it's already th last day of 2009 D:
damn fast lah
on this day of 2008, i remember very clearly i was fretting over my new class
it seems like only recently ._.

anyway this year has been really fulfilling.
(except th eoy results part)

don't laugh, but i think i've really grown up alot this year
SRSLY (:

i thought this year would shit-suck
but it didn't turn out so bad after all(:
i met so many new people, adapted t th new environment (very adverse actually. with straightA students like hanyu and slackers like a few of us)
i stepped into a class full of strangers
who turn out t be really awesome friends.

after a while, 3L gets quite awesome.
at least it's more bonded than 2G or 1F

not t mention, this year, unlike previous years, i had someone(:
despite that everything went backwards and all th heartbreaks and everything, i still love you(:

this year i was rather slack in terms of studies.
sleeping, daydreaming, drawing in lessons.
AND OH GOD MY MESSY MOUNTAINOUS TABLE
which resulted in th misplacement and loss of many random worksheets.

i'll be better next year.
(really! hey in fact i alr bought myself a PINK file :D)

next year's gna be really hard
i don't look forward t it, AT ALL.
(think about hours of neooooomole DDD:)

and Lam D:
i hope i won't fail chem anymore.
but glad it's her,
i love her lots HAHAHA

new year's resolution: DO NOT PROCRASTINATE AND WORK HARDDD

going shopping with mom and sister later(:
bye!
XOXO

Fall For You
Secondhand Serenade

The best thing 'bout tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before?
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed, but I have loved you from the start

Oh, but hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in, I'm yours to keep
And hold on to your words 'cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight when you're asleep

Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find

Tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find
XOXO

i feel grumpy today.
cos i couldn't get t sleep last night
no more horror movies for me from now on!

don't stare at my panda eyes.
go away.

edit/
HAHAHAHA i searched my name on urban dictionary
http://www.urbandictionary.com/define.php?term=amanda

An Amanda is kind of like a monkey. It's a girl that seems very nice and respectful at first, but then she will turn around and backfire on you.
(NOT TRUE!)

A woman who looks like a man, even more manly than a real man without making an effort because of her muscles, voice or the way she acts.
(HAHAHA)

k bye
XOXO

watched some thai horror movie today
Ghost Game

tired.

bye.
XOXO

LAM IS STILL OUR FORM TEACHER + CHEM TEACHER
LOL here's t another year of failing chem.
but ohwell can chiong with her and shao1 her pi4 gu3 like she said her this year batch of sec4s did
MUAHAHA.

today rly didn't seem like christmas at all
woke up with an ache in my back, must have been ytd lol
and then went t tampines for breakfast and srsly felt like puking

came back, watched wulong .__.
and then went out for dinner at tm
met zhenyi at tampines mrt station and went TUITION together
wth, TUITION

sigh

on th way home, zy drag me go buy nail polish with her and her phone card thing.
and on th mrt we spied on this obscene couple on th mrt train doing obscene things.

tmr got bala DDDDDDD:
merry christmas.
XOXO

today was awesome.
but ohgod, th guilt!
DDD:
eats me from inside):

today i asked him a question.
he said yes
but i don't think so ._.
why would he?

anyw, bala starting this sat D:
LOL HE WENT T CHINA LAH
damn funny.

xmas tmr!
XOXO

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEIMEI(:
FINALLY 13 LOL
finally.

so she got her mp3 player from dad and mom
and new moon from me
(hopefully th book will keep her away from that irritating lost-then-found gameboy of hers for some time)
-i'd be lying if i said i wasn't th slightest bit jealous of her cos my birthday i only received angpow and a stuffed dog-

anyway,
today i watched We Got Married.
th part where Andy fed another girl food in front of Solbi...
idk why, but i felt really upset.
i could feel Solbi's hurt
i think it's cos You and Andy are alike somehow
so when he did that, it sort of affected me.

anyway WGM is an awesome show(:
crownj and hyunjoong damn cute and funny lol

TOMORROW(:
XOXO

i want t knit ):

gna paint my room later :D
XOXO

last night i finally finished watching menglong!
:D
watch until 1am lol
DAMNNNN stupid and retarded lah.
actually it's a very dumb show.
not th beginning lah.
toward th end.
beginning so cute plz(:
then toward th end they are so draggy and keep repeating and reiterating their lines.
"wo ai menglong"
"wo ai chunxiang"
"wo jue de hao lei"

damn funny.
i keep laughing lah.

today dragged myself out of bed for CO
damn tiring.
went Bedok KFC for lunch
and went back sch for sectionals.
retrieved Kiwi's The Giver from Semele(((:

peiyi and me bluff th teacher say we have class bbq and we're in charge of buying stuff, so we have t leave early
LOL
worked like a charm(:

so left at 3
went t tampines with peiyi
py wanted t look for The Giver and i wanted t look for bday present for meimei
end up i only have 9dollars cos i spent most of my money on KFC :X
(no i'm not a feizhu)

met mom dad and sis at NTUC later
then went for KFC again
(i really am not a feizhu)

went home and i felt like knitting :D
turned out my mom used t knit before
and she have lots of wool and knitting needles :DDD
so i knitted till dinner

i'm going t complete geog scrapbook and The Giver by this week
(OMG i'm so wonderful, i've already bought th scrapbook -clapclap)
i don't feel like doing zuowen
):

sian.

thursday(:
XOXO

piano was pleasantly fine today(:
and next week no lesson somemore(((:

just cut out a few geog articles HAHAHA
gna go get th scrapbook soon
once i get geog done there'll only be zuowen left (I THINK AND HOPE)

reminder t myself:
sms semele on sunday/monday t bring The Giver on monday!

today's saturday.
are you back yet?
XOXO

MALACCA!

th first day was spent at Hotel Renaissance.
which is actually a very beautiful hotel, 5stars.
but th thing is, it's located at an old area
so everywhere is just chinatown-style old shophouses, lots of rats, boring, smelly.

damn boring.
walk here walk there, nothing.
everything was just so old .__.

so alot of time was spent in th hotel room watching tv, sleeping, using com(:
lunch was chicken rice balls :D
(which sucked)
so we bought cup noodles back t th hotel for dinner(:
even th cup noodles sucked.
but still not bad lah.

th next day had buffet breakfast in th hotel
it was damn crowded cos everyone wanted t eat in as there wasn't many eatable places outside.
like i said, everything's just old, th food's probably as old too.

ate alot.
and mom go dabao orangejuice and random buns and muffins.
LOL

after that took taxi t Hotel Equatorial, which is an equally beautiful 5star hotel
except that it's located in th not-so-ooloo area of Malacca
AND HAS A SHOPPING CENTRE RIGHT NEXT T IT :D

a huge one.
damn shiok.

th next 2 days we literally shopped till we dropped.
and didn't even manage t comb th whole shopping mall lah):

i bought 2 pairs of shoes and clothes(:
mei couldn't find shoes cos all th shoes i picked for her which were damn nice, but no more stock alr):
damn sad.
oh she bought this really cute yellow ball
:D
it's supposed t be a present for her friend.
but i wna keep it lah ):
pi qiu a!

malaysian shoes are damnnnnn chio
i went into this shoe shop, DAMN ALOT OF CHIO SHOES LAH
th thing is, i don't wear high heels.
hahaha

so just settled for flats and sandals.
srsly singapore shoes damn small variety.

besides shopping, th second day we found a cinema in th shopping centre ;DDDD
OMG TH MOVIE TICKETS DAMNNNNNNNNNNN CHEAP.
like only 3SGD for a ticket.
and my sis cheated children's price.
so it's like only, idk how much, 2+dollars?
or maybe even one lah.

watched New Moon and Avatar 3D

New Moon was... okay...
abit boring.
but OMG JACOB!!!
:DDD

Avatar we watched th midnight show.
at 12plus.
th difference between a 3D ticket and a normal one is only 1 ringgit.
LOL

Avatar is DAMNNNN NICE!
srsly it's an awesome movie.
though a few mins in th beginning were a bit boring, and cos it was late so i ALMOST fell asleep
but after that it's damn awesome.

HAHAHAHAHA

last day we chiong shopping like mad.
running here and there buying shoes and bags and clothes.
almost late for th tour bus lah.
then my mom was having a hard time choosing bags.
and my sis was damn stressed and about-to-cry ._.

but anyway we still made it lol

came back, watched Menglong till midnight.
HAHAHA Menglong To Midnight!

-

just now had cca
skipped morning practice cos i'm tired(:
later got tuition D:
and tmr got piano DDDD:
-die-
XOXO

malacca :O

malaysia is srsly huge.

just spent th last hour watching We Got Married on th laptop in th hotel room with meimei (:

damn sad, alex leaving):
poor sinae.

k mei want use alr, bye
XOXO

kid floated t taiwan this morning ):
leaving me t rot here in singapore.

co today was shit-nonsense-crap.
died in th morning with linlaoshi,
went for lunch at 85 (ohgod glorious chicken rice) AND WAS REVIVED~,
then died a little on th long treacherous journey back t school in th HOT sun,
and died totally during sectionals.

DAMN DAMN SAD LIFE.

and i was super stressed out cos we were talking about re exams next year
well, not next year, in about 2 weeks, actually.
WLAO I THINK ABOUT RESTUDYING GEOG AND SS AND I WNA KILL MYSELF ALR

arghhhhhhh
and i haven't told my parents there's a re exam yet
they're so gna kill me.
cos i didn't even study.

OH NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
):

killmenow.
please.

anyw,
going t malacca tmr
PHEW ESCAPE FROM REALITY HERE I COME
but re exam's gna haunt me in my dreams lah

):

bye.
XOXO

HELLO

i was actually banned from internet access for a week since ytd's disastrous piano lesson D:
but today dad was like talking with me and stuff
about everything...
and so somehow i can use internet(:

and ytd kid said something discouraging):
sorry for being harsh, but i was quite upset.
i really didn't want t fail my grade7 piano.
it's obvious that kellyn alr expects me t fail, even i know that it'd be hard for me t pass, judging frm th way i play
it's not lousy, it's just not as stable as it should be at this point of time (less than 2 months left)
plus aural is tougher and so many stuff t rmb and i don't really get th syllabus yet.

i might fail, really i think there's a big chance of that happening.
but there's still 2 months, although it's very little time, but i will try my best.
hopefully my "best" would scrape a pass for me.

):

i wish i hadn't taken piano.
if not for th fact that i've already spent 11 years in piano, i would have dropped.
but there's still 2 more grades.
just tahan for 2 more grades (maybe 3 years) then i'd be free at last.
ohgosh th thought of that :D
HAHAHAHA

i'll be going t malacca on 15-17th dec :D
"those impromptu trips across th border" LOL
i'm so happy i can skip 17th dec's additional co practice!
but for th rest of th december practices, it's gna be from morning till 5 for monday+friday, and additional co on thursday mornings):

tmr's prac, only me and kiwi going.
we aren't coming back
we're gna die there.
okay, not literally.
still got my malacca trip, how can die so fast HAHA

anyway, kid's leaving tmr.
goodbye and have a nice trip(:
don't forget t think of me hor :D
and don't look at those taiwan chiobus!
HAHA i'll miss you loads.

i have a buffet dinner later :D
i am not a feizhu.

k bye
XOXO

XOXO

i'm really getting tired of blogging
actually, tired of pretty much everything.

sometimes i think it isn't fair

today's shitty.
actually it's just th same as every other day.
which, after some time, just about equals t shitty.

there, i blogged.
XOXO

today was average.

woke up slightly before 11am.
during lunch my sis was being an irritant again and blasting horrible songs on her phone.
so i snatched it from her and blasted Party In The USA full volume and started dancing like a mad woman.

damn fun
then danced t mika's Lollipop also
HAHAHA

after that mood swing, went and did amath
FINALLY COMPLETED IT
i did for about 3 hours nonstop.
after i finished i had this splitting headache.

then my mom forced pumpkin down my throat UGH
disgusting ttm

then just now i was watching green day concert on mtv
billie joe DAMN COOL
blonde hair and all
LOL

EVERYBODY'S GOTTA LOVE TODAY LOVE TODAY LOVE TODAY
ANYWAY YOU WANT TO, ANYWAY YOU'VE GOT TO
LOVE LOVE ME, LOVE LOVE ME, LOVE LOVE

mika is cool.
XOXO

JAEHEE IS BACK!
haha spent dno how many hours watching menglong ytd for dno how many times alr :D
never gets old, i swear.

today went for co
th teacher's zebra dress DAMN NICE CAN
then josie and kiwi pangseh us t go do admin stuff D:
F major scale, continuous lun for 8 beats = EXTREME TORTURE
then py and i were discussing how Teacher looks like without makeup
LOL
chiobu-turned-monster.

anyw today i finally made my way t 5th floor, 3K t collect my files and papers and books frm locker25
OH GOD THEY WERE DUSTY LIKE DNO WHAT LAH
i was so afraid there were nasty spiders hiding inside my english file lor
th english file's sides were sealed with this thick ugly layer of dust
damn gross
i had t carry th dusty mass downstairs where i put on some chair and th Teacher unknowingly put her chio expensive handbag on top AHAHAHAHA

then i carry th files t put in co room
and i brought th rest of th books back home.

on th way home, caught airplanes with kiwi and py(:
then i wanted t buy old changkee currypuff, but no money D:

AND I FINALLY FINISHED MY 3 CHINESE BOOK REPORTS HAHAHA.
left zuowen+geog+english+dnowhatelse.
plus re-exam revision OH NOOOO

so dead,
XOXO

i'm sleepy.
XOXO

skipped cca today cos it was raining and my parents called t tell me not t go cca LOL
thus i didn't go and i felt bad cos i pangsehed peiyi D:

after a while i turned down eunice t watch newmoon ARGH cos i'm broke cos i spent 40bucks on chalet DDD:
sian ttm

so stayed home, did a paragraph of chinese du hou gan and then went online and dl MIKA(: songs plus awesome ladygaga's bad romance and others.

and watched nigahiga and fb nonsense argh i'm sleepy

nothing else k bye
tmr gna wake up at some unearthly hour again so i'll go sleep soon.
XOXO

CLASS CHALET
on th first day, went t meet saw and angie at bus interchange then walk t aranda
slack a while then kena dragged downstairs for bbq
lots of ahs people having chalet there also ._.
saw angie hanyu and i escaped across a field of huge angsty red ants t ehub

come back, eat a bit, talktalk, then it drizzled so we got out plastic bags and umbrellas
then rain stop but we still went back t th chalet
watch people play mahjong, slack, play with youjin's guinea pig.

then shaun went t buy macs for everyone so i shared a meal with saw
watch Dead Silence with all th lights off HAHA DAMN FUN
then after th first few scenes saw(who took her sweater away from me) angie hanyu and other people pangseh and ran into th room ._.
left jax and me on th sofa so youjin and anzu come join us.

Dead Silence was so funnystupid, please.
long boring moments, and then sharp climax, long boring moment, sharp climax.
and those long silences where th lead actor pauses and does nothing at all LOL!
then when th scary part comes(finally) someone had t crack Lam jokes and make us all laugh and miss th scary part -,-
plus th lousy vid suddenly stop at th part where th dummy's face was mutating, super unglam.
was pretty much laughing than screaming through th movie ._.

after that people went back t mahjong and nonsense so watched 2012 on angie's laptop
not that nice lah.

watched Orphan.
everyone disappeared and then came back when th climax arrived
LOL

by then it was alr like 3am so went t bed where we nicely dismantled th bed t make 4 mattresses.
squeezy like sardines, plus chenshu hugging me, plus runny/blocked nose.
couldn't sleep AT ALL.

next day, jax showed me pictures of his black women online .___.
and blasted Party In The USA out of th com t wake up th other girls
mel thought she was having a nightmare lol.
then watched crappy music videos on youtube, laughed at Miley Cyrus, at Justin Bieber's middle finger.

WWW with saw angie jax johan.
after that some other guys and girls also came.
samsung slideup was horriblly scary, i'm never trying it again.
didn't go th tsunami thing.
cos some noob who couldn't swim ask me save him frm th deep end so i dragged him t th shallower part then th music played and i realised i didn't have my float so i panic and swim t th shore
):
should have stayed put lah.
sigh.

oh and th oohlala.
almost got into a fight with this bunch of angmoh guys.
they damn asshole.
want cut our queue.
then mel and angie were damn pissed and went t quarrel with them
WLAO OUR GUYS NEVER EVEN HELP LAH .__.
pretend never see somemore.
then when those idiots slide down, we gave them _l_ this.

cycled in th air with saw omg it was terrifying.
but then Party In The USA came on th speakers so we were singing along like morons
HAHAHA srsly it should be th theme song of this chalet lah -,-
everywhere also hear it.

play until rain, had t get out of th pool.
freezing like @#$%^&*( when we went t KFC dripping wet cos we didn't have towels.
after that was full and dry so didn't go back WWW
went back chalet and realised th rest of th class had gone bowling so we couldn't get in th room
saw climbed over t th balcony and open th door, which was damn stupid of her srsly
she could have killed herself.

bathe (th toilet soap is useless and looks edible)
took photos, then went ehub again t find th bowling people
then go top floor slack a while, went ntuc.
attempt t buy wine failed cos of saw :D
so bought something else which looked like wine but it's actually juice.

went back t th room and played some Drinking Game with shaun jax deon saw angie.
jax and me drank ugh AWFUL cough syrupy Cherryade cos we didn't pay for th wine stuff.
but damn fun sia.
shaun's priceless expressions when we scam him.
and saw's witchy drink creations (those floating green luminous stuff was actually leftover seaweed chips crumbs)

went home after that and slept like a feizhu till th next morning.
woke up with tiny eyes and feeling even sleepier.
oh yah during th WWW johan kicked my face literally.
so i've got a black eye.
thanks man):
and my toes are scraped frm th rough floors):
muscle aches):

talk on th phone.

i'm tired i dont wna blog anymore DDD:
can't believe i actually was bored enough t type all this nonsense HAHA
but it was an epic chalet srsly it wasn't peaceful like i heard about other chalets at all
but epic good mah.
lol.

oh lastly get well soon kid <3
GO SEE DOCTOR TMR.
hopefully it isn't dengue.

k bye(:
XOXO