i am going to decorate my study space with POST-ITS :D
(kopes from saw :D)
they are all going to carry inspirational messages which will (hopefully) push myself to study harder
like what Menglong did in th show haha hopefully i'll succeed like he did also :B

today hasn't been really kind to me.
fb just screwed up together with th internet connection, dammit
and a load of other things ):

i'm so tired.

i actually REALLY tried to study for chem this time
i did th TYS for redox alr
okay so i didn't finish it, but at least i did some MCQs
i don't see how it is possible that i can manage t finish metals and rate of rxn by tue, but i'll try :/

i hope tmr will be better, for there is PE
but mondays have math
damn.
XOXO

To: My fragrant Not-So-Kid :D

HELLO(:
tkam yesterday was tiring but still remarkably awesome(:
i left co real early, went home and bathe and change while talking t kid all th way(:
then went t bugis where i met kid and kaiyi and then walked t bugis junction (?) and got lost there searching for Pretty In Tokyo where th rest were
after we were found, went take neoprints omg my first time taking neoprints sia i feel so noob .__.

TKAM play was cool with all th chairs(:
atticus resembles chan ALOT
and jem and dill are :D

apparently, according t th guys behind us and melody, angie and i were talking very loudly during th play :X
oops.

after th play went home, was super super tired.
dad didn't fetch me at white sands so had t take bus back myself ))):

just now my dad's friends came over for their annual cny gathering
now they all gone t another's house so i'm home blogging and fbing and GOING t do kohleelee's summary SOON(:

Love, Me
XOXO

today i went t see some chinese doctor/physician near my house lol
and th chinese doctor/physician and my mom were discussing about my period in front of other patients
embarrassing ttm please D:
my sister told me there was this "particularly shuai guy" who was there and heard everything lol
she se4 bei3 bei2 lah LOL

anyw th chinese medicine was crazy disgusting
it's this small amount of brown nonsense which is actually medicine mixed with a packet of brown powder
AND OMG TH FIRST MOUTHFUL I TOOK, IT HIT ME LIKE BAM!
it was th worst thing i'd ever tasted oh god i ate 2 sweets and a pineapple tart just t get rid of th taste in my mouth lah

i don't know what came over me just now
i think cos whole day never hear from ___ then i become so pekcek and @#$%^&**(@ argh idk lah
just very sad and pissed off when it seemed that ___ didn't even think about me at all
);
and see lah, th result of being stupid?
a headache.
great.
XOXO

FUCK EVERYTHING
DAMMIT

)));
XOXO

kid just told me that Adam Young wrote Vanilla Twilight for his dead girlfriend D:
okay that sounded pretty morbid.
*his girlfriend who has passed away
omggg that's so sad lah):
it only makes me appreciate th song more
and ohhhh those lyrics are one of th most beautiful i have ever come across

if i die, i want someone t write a song t commemorate Awesome Me also!
HAHA
and it HAS t make it t th charts(:


today has been rather torturous, in th end i broke down and sent an sms or two :p

just now attempted yet another failed attempted at Cell Div
cannot make it lah )):

then watched awesome American Idol haha

i promise that i'll study more tomorrow :X
XOXO

life pretty much sucks currently.
of course it would, not being able t sms kid like usual ):

sigh.

Justin Beiber's Baby is th new Party In The USA(:
baby, baby, baby noooooo~

today during co, binglian and i were reading Diary Of A Wimpy Kid
sialah it's damndamnnnn cute and retarted :D
super funny
one of th characters, th 'weird kid in school' resembles Zhewei ALOT.
HAHAHA

1. i wna go longkang!
2. bio test next monday on Cell Division = DIE TTM TTM TTM OHGOD WTF I DON'T EVEN GET TH BASICS, WHAT'S TH DIFF BETWEEN MEIOSIS AND MITOSIS DAMNIT
3. i broke Duck's zipper ))):

天天都需要你爱，我的心思有你猜
i love you 我只需要你让我每天都精彩
XOXO

i can't believe school is starting tmr DDD:
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

kid was supposed t visit today
but he didn't in th end as expected lol
thus, you owe me.

i hope t do more shopping after cny when all th sales start (hopefully there are sales)
SPAM BUY SHORTS!
XOXO

what i did during cny:



XOXO

You must be cosine square. Because I'm sine square. And together, we are one.

(not only is this something cute a math geek would tell his valentine, but also for me, a good way t remember this formula)
XOXO

"I've liked this girl for well over 5 months, and she constantly changes her mind about if she likes me or not. I'm hoping to win her over by asking her out on here, in front of millions. So, Kara Saunders, will you go out with me - Aaron Schulz. Because until you say yes, MLIA."
koped from becky's blog which she koped from MLIA(:
AWWWWWW, "because until you say yes, my life is average"
that's so sweet...

today i was feeling really sad :'(
from all that built up since yesterday and some other times in th past, suddenly it all spilled out today
surprisingly i felt much better and i'm glad he knows and it won't happen again.

i started on my Amath TYS today, feeling really happy and successful now(:

and idk why but kid's daoing me now):

okay i sound like i'm having mood swings but no i'm not cos i'm blogging over a long period of time and my mood changes.
fine i'm having mood swings .__.

okay i'm bored now bai
XOXO

today got cny celebration at school
woke up early and took mrt t school FOR TH VERY FIRST TIME, although supposed t reach school at 8 lol
was earlier than kid for once haha
and he snuck up on me ):

went school sit somewhere slack
i missed it alot ):

we made Lam&Lee hearts on sticks HAHAHAAH deon had t give them, damn funny lol

painting th mei hua was awesome and our painting was DAMN CHIO!
with th butterflies (flyaway) and lady bugs and th cute couple under th umbrella(:

performance was average.
but this year's concert abit screwed than usual :/

finally it was done and we went t eat at ikea :D
awesome meatballs and chicken wings

after that went t walk around Ikea and slack at th kid's play area place HAHA
with th water-filled spider and ladybug chair(:
suddenly kena cornered by saw angie clara and jax and began some interrogation session hahaha

saw and francis' love story is like a korean drama lah!
LOL
damn interesting
and very sweet(:

angie and her secret crush also very cute HAHA
just that th roles were reversed
she so manly compared t th guy LOL

during saw's interrogation, we forced saw t answer 3 questions about her love story on th account that we'd tell her A Deep Dark Secret That We All Knew But Her
(which was that Nicholas didn't break)
((cos thursday she pon school so as punshment we bluff her say jax broke Nicholas))

damn amusing HAHAHA

after that they took a lift in my dad's car and mom and i went somerset for her xray and my shopping
walk until my feet damnnnnn pain):

chiong home and rushed for tuition
today damn epic
th class bursted with 2 extra people and no more seats left
so all of us moved t a bigger classroom HAHA
wasted quite alot of time lol

idk why i feel ):
i think i know why
but it's so dumb i won't acknowledge it
so there.

anyway,
kid's note/doodle is super cute(:
aww...
i'd read it over and over again

OMG TMR NO PIANO+BALA HAHAHAHAHAHAAHHAAHHAHAHAHAHAHAAH I'M SO HAPPY!
oh but my piano exam's on th 31march ))):
crap.

i don't like that sad sinking feeling):
XOXO

due t th fact that i'm bored, i'm back t blog.

it's alr february, so fast...
on friday, i was watching saw and angie plan out their study schedule and i realised that there's only 30plus weeks till MYEs and it won't be long before Prelims and finally, Olvls D:
so so so screwed ):

i'm really afraid for emath (oh god mrs ong DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD:)
got myself a peer tutor, Saw.
really really regretting it HAHA

Groovy Grandma mrs lee is awesome at teaching, just that i unknowingly stoned throughout Cell Division last week, thus now i'm really really screwed cos i don't understand a shit about th chapter and it's a really difficult one.

friday had 2 free periods cos sallylai and kohlily didn't come :D
melanie saw and i were making Super Chicken and Totochan flyyyyyyyy and tried t snap fly-shots of them but failed completely ._.
damn funny haha

then second free period, MISS KEE came in
super naggy old woman.

oh oh and we all love Nicholas!
Nicholas brings joy into our mundane grey lives in th classroom
Nicholas reflects who we are
Nicholas is wonderful
what would we ever do without Nicholas?

HAHAHA our overpowering love for Nicholas is making Jax jealous LOL
that's so dumb
i mean, jealous of a MIRROR?
lol

oh there was once last week where Saw and i brought Nicholas on his first trip t th toilet t meet his bigger counterpart, th toilet mirror HAHA
then Kaiyi use Nicholas t peep at Saw LOLOLOL

strangely i don't remember anything else that happened in th week HAHA
don't care lah.

anyw i haven't bought cny clothes yet *scream*
stupid meimei why must fall sick at this time?
):
maybe i'll go out with mom after school one day.
even kid's shopping lol
lucky kid.

sian
every year is last minute rush buy clothes one):
i hate cny.

this friday got performance again):
and got th annual alumni cny concert also D:

vday's next sunday
idk what t get kid
so hard t get stuff for a guy lah.
i scared later too girly again lol
nevermind, vday's supposed t be pink and flowery and girly anyway.

i'm trying t upload those photos for saw.
but fb photo uploader isn't working for me.
XOXO