like a few of us)
i stepped into a class full of strangers
who turn out t be really awesome friends.

after a while, 3L gets quite awesome.
at least it's more bonded than 2G or 1F

not t mention, this year, unlike previous years, i had someone(:
despite that everything went backwards and all th heartbreaks and everything, i still love you(:

this year i was rather slack in terms of studies.
sleeping, daydreaming, drawing in lessons.
AND OH GOD MY MESSY MOUNTAINOUS TABLE
which resulted in th misplacement and loss of many random worksheets.

i'll be better next year.
(really! hey in fact i alr bought myself a PINK file :D)

next year's gna be really hard
i don't look forward t it, AT ALL.
(think about hours of neooooomole DDD:)

and Lam D:
i hope i won't fail chem anymore.
but glad it's her,
i love her lots HAHAHA

new year's resolution: DO NOT PROCRASTINATE AND WORK HARDDD

going shopping with mom and sister later(:
bye!

2009-12-28T02:27:00.000-08:00

Fall For You
Secondhand Serenade

The best thing 'bout tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before?
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed, but I have loved you from the start

Oh, but hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in, I'm yours to keep
And hold on to your words 'cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight when you're asleep

Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find

Tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

2009-12-27T00:55:00.000-08:00

i feel grumpy today.
cos i couldn't get t sleep last night
no more horror movies for me from now on!

don't stare at my panda eyes.
go away.

edit/
HAHAHAHA i searched my name on urban dictionary
http://www.urbandictionary.com/define.php?term=amanda

An Amanda is kind of like a monkey. It's a girl that seems very nice and respectful at first, but then she will turn around and backfire on you.
(NOT TRUE!)

A woman who looks like a man, even more manly than a real man without making an effort because of her muscles, voice or the way she acts.
(HAHAHA)

k bye

2009-12-26T06:49:00.000-08:00

watched some thai horror movie today
Ghost Game

tired.

bye.

2009-12-25T07:03:00.000-08:00

LAM IS STILL OUR FORM TEACHER + CHEM TEACHER
LOL here's t another year of failing chem.
but ohwell can chiong with her and shao1 her pi4 gu3 like she said her this year batch of sec4s did
MUAHAHA.

today rly didn't seem like christmas at all
woke up with an ache in my back, must have been ytd lol
and then went t tampines for breakfast and srsly felt like puking

came back, watched wulong .__.
and then went out for dinner at tm
met zhenyi at tampines mrt station and went TUITION together
wth, TUITION

sigh

on th way home, zy drag me go buy nail polish with her and her phone card thing.
and on th mrt we spied on this obscene couple on th mrt train doing obscene things.

tmr got bala DDDDDDD:
merry christmas.

2009-12-24T04:42:00.000-08:00

today was awesome.
but ohgod, th guilt!
DDD:
eats me from inside):

today i asked him a question.
he said yes
but i don't think so ._.
why would he?

anyw, bala starting this sat D:
LOL HE WENT T CHINA LAH
damn funny.

xmas tmr!

2009-12-23T06:27:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEIMEI(:
FINALLY 13 LOL
finally.

so she got her mp3 player from dad and mom
and new moon from me
(hopefully th book will keep her away from that irritating lost-then-found gameboy of hers for some time)
-i'd be lying if i said i wasn't th slightest bit jealous of her cos my birthday i only received angpow and a stuffed dog-

anyway,
today i watched We Got Married.
th part where Andy fed another girl food in front of Solbi...
idk why, but i felt really upset.
i could feel Solbi's hurt
i think it's cos You and Andy are alike somehow
so when he did that, it sort of affected me.

anyway WGM is an awesome show(:
crownj and hyunjoong damn cute and funny lol

TOMORROW(:

2009-12-22T00:36:00.000-08:00

i want t knit ):

gna paint my room later :D

2009-12-21T05:31:00.000-08:00

last night i finally finished watching menglong!
:D
watch until 1am lol
DAMNNNN stupid and retarded lah.
actually it's a very dumb show.
not th beginning lah.
toward th end.
beginning so cute plz(:
then toward th end they are so draggy and keep repeating and reiterating their lines.
"wo ai menglong"
"wo ai chunxiang"
"wo jue de hao lei"

damn funny.
i keep laughing lah.

today dragged myself out of bed for CO
damn tiring.
went Bedok KFC for lunch
and went back sch for sectionals.
retrieved Kiwi's The Giver from Semele(((:

peiyi and me bluff th teacher say we have class bbq and we're in charge of buying stuff, so we have t leave early
LOL
worked like a charm(:

so left at 3
went t tampines with peiyi
py wanted t look for The Giver and i wanted t look for bday present for meimei
end up i only have 9dollars cos i spent most of my money on KFC :X
(no i'm not a feizhu)

met mom dad and sis at NTUC later
then went for KFC again
(i really am not a feizhu)

went home and i felt like knitting :D
turned out my mom used t knit before
and she have lots of wool and knitting needles :DDD
so i knitted till dinner

i'm going t complete geog scrapbook and The Giver by this week
(OMG i'm so wonderful, i've already bought th scrapbook -clapclap)
i don't feel like doing zuowen
):

sian.

thursday(:

2009-12-18T22:52:00.000-08:00

piano was pleasantly fine today(:
and next week no lesson somemore(((:

just cut out a few geog articles HAHAHA
gna go get th scrapbook soon
once i get geog done there'll only be zuowen left (I THINK AND HOPE)

reminder t myself:
sms semele on sunday/monday t bring The Giver on monday!

today's saturday.
are you back yet?

2009-12-18T01:51:00.000-08:00

MALACCA!

th first day was spent at Hotel Renaissance.
which is actually a very beautiful hotel, 5stars.
but th thing is, it's located at an old area
so everywhere is just chinatown-style old shophouses, lots of rats, boring, smelly.

damn boring.
walk here walk there, nothing.
everything was just so old .__.

so alot of time was spent in th hotel room watching tv, sleeping, using com(:
lunch was chicken rice balls :D
(which sucked)
so we bought cup noodles back t th hotel for dinner(:
even th cup noodles sucked.
but still not bad lah.

th next day had buffet breakfast in th hotel
it was damn crowded cos everyone wanted t eat in as there wasn't many eatable places outside.
like i said, everything's just old, th food's probably as old too.

ate alot.
and mom go dabao orangejuice and random buns and muffins.
LOL

after that took taxi t Hotel Equatorial, which is an equally beautiful 5star hotel
except that it's located in th not-so-ooloo area of Malacca
AND HAS A SHOPPING CENTRE RIGHT NEXT T IT :D

a huge one.
damn shiok.

th next 2 days we literally shopped till we dropped.
and didn't even manage t comb th whole shopping mall lah):

i bought 2 pairs of shoes and clothes(:
mei couldn't find shoes cos all th shoes i picked for her which were damn nice, but no more stock alr):
damn sad.
oh she bought this really cute yellow ball
:D
it's supposed t be a present for her friend.
but i wna keep it lah ):
pi qiu a!

malaysian shoes are damnnnnn chio
i went into this shoe shop, DAMN ALOT OF CHIO SHOES LAH
th thing is, i don't wear high heels.
hahaha

so just settled for flats and sandals.
srsly singapore shoes damn small variety.

besides shopping, th second day we found a cinema in th shopping centre ;DDDD
OMG TH MOVIE TICKETS DAMNNNNNNNNNNN CHEAP.
like only 3SGD for a ticket.
and my sis cheated children's price.
so it's like only, idk how much, 2+dollars?
or maybe even one lah.

watched New Moon and Avatar 3D

New Moon was... okay...
abit boring.
but OMG JACOB!!!
:DDD

Avatar we watched th midnight show.
at 12plus.
th difference between a 3D ticket and a normal one is only 1 ringgit.
LOL

Avatar is DAMNNNN NICE!
srsly it's an awesome movie.
though a few mins in th beginning were a bit boring, and cos it was late so i ALMOST fell asleep
but after that it's damn awesome.

HAHAHAHAHA

last day we chiong shopping like mad.
running here and there buying shoes and bags and clothes.
almost late for th tour bus lah.
then my mom was having a hard time choosing bags.
and my sis was damn stressed and about-to-cry ._.

but anyway we still made it lol

came back, watched Menglong till midnight.
HAHAHA Menglong To Midnight!

-

just now had cca
skipped morning practice cos i'm tired(:
later got tuition D:
and tmr got piano DDDD:
-die-

2009-12-15T00:38:00.000-08:00

malacca :O

malaysia is srsly huge.

just spent th last hour watching We Got Married on th laptop in th hotel room with meimei (:

damn sad, alex leaving):
poor sinae.

k mei want use alr, bye

2009-12-14T05:36:00.000-08:00

kid floated t taiwan this morning ):
leaving me t rot here in singapore.

co today was shit-nonsense-crap.
died in th morning with linlaoshi,
went for lunch at 85 (ohgod glorious chicken rice) AND WAS REVIVED~,
then died a little on th long treacherous journey back t school in th HOT sun,
and died totally during sectionals.

DAMN DAMN SAD LIFE.

and i was super stressed out cos we were talking about re exams next year
well, not next year, in about 2 weeks, actually.
WLAO I THINK ABOUT RESTUDYING GEOG AND SS AND I WNA KILL MYSELF ALR

arghhhhhhh
and i haven't told my parents there's a re exam yet
they're so gna kill me.
cos i didn't even study.

OH NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
):

killmenow.
please.

anyw,
going t malacca tmr
PHEW ESCAPE FROM REALITY HERE I COME
but re exam's gna haunt me in my dreams lah

):

bye.

2009-12-12T22:10:00.000-08:00

HELLO

i was actually banned from internet access for a week since ytd's disastrous piano lesson D:
but today dad was like talking with me and stuff
about everything...
and so somehow i can use internet(:

and ytd kid said something discouraging):
sorry for being harsh, but i was quite upset.
i really didn't want t fail my grade7 piano.
it's obvious that kellyn alr expects me t fail, even i know that it'd be hard for me t pass, judging frm th way i play
it's not lousy, it's just not as stable as it should be at this point of time (less than 2 months left)
plus aural is tougher and so many stuff t rmb and i don't really get th syllabus yet.

i might fail, really i think there's a big chance of that happening.
but there's still 2 months, although it's very little time, but i will try my best.
hopefully my "best" would scrape a pass for me.

):

i wish i hadn't taken piano.
if not for th fact that i've already spent 11 years in piano, i would have dropped.
but there's still 2 more grades.
just tahan for 2 more grades (maybe 3 years) then i'd be free at last.
ohgosh th thought of that :D
HAHAHAHA

i'll be going t malacca on 15-17th dec :D
"those impromptu trips across th border" LOL
i'm so happy i can skip 17th dec's additional co practice!
but for th rest of th december practices, it's gna be from morning till 5 for monday+friday, and additional co on thursday mornings):

tmr's prac, only me and kiwi going.
we aren't coming back
we're gna die there.
okay, not literally.
still got my malacca trip, how can die so fast HAHA

anyway, kid's leaving tmr.
goodbye and have a nice trip(:
don't forget t think of me hor :D
and don't look at those taiwan chiobus!
HAHA i'll miss you loads.

i have a buffet dinner later :D
i am not a feizhu.

k bye

2009-12-11T06:47:00.000-08:00

some cute bunny.

dno if i posted this before but who cares it's still cute(:

HAHAHA th dresses frm china my aunt bought me and my sis

DAMNNNN EPIC PLZ

anyway today didn't go meet as planned

so i stayed home and chionggggg theory (haven't finish yet :X)

then after that went for co

qingying was reading tarot cards.

then everyone drag me t let her read my fortune.

super accurate.

peiyi one damn funny.

she go do Changmin, some korean singer.

then she and him th result is that they are both worlds apart, with 2 love rivals and that she loves him alot but he doesn't love her back

LOL

after that spent dazu playing some word scramble game on py's phone with th others

and attempting t play some parts of th song

and colouring th scores!

HAHAHAHA.

afterthat kena held back cos some china woman come t advertise for her chinese orchestra school

then she go perform for us, damn pro.

went home afterthat, before tuition watched abit of menglong :D

after that found out meimei watched so much after i left, and that she'd fallen for menglong AT LAST

lol

anyw, there's gna be tuition on christmas eve, curse th manager of caravan.

but mrs kang say it's gna be special, and tell us dress up for that day and bring food t celebrate.

LOL

nyhahahaahahaha moo!

2009-12-09T06:39:00.000-08:00

i'm really getting tired of blogging
actually, tired of pretty much everything.

sometimes i think it isn't fair

today's shitty.
actually it's just th same as every other day.
which, after some time, just about equals t shitty.

there, i blogged.

2009-12-08T05:38:00.000-08:00

today was average.

woke up slightly before 11am.
during lunch my sis was being an irritant again and blasting horrible songs on her phone.
so i snatched it from her and blasted Party In The USA full volume and started dancing like a mad woman.

damn fun
then danced t mika's Lollipop also
HAHAHA

after that mood swing, went and did amath
FINALLY COMPLETED IT
i did for about 3 hours nonstop.
after i finished i had this splitting headache.

then my mom forced pumpkin down my throat UGH
disgusting ttm

then just now i was watching green day concert on mtv
billie joe DAMN COOL
blonde hair and all
LOL

EVERYBODY'S GOTTA LOVE TODAY LOVE TODAY LOVE TODAY
ANYWAY YOU WANT TO, ANYWAY YOU'VE GOT TO
LOVE LOVE ME, LOVE LOVE ME, LOVE LOVE

mika is cool.

2009-12-07T05:52:00.000-08:00

JAEHEE IS BACK!
haha spent dno how many hours watching menglong ytd for dno how many times alr :D
never gets old, i swear.

today went for co
th teacher's zebra dress DAMN NICE CAN
then josie and kiwi pangseh us t go do admin stuff D:
F major scale, continuous lun for 8 beats = EXTREME TORTURE
then py and i were discussing how Teacher looks like without makeup
LOL
chiobu-turned-monster.

anyw today i finally made my way t 5th floor, 3K t collect my files and papers and books frm locker25
OH GOD THEY WERE DUSTY LIKE DNO WHAT LAH
i was so afraid there were nasty spiders hiding inside my english file lor
th english file's sides were sealed with this thick ugly layer of dust
damn gross
i had t carry th dusty mass downstairs where i put on some chair and th Teacher unknowingly put her chio expensive handbag on top AHAHAHAHA

then i carry th files t put in co room
and i brought th rest of th books back home.

on th way home, caught airplanes with kiwi and py(:
then i wanted t buy old changkee currypuff, but no money D:

AND I FINALLY FINISHED MY 3 CHINESE BOOK REPORTS HAHAHA.
left zuowen+geog+english+dnowhatelse.
plus re-exam revision OH NOOOO

so dead,

2009-12-05T07:09:00.001-08:00

i'm sleepy.

2009-12-04T07:17:00.000-08:00

skipped cca today cos it was raining and my parents called t tell me not t go cca LOL
thus i didn't go and i felt bad cos i pangsehed peiyi D:

after a while i turned down eunice t watch newmoon ARGH cos i'm broke cos i spent 40bucks on chalet DDD:
sian ttm

so stayed home, did a paragraph of chinese du hou gan and then went online and dl MIKA(: songs plus awesome ladygaga's bad romance and others.

and watched nigahiga and fb nonsense argh i'm sleepy

nothing else k bye
tmr gna wake up at some unearthly hour again so i'll go sleep soon.

2009-12-03T05:41:00.000-08:00

CLASS CHALET
on th first day, went t meet saw and angie at bus interchange then walk t aranda
slack a while then kena dragged downstairs for bbq
lots of ahs people having chalet there also ._.
saw angie hanyu and i escaped across a field of huge angsty red ants t ehub

come back, eat a bit, talktalk, then it drizzled so we got out plastic bags and umbrellas
then rain stop but we still went back t th chalet
watch people play mahjong, slack, play with youjin's guinea pig.

then shaun went t buy macs for everyone so i shared a meal with saw
watch Dead Silence with all th lights off HAHA DAMN FUN
then after th first few scenes saw(who took her sweater away from me) angie hanyu and other people pangseh and ran into th room ._.
left jax and me on th sofa so youjin and anzu come join us.

Dead Silence was so funnystupid, please.
long boring moments, and then sharp climax, long boring moment, sharp climax.
and those long silences where th lead actor pauses and does nothing at all LOL!
then when th scary part comes(finally) someone had t crack Lam jokes and make us all laugh and miss th scary part -,-
plus th lousy vid suddenly stop at th part where th dummy's face was mutating, super unglam.
was pretty much laughing than screaming through th movie ._.

after that people went back t mahjong and nonsense so watched 2012 on angie's laptop
not that nice lah.

watched Orphan.
everyone disappeared and then came back when th climax arrived
LOL

by then it was alr like 3am so went t bed where we nicely dismantled th bed t make 4 mattresses.
squeezy like sardines, plus chenshu hugging me, plus runny/blocked nose.
couldn't sleep AT ALL.

next day, jax showed me pictures of his black women online .___.
and blasted Party In The USA out of th com t wake up th other girls
mel thought she was having a nightmare lol.
then watched crappy music videos on youtube, laughed at Miley Cyrus, at Justin Bieber's middle finger.

WWW with saw angie jax johan.
after that some other guys and girls also came.
samsung slideup was horriblly scary, i'm never trying it again.
didn't go th tsunami thing.
cos some noob who couldn't swim ask me save him frm th deep end so i dragged him t th shallower part then th music played and i realised i didn't have my float so i panic and swim t th shore
):
should have stayed put lah.
sigh.

oh and th oohlala.
almost got into a fight with this bunch of angmoh guys.
they damn asshole.
want cut our queue.
then mel and angie were damn pissed and went t quarrel with them
WLAO OUR GUYS NEVER EVEN HELP LAH .__.
pretend never see somemore.
then when those idiots slide down, we gave them _l_ this.

cycled in th air with saw omg it was terrifying.
but then Party In The USA came on th speakers so we were singing along like morons
HAHAHA srsly it should be th theme song of this chalet lah -,-
everywhere also hear it.

play until rain, had t get out of th pool.
freezing like @#$%^&*( when we went t KFC dripping wet cos we didn't have towels.
after that was full and dry so didn't go back WWW
went back chalet and realised th rest of th class had gone bowling so we couldn't get in th room
saw climbed over t th balcony and open th door, which was damn stupid of her srsly
she could have killed herself.

bathe (th toilet soap is useless and looks edible)
took photos, then went ehub again t find th bowling people
then go top floor slack a while, went ntuc.
attempt t buy wine failed cos of saw :D
so bought something else which looked like wine but it's actually juice.

went back t th room and played some Drinking Game with shaun jax deon saw angie.
jax and me drank ugh AWFUL cough syrupy Cherryade cos we didn't pay for th wine stuff.
but damn fun sia.
shaun's priceless expressions when we scam him.
and saw's witchy drink creations (those floating green luminous stuff was actually leftover seaweed chips crumbs)

went home after that and slept like a feizhu till th next morning.
woke up with tiny eyes and feeling even sleepier.
oh yah during th WWW johan kicked my face literally.
so i've got a black eye.
thanks man):
and my toes are scraped frm th rough floors):
muscle aches):

talk on th phone.

i'm tired i dont wna blog anymore DDD:
can't believe i actually was bored enough t type all this nonsense HAHA
but it was an epic chalet srsly it wasn't peaceful like i heard about other chalets at all
but epic good mah.
lol.

oh lastly get well soon kid <3
GO SEE DOCTOR TMR.
hopefully it isn't dengue.

k bye(:

2009-11-30T06:09:00.000-08:00

ytd;
aunt uncle and alvin came back frm china
then went jurong and aunt bought my sis and i dresses from china HAHAHAH
okay i don't like saying this, but th dresses really aren't NICE.
HAHA
but we had fun trying them on, and took some photos HAHA

then after that went NTU for dinner HAHA
alvin went t meet his girlfriend for a night swim AWW HOW ROMANTIC(:
then we went th university canteen t eat.
watched tv there then went pick alvin and his gf, who wanted t stay over at their place HAHA

CLASS CHALET TMR(:
dno want stay overnight both nights not .__.
see first lor.

tmr maybe meeting angie&saw for lunch and movie before going chalet.

sigh poor kid.
get well soon k
heart pain sia ):

going t play bejewelled blitz :D
sparkly~

k bye!

2009-11-29T01:19:00.000-08:00

colourful sparkly bouncy worms!

"i think the best job you can take is a baby psychiatrist" -Mom.

HAHAHAH it's baby pediatrician.

went suntec ytd and saw Santa Claus, ADORABLE KIDS, and cute bunnies and hamsters in a pet shop.

this morning watched 16 And Pregnant on MTV

damn gross, i didn't know pregnant bellies were soft

all th while i thought they were hard lah ._.

then i think th part where she gave birth was fake cos, disappointingly there wasn't any blood.

HAHA pervert sia me.

just now i was bored on fb.

played bejewelled blitz omg addictive ttm.

play for damn long until my eyes hurt like #$%^&*

ok i'm still seeing jewels and i can't see well what i'm typing *-*

i don't wna go blind D8

k i think i'll take a break bye

2009-11-27T00:13:00.000-08:00

went t JB yesterday.
i

"look at all the little yellow people"

outside Jusco:

OMG A RAINBOW
DAMN HUGE AND PRETTY.

and alot of lightning bolts which mei's lousy phone isn't fast enough t capture.

didn't buy many things.

almost bought a plant home LOL

this pretty potted plant with prettier green balls (which are unripe tomatoes i think) dotted all over.

but too heavy so didn't.

i bought Kite Runner LOL

th book.

at some huge bookshop.

wanted t buy shoes, cos th shoes at malaysia are really different from shoes sold in singapore.

but didn't cos didn't feel like buying shoes though i need them hahaaaaah.

ooh and kfc there sells fishball soup and chicken rice HAHAHA wth

and everything comes in huge plates.

not boxes.

quite cool.

and Mcdonald's burgers super mini-sized.

even i could finish th McChicken without feeling full please ._.

ooh and my sis and i bought bags.

cos my bag really cmi and th broken straps keep cutting my hands):

and her bag... i dont know what happened t her bag

LOL

and idk if i want use th new bag or not ._.

i'm kind of attached t my old bag.

like almost 4-5 years alr

haha.

today;

FINISHED CHANGE OF HEART AT LAST

OMG IT'S DAMN AWESOME AND SAD LAH (no, i'm not sadistic)

like, i feel like i KNOW shay bourne.

i was crying like $%&*&^(%$ during his last few days before execution.

omgggggggggg poor shay!!!

and i happen t like th name Shay ~~Ting~~ LOL

i'll name my future son that :D

oh and today, i found this strange wiry curly-wurly strand of forbidden hair growing amongst my straight fringe.

i plucked it out and kept it in a box(:

stop being strange, Amanda ._.

okay anyway, since i uploaded pictures, some really old ones:
g

Rest in peace with your hot pink pimple(:

IT'S STARING AT YOU

DIE, EYEBALL!

(during bio lab)
j

wo ai wo de ya zi

angie's sister's room's light! OMG it's sparkly and glittery plz it's so gorgeous. if i had this, i'd stare at it whole day and go blind.
f

and my lovely martin yan(:

tuition later D:

2009-11-25T06:06:00.000-08:00

hello miley cyrus, HAHAHAH jax showed me this on th internet.

Today, we "made babies" for the genetics unit in biology. Our teacher told us to partner up and explained the lab. She then pulled out a candle from beneath her desk, lit it, and turned on a CD of romantic music to "get us in the mood." I love Biology. MLIA.

HAHAHA EPIC TTM

Today, I came across the definition of "creeper" in Urban Dictionary. "Creeper: A person who does weird things, like stares at you while you sleep, or looks at you for hours through a window." First thing that came to my mind? Twilight. MLIA

LOL EDWARD~

Today I was helping my parents put the groceries away when my mom started laughing hysterically. I asked what was funny, and she showed me the ingredients on the bag of breaded chicken breast she bought. The first ingredient: Chicken (may contain eggs.)" We stood there laughing for ten minutes. My dad didn't get it. MLIA.

Today, we had a chemistry quiz. I was worried because I had only studied a few minutes the night before. When class started, our teacher asked who had studied. I raised my hand. She told me I didn't have to take the quiz because I was the only one in the class who had studied. MLIA

sounds like something lam would do.

Today, on Mystery Google, I typed in 'i wonder what Obama is doing right now." my result? Oprah Winfrey. MLIA

S-C-A-N-D-to the-A-to the-L-O-U-S much.

Today, my friend and I were swimming, when I screamed, "SHARK!" and pointed. My friend screamed and jumped out of the water. We were swimming in her pool, and live 600 miles from the ocean. MLIA

hahaha today was not a bad day.
did amath (i really forgot pretty much everything i learnt :X)
and i read Change Of Heart, awesome book, abit like 19mins.

tomorrow i think we're going t JB
sian.
so i'll sleep early tonight(:

bye.

2009-11-24T07:01:00.000-08:00

proj at angie's house today!

waited at some cafe near th kembangan mrt for 1hour plus for kaiyi
angie's little brother said that charlene was pretty and that if she didn't have braces, he'd have liked her
LOL
so cute sia

burned down buildings!!!
LOL
world trade centre in fact.
okay, a mini cardboard version of world trade centre actually ._.
doesn't sound so impressive anymore.

we couldn't burn it at th laundry area near th jacuzzi cos of strong winds and hazardous flapping clothes.
thus we went t th playground there, hide at th grass there and burn.
when we finally got th fire going, it was awesome(:

then after filming that part, splashed water on it and it died abruptly):

went back upstairs and did th project...
blahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
until like 5plus
my stomach was being achey and irritating again.
so i left first.

went home and omggggg i did amath!!! awesome or what, i did like 3 qns only ._.
HAHAHA

then watch spongebob OMG his laugh is spastic ttm
spongebob made my day :D
my night.
whatever.

i love MLIA

Today, I tried texting my mom complaining of period cramps but by accident I texted my new boyfriend, one name away from my mom's in my phone book. About an hour later, he showed up at my door with chocolate, Pamprin, tampons, and flowers. I think this is the beginning of a long, happy relationship. MLIA

awwwwwwwww how sweet(:

Today I took my nine year old daughter to the dentist. After every appointment the kids get to choose a reward for being good. My daughter chose a Hannah Montana pencil. I was very disappointed until she said, "I chose this so that I can laugh maniacally while I sharpen her face off." I taught my daughter well. MLIA

HAHAHAHAHA I'D LIKE T DO THAT TOO. T HELL WITH MILEY CYRUS! DIE!

Today, I began messing around on Mystery Google and decided to type in "Miley Cyrus" and got the result "trash." I'm glad you agree with me, Mystery Google. MLIA

AND AGAIN! HAAAA!

everyone's trashing her lah
lol

k that's all byeeeeeee

2009-11-23T06:48:00.000-08:00

Have your parents ever caught you drinking?
` i try alcohol right in front of them please ._.

Smoking?
` only for losers.

Do you love the last boy/girl you were talking to?
` th last boy i talked t was angie's brother HAHAHAH i don't really love him .__. and yes i do love my sister alot. well most of th times(:

Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
` i forgot who was th last person i kissed HAAH.

What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
`watching spongebob(: HE'S RETARTED IN AN AWESOME KIND OF WAY :D

Honestly, who was the last person to tell you that they love you?
` don't remember :D

Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
` mom

Did you have an exciting last weekend?
` i don't think so ._.

Have you ever crawled through a window?
` no

What do you spend most of your money on?
` food!

Where were you at 10AM Sunday morning?
` somewhere between waking up and getting back t sleep again

Is there a secret you've never told your parents?
` duh

Do you like yourself?
` sometimes

Have you ever dyed your hair?
` nope.

Are you wearing a necklace?
` no

Who is someone you wish you could fix things with?
` i don't know haha

Is there anything in your past that you'd like to try again?
` YES!!!

Are you an emotional person?
` very

What's something that can always make you feel better?
` knowing that people care and hugs. or maybe just chocolate would do(:

Did your parents spoil you as a child?
` nope

Do you still have pictures of you & your ex?
` don't have one :D

How's your heart lately?
` it's working fine. i hope.

Will this weekend be a good one?
` because there won't be piano, YES! HAHAAHA

Who can always cheer you up?
` depends on situation

Have you ever gone nude/streaked in public?
` LOL no way

Have you ever worn the opposite sex's clothing?
` no, seems fun though.

In love with someone?
` deeply.

Who was the last person to come to your house?
` don't remember. i think ohlee and chris, for becky's present.

Look behind you, what do you see?
` an old wooden wardrobe ._.

What would you name your future daughter?
` something pretty sounding. th last name i wanted was leighton. but then again, i've wanted thousands of names before. or maybe Amanda (II) would do.

What did you eat for breakfast today?
` cereal

What's on your schedule for tomorrow?
` supposed t chu qu. but saw pangseh again. so gna be slacking at home/reading changeofheart/doing amath :D

The last song you heard?
` pokerface by lady gaga

When is the next time you'll hit up a club?
` don't know.

If you had to eat 1 thing for the rest of your life, what?
` CHICKEN RICE! HAHAHA nooooo i'd burn t death.

Name 1 thing good about Friendster?
` it's addictive(:

Does anyone know your Friendster password?
` nope

If the world were to end now, who would you choose to die with?
` family and loved ones.

How do you feel about abortions?
` THEY'RE EVIL DDD:

How often do you drink coffee?
` if i had my way, i'd be drinking one cup per day.

What time do you usually sleep?
` around 11-12

Does your password have to do with a boy?
` no

What's one thing a guy can do to make you like them?
` be himself.

Are you a girly girl?
` yah

Small or big purses?
` big. but sadly, mine's tiny. HAHA

Did you stay friends with your ex's?
` never had one, but i definitely would. unless he cheated on me, that is.

Do you still talk to your ex?
` I SAID I DON'T HAVE ONE THREE TIMES ALR LOL WHAT IS IT WITH EX-ES?

Do you call anybody by their last name?
` Saw, Lam, Mok, Neo, Seow, Zarinah, Cheong, etc. all being teachers except Saw :D

Do you wear makeup?
` no

Can you put on mascara without opening your mouth?
` i don't wear makeup.

Have you ever cooked food for a guy?
` daddy on father's day(: and home econs HAHAHA got weehong and wesley t guineapig our cheese nonsense.

Have you ever been called a bad influence?
` yes. t my sister, by my parents.

Have you ever broken a guy's heart?
` he says so.

Flats or Heels?
` flats

Skirts or jeans?
` both. actually i prefer skirts.

Socks or leggings?
` neither

Heels or sneakers?
` sneakers!

Straight or curly hair?
` straight. but curly seems fun. like my ohleepohlee's hair!

Hoops or dangling earrings?
` i don't really wear earrings. only earsticks. but i think dangling. hoops make my face seem smaller than it already is. i think.

Have you ever had your heart broken?
` yes. ouch):

Do you prefer light or dark haired guys?
` depends. i think dark.

Do you have a best friend?
` HAHA kiwi

What do you think of the person you like?
` -insert my 100reasons in-

Have you ever thought of having plastic surgery?
` no

Do you like your life?
` at times

When was the last time you said I love you to the opposite sex?
` don't remember haha

Ever walked into the guy's bathroom?
` yes

Have you ever jumped in the pool with your clothes on?
` no lol i'd like t try(:

Have you ever slapped a boy in the face?
` i've imagined slapping neo and kh before. counted?

Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?
` yah

Have you ever not been able to get someone off of your mind?
` YES

Do you ever wish you were famous?
` no

IN A BOY:

Cowboy or gangsta
gross. cowboys smell of cow/horse shit. neither.

Preppy or Punk/Goth?
gosh idk ._. this is dumb. fine, preppy. whatever that means

Well educated or Dropout?
well educated lah duh

Contacts or Glasses?
doesn't matter. but i like glasses guys(:

Good cook or take you out a lot?
BOTH! good cos i can't cook thus he needs t cook for me. and not good cos we can both learn cooking together and laugh over th crappy outcome and go out eat after that(: okay, i've watched too much wulong.

Funny or Serious?
depends on situation. really.

Romantic or Daredevil?
not too romantic, not too daredevil. LOL daredevil sounds dumb.

Cute or Hot?
DEFINITELY CUTE.

Long or short hair?
average.

Smoker or non-smoker?
NON!!! i'd ditch a smoker.

2009-11-23T05:30:00.000-08:00

i need this book.

i'm being moodswingy these days):

i don't want like this also.

sian.

just now was gaying around with my sis(:

when we're good with each other, i'm really at my happiest :D

anyw today i ALMOST went t school for co

then i realised something and stomach aches occured and i didn't go in th end :DDD

watched Drillbit Taylor or smth on HBO

hahaha

then tried t sleep but cannot cos cramping too much):

so i finished my crab-story of a sihan(:

just right sia, 2 and a half pages :D

then stared blankly at amath assignment

i could have done it.

but there wasn't any foolscap around me

and i lazy go find

so after staring for a while, i gave up and went t lie down again.

going do proj at angie's tmr again.

well at least i have something t do hahaha

and maybe wed chu qu with saw and angie

not confirmed ._.

k bye

2009-11-22T05:27:00.000-08:00

ytd at expo wasn't that bad.
though i did smell like nonsense after we left th place.
went john little and i FINALLY bought unslippery slippers :DDD
at last i can run in th rain and NOT FALL DOWN HAHAHAHAAH
-points and laughs at noob old slippery slippers-

today i did my sihan!!!
I FEEL SO AWESOME AND PROUD HAHA
but i never finish lol
left one more page(:
which consists mainly of effects and th 3 solutions t th problem.
that's th thinking part, so after i finished my looong story of chilli crab eating, i didn't continue(:

in th afternoon went t suntec for meimei's dumb cosplay nonsense event
my mom was completely enthusiastic about th whole thing and went around taking photos of th people -,-
damnnn dumb LOL

at first, okay fine, it was quite interesting
but after a while it got old and boring and i was super irritated

super cheesed off now):
whole day ignore me.
it's like he only thinks about me when he's super bored and have nothing better t do.
THEN he remembers there's me and callshang/sms

and now it's ME who ignored him?

hasn't it always been him usually th one t sms/call me first?
i mean, i got lah, but usually is him what.

then since when is supposed t be me.

whatever.

later hopefully can watch jaehee with my mom
if she can finish her housework on time, that is.

fml.

2009-11-21T01:20:00.000-08:00

today woke up super early cos piano lesson increased by half an hour DX

went crazy with my sister at novena HAHA

i'm blogging cos i'm really bored and cos someone told me t

you know, yesterday seems more and more like a dream th more i think about it

LOL

ghj

later going expo for dumb food fair which i'll end up smelling like deep-fried nonsense after i leave th place.

DDD:

Today I was having an argument in the car with my mum which resulted in me crying. In an attempt to hide it, I faced the window and began to cry silently. While stopped at a light I looked into the car next to us and the man frowned, breathed onto his window and drew a smiley face. Thank you. MLIA

see, it's th simplest actions that often make life better(:

HAHAHAHA little kids are sooo cute.

i think they look like my sister and i when we were younger :D

i wished i did that though(:

2009-11-20T06:42:00.000-08:00

today morning was The Best.
i was ALMOST late, so i chiong out of th house.
reach there, got lost amidst rich people's houses ._.
cos i blindly followed this really old woman hahahaa.

in th end found th playground and we began th pilgrimmage t th longkang
it's quite a nice place, really(:
with dead rats and tiny mudskippers and shells/snails.

and we sat down and watched people go by.
HAHAHAHA got this damnnnnnnn cute small boy/girl (dno haha it looks both)
damn cute haha.

anyway everything was awesome and i think fell in love with you all over again(:
after that it almost rained, well it did, but stopped after a while

went bk and had lunch
then go school for co ):

went home, realised i was late for tuition, had dinner and chiong out
went there myself today, so sad.

haber's process is stupid.

OMG th bottom left one!

2009-11-19T04:03:00.000-08:00

aww so cute.

Today, on the bus ride home from school, I yelled, "OH MY GOD THE SUN'S ON FIRE!" Everyone looked, including the bus driver. MLIA

LOL!

i plan t start my homework soon.

HAHA

really really soon

wsr

today morning i woke up cos i heard rain.

but i looked out of th window; it was more than sunshiney.

then i was wondering how come got rain sound.

in th end, th roof openings of th adjacent block was leaking and got ALOT of water pouring down haha

some dumb idiot's laundry kena.

tmr morning, something's gna happen(:

yay

k bye(:

i'll make sure my baby is somehow this precious

2009-11-18T07:09:00.000-08:00

went angie's house today
WHICH WAS DAMN BIG AND NICE
super nice house.

slacked at first
then started work only after lunch
which was pizza(:
and calamari rings.

suddenly all th inspiration come and we do until feel so smart ahahahha.

went home and i almost fell in th puddles D:

wlao i just passed my amath which i had been doing for 2 days lah LOL
th irony.

k its late bye

2009-11-17T05:04:00.000-08:00

hello world.

i feel angsty today.
clara says angst means to feel angry, sad and emo all at th same time.

i got started on my chinese Listen To The Weeping Of Youth today.
read like 2 sub chapters before th chinese words began t swim around.
then i decided it was time for a break.

ok my heart is full of angst, i can't think.

hm okay, attempted t do amath just now for like 4 hours
srsly dno how t do
so i save and tmr continue.

ok not really angsty anymore
after a while haha

anyw, class chalet is on 1-3 dec(:
MONDAY!
can pon co :D

still 25$
sian
dno should stay overnight not.
see first.

www.mylifeisaverage.com
damn amusing HAHAAH
i could spend all day there.

Today, when taking morning role I made my students line up and used the square floor tiles to keep them in a straight line. While reminding everyone to keep their feet inside a square, one little boy asked me in all seriousness, “Is it because the cracks are hot lava?”. Every other child turned to me and waited for an answer. I said yes. I've never seen my class so well behaved. MLIA

Today in Health class, we were talking about healthy relationsips. The teacher asked the head cheerleader why she originally said yes to her boyfriend when he first asked her out, and of course, everyone expected a typical cheerleader response like "he's sooo hot.". Instead, the girl simply blushed and said "His last name is Riddle, and I thought that if we got married and had a son we could name him Tom Morvolo. That way, I could say Lord Voldemort is my son." The class just stared at her in awed silence. Never again will I insult a cheerleader. MLIA.

Today, I was talking to my friend on facebook. The conversation got funny and I cracked a joke, he replied with "LMAOROTFLBTCSTCNDBFOOTWI FOAGWLLBGWTHROOTSAIAKBAYB". When I questioned him about it, he wrote "Laughing my ass off rolling on the floor biting the carpet, scaring the cat, nearly dying by falling out of the window in front of a guy who looks like Bill Gates, who then horrified runs out on the street and is accidentally killed by a yellow bulldozer." Never again will I say "lol". MLIA

When I was ten I got a unicycle for Christmas. After a month or two it went missing and I figured it was stolen. Today, six years later, my dad walked in from work with my unicycle in his hand triumphantly yelling " I finaly did it." My dad stole my Christmas present so that he could learn how to ride it when he was bored at work. Not only that, it took him six years. MLIA.

Today, was my best friend's birthday. I wanted to be the first to write Happy Birthday on her Facebook profile at midnight. Unfortunately, I fell asleep at 11:55 P.M. while still logged on to Facebook. I woke up, looked at the clock which said 1:40 A.M. I was disappointed to see that other people had already written on her wall. The first to write on her wall? Me. I was very confused until my dad yelled from upstairs "You're welcome." MLIA

Today, in my calculus class, I sat like normal listening to the lecture and taking notes. Out of nowhere, I get passed a note from the guy next to me. The paper was covered with drawings ranging from flowers to aliens and at the top it said, "Everyone draw something." The note went around the room multiple times. Glad to know I'm not the only one bored in calculus. MLIA.

Today, I was getting Ice cream at the local Ice cream parlor when my phone went off, I have it set to the power ranger theme song as a joke between my sister and I. I answered "Whats the problem Red Ranger?" and heard someone gasp behind me, I turned to see a young boy staring at me wide eyed, I winked at him and told him that he had to keep my identity a secret, he nodded vigorously and ran off screaming "Mom, I met a Power Ranger!!!". MLIA.

Today I told my husband I am pregnant. His response? We should talk to the baby for the first 3 years of it's life in a British accent, just so it can adapt it and be the cool kid at school. I knew I picked the right guy. MLIA

Today, I was volunteering at a nearby elementary school's carnival. They had a DJ operating the songs playing on the sound system. At some point, Miley Cyrus's "Party In The USA" came on. A child of about 9 suddenly dropped the the floor screaming, "MY YOUTH! MY YOUTH! IT'S BEING CORRUPTED!!!" The DJ immediately turned off the music, apologized, and then started a Beatles song. I have faith in today's generation. MLIA

Today, I was bored in math class. So, thinking of MLIA, I wrote in my graphing calculator, "Hello Harry Potter, my name is Tom Riddle." My friend forgot her calculator, so she borrowed mine. When she turned it on, she screamed. In the middle of class. MLIA

Today, I visited my grandmother in a nursing home, on my way out, and old man stopped me thinking I was his granddaughter. We ended up talking for two hours, and when his real granddaughter showed up,He screamed imposter and chased her in his wheel chair. I'm starting to believe he really is my grandfather. MLIA

Today, the doorbell rang at my house. when I opened the door, people dressed as Batman, Superman, and Wonder Woman were standing there in heroic poses. Then Batman asked where the Green Lantern was. Just then, my brother dashed down the stairs, ran out the door, and the rest started running, following his lead. My brother is 19. I have some questions to ask him when he gets home. MLIA

Today at school, I recorded the bell on my phone. In my next class, 10 minutes before the bell was supposed to ring, I played the recorded bell. Everyone started leaving, and the teacher didn't even notice. Mwahaha. MLIA.

My friend was opening gifts at his sixteenth birthday party. One gift was wrapped in bubble wrap, duct-tape, chicken wire, 6 boxes, an a rigged bobby pin contraption. What was in the present? 16 cents. It took 12 people and a half hour to open the box. Best. 16. Cents. Ever. MLIA

okay i think i'm flooding.
HEY YOU.
MUST READ ALL OF THOSE OKAY
DONT SKIP
hahaha

it's amusing t read about th dumb and amusing things that happen in people's lives all over th world.
at least you know you're not alone.

plans for tmr: project at angie's.

2009-11-16T05:53:00.000-08:00

aww(:

today you were finally free frm camp.

i'm counting 10 hours of sleep so far.

you feizhu.

GET UP.

you promised you'd be online ):

you've already missed lunch AND dinner ._.

went white sands an hour early before meeting peiyi at 1.20 t look for her present.

bought her a duck pouch(:

LIKE MINE :D

but mine's cuter lah.

HAHAHA

actually wanted t buy her some korean band poster or smth

but she probably have all alr.

so yeah.

didn't want t risk it, so th duck.

heard about binglian HAHAHA.

she went china mah, then it's cold season there, so virus is rampant.

thus before she took off, she was supposed t have 3 jabs of virus t make her immune or smth.

only 3 jabs.

but she kiasu and went take 5

FIVE!

LOL

then my friend say she came t school looking super pale HAHHAHA

damn funny :D

typical ahbingahlian.

co today was slack(:

i think i'm beginning t prefer sectionals t dazu :D

anyway teacher release us early half an hour(:

and kiwi's th smartest girl on earth, she stole peiyi's ten dollar note and forgot t return it ._.

and peiyi taught me how t knit.

though i failed miserably and screwed up her knitting ._.

but anyway i'm gna learn and be pro in it and knit for my husband next time.

i think knitting is very womanly thus i'll knit all day when i grow up. YAY.

came home in th rain.

okay, th drizzle.

just now i dedicated my piano piece t meimei.

but when i ask her t dedicate some piece t me, she refused.

heartbreaker D;

so i went t learn it myself.

i don't need you t dedicate t me, I CAN DEDICATE IT T MYSELF HAHAHAAAAAAAAAAH.

hmph.

just now i went blog hopping.

came across renee's blog and it really frightened me.

"So yeah, holidays started.
Today found some newspaper articles for geog project.
Did tinylittlebit of amaths.
Studied one chapt of geog.
Quite a good start you know.
Normally first day i slack like hell.
Oh yah, and i wrote 1 1/2 page of my si han.
Goodgood. Stuck halfway. Lolzx."

DIE.

i have t start soon D:

okay.

anyway now i'm quite worried.

10hours alr.

frm like, 12pm t 10pm.

its coming t 11pm alr.

what if he died in his sleep DDD:

oh no no, shuttup amanda you duck.

wake up soon, please.

2009-11-15T01:33:00.000-08:00

i'm boreddddd.

there's horrible cca tmr arghhhhhhh sectionals.

i srsly have nothing t say ._.

sorry kid.

we love esther.

p/s last night i dreamt of sleeping on your shoulder.

2009-11-14T07:11:00.000-08:00

today morning slept in till 10 cos PIANO CANCELLED AHAHAHA.
went downstairs breakfast with family.
whr got shitted on by some dumb bird.
gross ttm please.

then kena dragged t th market wth damn smelly D8

attempted t understand amath when i reached home, but failed after ten mins cos i dozed off -,-

sleep until late afternoon, where got up t go W

nothing else.
sigh

th 6 parallel mosquito bites on my leg damnnn itchy D:
th mosquito is artistic lah, bite also bite until so nice looking
thanks lah ._.

2009-11-13T06:35:00.000-08:00

aww(:

this post is dedicated t you, just for you(:

today was a pretty bad day.
morning only like a glimpse of you D:

then started th day with free period!
miss KEE damn irritating.
we were talking about horror movies
then talk talk talk until saw and i had this urge t watch horror all of a sudden
pervertic thrill of scaring oneself t th point of sleepless nights

after that was bloody neo
damn damn pervert lah he D:

after that bio and chem was slack(:
lam's nonsense today was rather touching :D
aw man, really hope she'll be our form teacher next year.
lol
she's damn nice.

OH AND TODAY'S HER BIRTHDAY LOL
friday th 13th
then she told us and we sang her a birthday song and she was like bouncing around happily (LITERALLY)
lol damn damn funny.

watched more perfume during lit :D
scary sniffing stalker go creeping after redhaired girls D:
haha then juneyeo dont let us watch th stripping part lol
she blank th screen, but still can hear th sound HAHA

after that was english test where everyone was copying off everyone else, pretty much dumb.

after school, saw and i went on our Last Pilgrimage Of 2009 To 3L 2nd Floor Toilet.
after that lugged all my nonsense back t co room where i'll be leaving there t rot over th holidays.
(actually i only left my Lam Box Of Chinese Stuff)

co was horrible as usual.

after that on th way out of school YOU popped out of nowhere and gave me cookies(:

went home with my heavy heavy heavy bag in th rain.

was late for tuition.
reached there like 7.40
but everyone still outside, so we were like, eh still early sia
LOL

then in th end th teacher waiting for us inside alr lol
okaayy...

during tuition, saw bombarded me saying she was 'watching orphan now it's damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn freaky ): ): ): omg omg omg omg omg omg ): ): ):'

and 'SHE TRYING TO SEDUCE HER FATHER WTF WTF WTF WTF OMG OMG OMG WTF WL SHE TRIED TO KILL DANIEL ): ): WTF OMG AHH SHE CRAZY ONE!'

lol told her orphan was awesome.

nothing else.

arghhhhhhh no youuuuuu
i wish i had more photos of you D:

now you're at simpang.
or maybe at school alr.

sigh
k bye):

2009-11-12T05:43:00.000-08:00

last morning of th year):
great as usual
went roaming behind near backgate and got bitten by angry horrible mosquitoes.
got like 5 bites on th same area lah D:

took photos then went back class t find that everyone had been spying on us DDD:

not that wonderful a day after that.

blahhhhh after school stayed back in class t slack
gossipping about ___ and ____
HAHAHAHAHHA

then went home while talking t you.

aw man no morning tmr D:
till sunday):

so sad lah

sigh

k bye