the loved one


OK I dont know who this woman is, SHE IS NOT ME, I know I should replace her face with MINE :D but I dont wanna, I enjoy seeing her face and I'm sure everyone else does too.

Hello, I'm Amanda
Yay, I'm 15 this year hahahahahaha
My birthday's on 170394 and I want presents!
But I would gladly accept hugs too ;D

Studying at anglican high school,1F'07 2G'08 3L'09
I'm in chinese orchestra, happily plucking my pipa strings in plucked-strings/tanbo (pipa)
I play pipa3 (it used to be 10, but it changed its name)
I'm dangerous with Pipa3, watch your heads.

I live in my very own Mushroom Land where everything is perfect with pretty rainbows and stars and sunflowers and everything else wonderful
I HATE REALITY. Like argh, srsly.
Though it can be pleasant at times.
HAHAHAHAHA yay me, yay you, yay us

Lastly, imma happy girl, see me SMILE (:

she loves and hates

Someone ♥
And pipas, flowers, music, hearts, and love.
Basically, anything pretty and wonderful

On the other hand, I hate cartoons, barney and all stupid things purple
And I hate feeling jealous.

she wants

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Friday, October 31, 2008


走路去纽约

每一次我想见到你
就要飞
无论地球上哪一角
我一天就到
用飞的原因不外乎
时间太少
你想拥有我每一秒
你今天就要
我飞的机会太多
有时因为你
有时为自己
我飞过好几万里
不觉得那会是距离

突然很想不要飞
想走路去纽约
看看这一路
我曾经忽略的一切
走路去纽约
也让感情在时间里
有机会沉淀自己

每一次我想见到你
就要飞
无论地球上哪一角
我一天就到
用飞的原因不外乎
时间太少
你想拥有我每一秒
你今天就要
我飞的机会太多
有时因为你
有时为自己
我飞过好几万里
不觉得那会是距离

突然很想不要飞
想走路去纽约
看看这一路
我曾经忽略的一切
走路去纽约
也让感情在时间里
有机会沉淀自己

突然很想不要飞
想走路去纽约
看看这一路
我曾经忽略的一切
走路去纽约
也让感情在时间里
有机会沉淀自己



lol this song stuck in my head for th whole day

XOXO



last two nights have been hell
i couldnt sleep.
i got into bed usually at ten
then i will turn here turn there
cannot sleep.
until like coming 2am.
damn horrible can
-
maybe its cos i morning wake up so late
thats why cannot sleep at night.
too much sleep isn't that good after all.
so i had some warm milk
then thirty minutes later
i was dreaming alr
(:
-
then this morning i had a nightmare.
damn damn damn weird lah can.
i dreamt there was some sort of war in AHS indoor stadium.
got this super powerful man.
and his opponent was another man.
and somehow i was there
dno why.
then th first man got backup.
then he also got some laser thingy
then he go slice th roof
everything come falling down
so powerful
i was like damn scared lah.
then he go take a chopper and throw at th second guy
he kena stabbed.
i scream.
then afterthat damn violent
th backup ppl go grab th poor guy and use lots of laser thingies t slice at his body
then he was screaming in pain
i
was
damn
scared
then i run out of th stadium
but at th door got one chikopek-looking man
then i scream and run t th other exit
run out.
met rui en.
WTH, i know.
then we went for a jog together,
hahaahahah!
met amanda pe on th way
she told us that she was frm singapore chinese girls school
WTH.
then run.
along th path i usually take when i go home frm school
then i wake up alr.
-
was damn strange lah.
lol
but after i woke up at nine
i was like sweating alot
and panting.
lol
hahahhahaha.
-
anyway
next wednesday on ch5
got nice nice nice horror!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HIDE AND SEEK.
looks so scary lah can.
must watch.
dno what time though.
-
today got cca.
damn bloody hot
then reach co room
th air con damn bloody cold
i was literally freezing lah
kiwi's jaws couldnt open up
lol
-
after cca took mrt home
at white sands my mother picked me up at th circle.
there damn hard t drive
and very jammed.
my mother got stuck
cannot move forward; got a parked car blocking
cannot move backward; a whole row of cars behind.
then everyone behind start blaring their horns at us
kns lah
so impatient
damn scary
horn damn loud
and together horn somemore
walao.
then everyone walking past stop and stare.
but lucky got one kind guy get off his car and directed my mom
in th end escaped frm that place.
walao.
-
lol.
byebye

XOXO

Thursday, October 30, 2008



some random news article i came across.
so exuberant lah!
th man sleep until th chair bent.
-
today woke up coming t six.
was rudely woken up.
by loud commotions.
apparently,
my sister had painted her bed red accidently while asleep
walaoooo..
then all th lights on
i was super pissed lah.
-
but still
i slept till eleven today
:D
shiok.
but th sad thing was that i missed my wonderful old chinese drama.
but i woke up in time for hi 5
lol
i suck man.
-
tmr got cca.
._.
okay.
nth else.
k bye.
*everything with love,
anything for you.*

XOXO

Wednesday, October 29, 2008



-
woke up at eight today :D
then i climb down go my parents room sleep
cos th sun in my room was too bright
sleep until like ten today.
had breakfast and watch my wonderful old chinese drama on ch8
lol
then continue watching and spoiling my eyes.
watched HI 5
:D
i tell you, tim is shuai.
-
afterthat actually want go out t white sands one.
but later cos i very tired so dont want liao
instead i guai guai do my theory
and did a bit of painting
damn fun.
but while i was painting
da feng chui.
and
my hair kena yellow paint.
WTH..
i didnt realise at first lah
hours later i passed by my mirror
and as usual cant help but pick up my darling comb
and comb my lovely hair
then i was shocked
cos my hair tangled.
then i look carefully
walaooooo
i was blonde!
i freaked out.
i run into th toilet and wash my hair with water at th basin.
took so long t get all th paint out of my hair.
then i realised
OH
SHAMPOO!
then i begin washing again with shampoo.
come out, blow-dry my hair.
then when almost dry le
i touch.
still got shampoo.
ALAMAKKKK.
wash my hair again.
then blowdry again.
walao
at this rate my hair is going t be damaged lah.
-
then afterthats i on computer
talk with ppl online
and i sucked on a lollipop
sucked too hard.
cut my mouth.
shit.
now like damn pain lah.
-
you know what?
i am going t divorce jaehee
and close down my mushroom land
for good.
i am no longer going t live in fantasies.
i am going t live in reality.
:D
-
i am NOT tiny.

XOXO



Name 20 people.
At the end of the survey, choose 5 people to do it.
Do not read the questions first, name the people first.

1. becky
2. christabel
3. olivia
4. eunice
5. yanmin
6. cornelia
7. felicia
8. rachel
9. jaehee
10. kwang hee
11. kelly
12. teresa
13. liang jie
14. wesley
15. weehong
16. ong wai meng
17. leeqing
18. kiwi
19. siewbee
20. alina

How do you meet 14? [wesley]
♥ 2G

What will you do if you never meet 1? [becky]
♥ i'll most prolly be less happy.

Will 6 and 17 date? [cornelia & leeqing]
♥ hahaha! they dont even know each other yeah.

Describe 3. [olivia]
♥ PIGGIE!!! likes t sleep. and then giving us a hard time trying t wake her up.

Is 8 attractive? [rachel]
♥ rachel? hmm .. hahaahah, you could say so :D

Describe 7. [felicia]
♥ my very very good friend (:

Do you know any of 12 family members? [teresa]
♥ nope.

What language does 15 speak? [weehong]
♥ english, higher chinese, gibberish, christabellish.

Who is 9 going out with? [jaehee]
♥ me!

How old is 16? [ong wai meng]
♥ fourteen.

When was the last time you spoke to 13? [liangjie]
♥ now?

Who is 2's favourite singer/band? [christabel]
♥ i have no idea.

Have you ever dated 4? [eunice]
♥ yeah, she's a good boyfriend. hahaha. i prefer her as my sister though.

Would you ever date 1? [becky]
♥ HOW COULD I EVER DATE MY OWN DAUGHTER?! INCEST LAH.

Is 19 single? [siewbee]
♥ im pretty sure its a definite NO.

What's 10's last name? [kwang hee]
♥ choi. choi kwang hee.

Would you ever been in a relationship with 11? [kelly]
♥ no way! lol

What is the school of 3? [olivia]
♥ anglican high

Where does 6 live? [cornelia]
♥ bedok

What's your favourite thing about 5? [yanmin]
♥ everything! she is my soul sister :D

Have you ever seen 2 naked? [christabel]
♥ oh gosh, no! hell no! but im sure weehong - ah, nevermind :D

XOXO

Tuesday, October 28, 2008


1. If I looked on your bed, what would I find?
- pillow, blanket, bolster

2. Do you go to the bathroom with door open or closed?
- closed.

3. Are your underwear and socks folded in your drawers, or just thrown in?
- thrown in.

4. Sleep on your back or stomach?
- back.

6. What would I find if I looked under your bed?
- alot of dust.

7. Something that happened today that made you angry?
- nothing, i was perfectly happy today

9. What will you do after this survey?
- sleep .

10. Prefer marriage or living together?
- don't they come together?

11. What are you wearing right now?
- pyjamas :D

12. How many times have you been in love?
- i dno. seven times? hahahah =x

13. Does de-labeling a beer bottle make you sexually frustrated?
- no.

14. Do you talk about your feelings or hide them?
- depends what feelings.

15. Is there something you regret and wish you could take back ?
- dno.

16. First thing you do when you wake up?
- Check for smses.

17. Kiss with your eyes open or closed?
- closed.

19. Last argument you got into?
- i forgot

20. Do you tend to rip the paper off water bottles?
- uh, no.

22. Whats one thing about the girl/boy you love?
- i love him alot. what else?

23. When you shut off your alarm clock, do you tend to fall back asleep?
- yes. everyday.

24. If you were given the chance to take care of a monkey for a weekend, would you?
- i hate monkeys lah can.

25. What is current advertisement on the side of the screen?
- no advertisement.

26. What are you looking forward to in the next months?
- nothing at all.

27. When will you turn 50?
- 36yrs later.

29. Where do you wish you were right now?
- beside him.

30. What song are you currently listening to?
- 走路去纽约 by dno who. lol

31. Have you ever passed out from drinking?
- no.

32. If you caught your significant other cheating on you what would you do?
- slaughter him.

33. What time did you wake up this morning?
- erm i woke up alot of times.

34. Do you have any cousins?
- yes.

35. Who makes you laugh?
- haha, him.

36. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
- forgot

37. What is your worst subject in school?
- history.

38. Where do you plan on living when you grow up?
- korea singapore lah.

39. What was your dream this morning?
- i dreamt of him.

40. Where was the last place you went to?
- school.

XOXO




-
damnit.
woke up at arnd 6.30 today
thanks t meimei
she was screaming in th house cos she couldnt find smth
walao
then after that i sleep again
until 8
wake up, turn here turn there.
sleep again
woke at 9 plus
lay in bed and thought about him
finally dragged myself down.
after breakfast watch tv
some old 90's chinese drama
lol
quite interesting lah
esp their dressings.
walao th women wore ugly zipped-down dresses
and had weird curly thick hair.
then th guys had ongwaimeng style.
but WORSE.
cos its curly some more lol wth.
-
afterthat a while more my mom fetch me t school.
i love my mommy lah
she park car in school wait for me finish cca then fetch me back.
but today was really quite slack lah.
bumped into liang jie and his stupid bb crew thrice
i hate bb lah.
bb is baaaddd.
hahahahaa.
-
and my lovely kiwi just sent me 2 nice songs.
走路去纽约 is a wonderful sad song lah
brought tears t my eyes
i have been trying t find for that for dno how many years le
since 93.3 played that song
but i have been searching for th wrong title.
走路纽约
walao wth
stupid lah!
hahahaah
i heard a sad song today.
it spoke of love and its many tragic endings.

XOXO

Monday, October 27, 2008


hello.
my final choice is a1 b2 b1 a3
yeah.
actually want a3 as second choice de
but tammy jiejie just now told me that lit is very unstable for single humans
so yup i changed my mind
just now at eleven plus
was getting ready t go becky house
when mommy decided t cook macoroni and cheese for me
so i wait a whilemore.
walao
in th end becky they all crash my house
lol wth
wasnt expecting lah
cos th floor just mop only
still very wet
and my parents were dyeing their hair
and th house was in a mess.
wth..
after eating my macoroni which tasted so heavenly
we go becky house
(:
-
1. i love her hamster
2. her computer is FAST.
3. her bro is shuai
4. i like th innovative mirror at th entrance cos th moment i open th door i see a wonderful sight in front of me
-
whatev lah amanda.
-
so i watched abit of 3d1m there on her fastfast computer
and i play abit piano
and i cook abitabit.
and we watched the mist(:
which SUCKED.
walao bginning was boring like hell
then middle was bloody and yucky but still quite exciting
th ending was SHIT.
plain shit.
horrible ending lah.
-
then i chionged off.
we go suntec.
eat ..
then go walk walk.
then go boat quay there walk some romantic walk.
then
then what ahr.
then
oh yes.
we go tammy jiejie house
for some advice on choosing combi.
blah.
okay.
th end.
tmr got cca.
damnit.
but mostly slack lah.
so its okay (:
and i have yet t fill in my form
t.t
lazy lah can..

XOXO

Sunday, October 26, 2008


saw this on someone's blog.

-pick your birth month.
-strike out anything that does not apply to you.
- bold the 5-10 points that best apply to you.

since her blog cannot copy paste, so i just type out my own birth month (:

this is th link if you want t try out for yours
http://emptyswing-s.blogspot.com/2008_07_01_archive.html





MARCH

attractive personality. sexy. affectionate. shy and reserved. secretive. naturally honest, generous, and sympathetic. loves peace and serenity. sensitive to others. loves to serve others. easily angered. trustworthy. appreciative and returns kindness. observant and assesses others. revengeful. loves to dream and fantasize. loves travelling. loves attention. hasty decisions in choosing partners. loves home decors. musically talented. loves special things. moody.

XOXO




*you weren't there when i was afraid,
you weren't there when i cried,
you never were*
-
hellohellohellohellohellohellohellohello
HELLO!
AHAHAHAH
i love fonts.
but i think i'd stick t arial
anyway i was blog surfing and i came across my ex-classmate's blog
she is a master of elit
[copy]
waking up feeling empty sucks big time.
reading past texts you've sent that made me smile sucks too.
realising how fast the world's moving past,
and you don't have time to live through those pretty moments
sucks the most.
i wanna tell you so bad,
how much i miss you,
how much i miss having you by my side,
how much i miss reading texts that make me smile to no end.
this week's been hell.
and i don't even know what's going on.
everytime you tell me you don't know anymore,
i just feel like asking you what do you know.
you're everything to me,
but i don't know if it's the same for you.
just tell me if you don't love me anymore,
just tell me if you want to leave.
i'm not going to stop you.
please honey,
stop it already.
what happened to making us more amazing than amazing?
was it all a lie?
where's the love i once felt so deeply?
i hate how loving you becomes so difficult.
unreciprocated love hurts, it really does.
[paste]
her words are like sooo meaningful.
i'm going t read her blog regularly frm now on
so anyway.
anyway.
anyway.
what was i going t say?
oh yeah.
k bye

XOXO

Saturday, October 25, 2008


hello
i've just uploaded pictures (:
since i was bored and there was no one t talk t online
-
so today go kopitiam have breakfast
then my mother drag me go market wthhh
i havnt been there for sooo long
i almost forgotten how smelly th market was
it was that smelly
ugh.
-
afterthat chionged t bala
brought th market into his room lol
it was th last last last lesson for th year (:
yayyyyyyy
he said he'd call us back after christmas
-
when i came back home
we did a massive spring-cleaning
wow
damndamn messy lah
look sideways
those are all th primary six books
-
so yeah.
i still not decided whether t take physics or bio
my parents want me t take triple science
but i dont think i can handle it
---
thats th dead lizard frm ytd, lol
sick.
and me and my sister
dont we look alike :o
some missing person.
"last seen at geylang"
ahahahaahhaaha.




becky and i being retarted on th mrt

and spastic me with my mei again





hahahah becky's lost waterbottle



and her boyfriend junior


retard.




behold th 4 beauties(:
yanmin me eunice and cornelia
muaks




last but not least, th much-missed 2G'08
this was taken on th last day
t.t

XOXO

Friday, October 24, 2008


woke up at 7am
though it is school holiday
think i got too used t waking up early
then after that lie in bed daydream
got out of bed at 10
hahahahahh
-
then at 12 go school.
cca today was quite shiok
cos they prac th nice easy songs that i know how t play
lol
then play until shiok shiok
somemore at th end th co pres say pipa got improve
HAHAHAAHAH
-
and during break
kiwi go buy drinks frm th vending machine outside church
and got a horrible dead white lizard inside
yuk!
so she didnt go retrieve her green tea
lol
-
thats all i guess
-
i never loved you
(i need to stop lying to myself)

XOXO

Thursday, October 23, 2008


not in a mood t blog today

XOXO

Wednesday, October 22, 2008


I LOVE BECKY !
she is th best person on earth !

XOXO



overslept today.
kns , didnt hear th alarm go off
woke at 6
chionged washing up, and tied my hair within 15mins
then my breakfast
and was out of th house by 6.35
(:
-
BOOMDEYADAAAAA!!!!!
oh
my
god
it is th most fantabulous song i ever know
"i love the whole world, it's such a pretty place.
boomdeyada,boomdeyada,boomdeyada,boomdeyada"
hahahhahhahaa
-
today becky&i pon PE.
hahahahahaha
instead we slack inside th darkdark classroom
and listened t boomdeyada.
lol
and we became accomplices of a gary joke
hahah.
-
soon we had our recess
and slacked for another free period.
and crashed becky's laughing/crying/dno what lessons.
crazy woman.
-
then after that got th sec2 subject combination talk
it was raining then.
we ran in th rain.
damn fun.
but after that it was not.
cos my hair was like dripping fugly wet.
and it was damn wet and cold.
-
so i got into 8subjects.
everyone i know got into 8subjects.
which is a fairly good thing
i want B1
;D
but im thinking of maybe music.
B5.
but dno leh, ms lee say until like damn tough.
learning about th history of music.
whattheshittyhellzzzz
yuk.
so dno lor ..
sian.
hoping t get in same class as all my friends(:
because i can't live without their crazyness and spastartedness
;D
but if we suay suay not in same class,
then
damn sad lahr.
just got t treasure th short time we have left together
t.t
but it's okay
we'll still remain good friends won't we?

XOXO

Tuesday, October 21, 2008


today i came super early t school
muahahahaha
but yanmin still beat me
t.t
-
reach for a while
then th nausea came as usual
but today really damn jialat
ugh whats wrong with me luh
-
today's morning assembly was cool
got some indian ppl come
teach us about deepavali
then a few indian kids sang a deepavali song
damn nice lor.
their soulful singing and tune entranced me
i didnt think i could enjoy an indian song like that
i was really enchanted lor..
maybe i should download it
PLUS my munaeruvaliba
which i have been looking for ages
t no avail
):
-
chinese was sian
cai lao shi never come.
then my table got a drawing of a nude female body
then me and becky added a spastic round head
and short arms with many wiggly fingers
and two rubbery looking legs which crossed each other
hahahahaah
damn spastic la
and we throw orange rubber at ong wai meng
he is dumb.
-
then music we watched King and I
walaoooooo
its damn damn retarted can
th play.
wtf !!!
"Run, Eliza, Run!"
hahahahahahhahaa
i have never laughed like that for ages.
-
and then recess
we hid becky's bottle again.
ahahahaha
spastic retart.
-
malay.
WALAO
unexpectedly we had a surprise malay oral test thingy
wth
confirm fail
and becky
sick horny retart
lol
-
math sucked can.
walao
exam over le
ms haryati still give us math trigo worksheet t do
"just because 2H do also"
-,-
kns lah
-
then school over.
i brought back a little of th rubbish under my table home.
my dear becky darling
she pei wo eat lunch
(:
thanks girl
then she listen t me kiwi sam and huizhen(?) debate on whther t pon co or not
took like half an hour for us t decide
at last we aiyaaaa just go lah.
alamakkkk..
-
had sec2 comm interview.
shit.
i entered this classroom where all 8 comm members sat in 2 rows facing me.
i was like oh shitty what th hell.
damn intimidating can
they ask me crap questions like
do you enjoy being in co?
(quite ahbviously no, right)
but i say, well, sometimes.
how would you rate your wanting t be in comm? 1 - 10
4
which section you think is lousiest?
(WHATTHEHELL)
pipa. why? cos only like 2 of us can actually play well, th others we learn frm them
-,-
it seriously sucked.
whatever
not like i want t be in comm anyway
i just wanna be PRES (:
when i am president,
i will
- cancel all CO pract sessions
- not take part in any competitions
- paint CO room pink!
-
dream on lah, amanda.
lol.
-
OOHH !!!
my 3D1M ep5 is finally unbroken and repaired!
hip hip hurray
time t continue on kwang hee
i love mysoju (:

XOXO

Sunday, October 19, 2008


i am so damn bored.
why must it be holiday today -,-


i dont even know why is today a holiday


t.t


i think its some sort of promotional day?






-






anyway


its only 3


still got so long t go before tmr comes.


and im alr bored t hell






-




aha.


since i have so much time in my hands


let me post some nice nice nice pictures (:


for my own amusements.




this is becky, meet her lovely hair
i swear, hers is th most beautiful head of hair i ever seen
she should advertise for conditioner next time.
this is siewbee, meet my masterpiece.
i call it, Christmas Tree
this is my old table in th first floor classroom
i miss it so much.
but one good thing we moved up before school ends is that
i dont have t clean up th mess i made on it
;D
poor xianzhi.
it's going t be tough scrubbing all th ink off
(:
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walao
damn random sia.
i suck man.

XOXO



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dear boy
i'm so sorry
可是我好像已经在不知不觉中爱上了你
you'd forgive me
wouldn't you?
-
tmr no school
;D
hurray.
THINGS I MIGHT DO TMR ;
- sleep
- eat and attempt t put on a kg or two
- read
- chat online
- watch okto LOL lame shyt
- slack in my mushroom land
-
whatev la.
sian
i want t go t school okayy ..
i love school
at least can meet my friends and talk cock
whats there t do at home?
sleep?
-,-
ahrrggghhhhhhhh
what kind of shitty weather is this .
kns.
downstairs some more got some yalam wedding
and so noisy some more.
want t sleep also cannot sleep.
t.t
ahhhhh
shut th hell up can.
-
okay
so i AM in a crappy mood today.
later some more must go jurong
T.T
sad life.
-
but at least there's him
(:
at least i have him in my mind
just thinking about him brings a smile t my face.
when things get really bad in life
all i hve t do is think about him
and my world suddenly brightens up again.
-
whatev la amanda.
-
i love writing in centre.
so cool can ..
th words align all by themselves.
its like
its like they're ALIVE
-,-
-
i
am
so
bored
that im crapping t myself on my very own blog
t.t
please stop raining ...
pleasepleaseplease
-
there is nth more for me t crap about alr
thus i shall say goodbye and take my leave.
byebye.
;D

XOXO