dear you,

i hope you see this.
my phone's confiscated and this time i don't think i can ever contact you again.
maybe, MAYBE i'll have my phone back tmr afternoon for a short while cos i've ss project at melody's.

my mom tells me that i shouldn't sacrifice my studies and relationship with my parents for you.
she tells me this won't last; that you'll find someone better when you go JC, and even if you didn't, you'll change during NS or smth, thus it isn't worth it.

you won't, right?

i'm really confused now.
but i know that jag alskar dig, mahal kita, Ik hou van jou.
really really alot.

i don't know why i'm typing all these nonsense lol.

p/s going W tonight.

love, me.
XOXO

spring cleaning was super gross ):
dealt with spiders and dust and dirt and thinner and scolding toilet aunty.
ugh

after that report card and other nonsense target nonsense nonsense.

then some arrangements failed completely.
haha.
went t eat with kiwi semele and yizhen
then go co room slackkkkkkk for about 2hours

I HAVE POTENTIAL IN ERHU(:
hahahaha.

then went t meet someone(:
:D :D :D

then almost died in co.
but survived, yay.

chiong home and chiong out again for tuition.
where i almost died again.
super slack lah i srsly couldn't think chem anymore.

tmr's gna be a baddddd day):
sigh.

good luck t meimei for her theory exammmmmm
all th best,
please pass with distinctions(:

k bye
XOXO

XOXO

miraculously, we escaped bio lab today(:
instead went tower hall for some overall analysis of results thing which was quite depressing, but still not as depressing as bio lab

but mdm ho say tmr we'll be having bio lab involving real kidneys and sheep eyeballs(:
SO COOL HAHAHAHAHAHAA
looks forward.

double chem was dumb
LOL LAM WAS BEING EXCEPTIONALLY QUOTE-ISH TODAY.

"if you push me to the corner, the dog will jump over the wall!"

"i wish i were an Egyptian god"

"to find out if Mrs Lam got put on weight in a year, firstly weight Mrs Lam every month after heavy meal"

"After you pass 50 years old, everyday is a treasure"

"squeeze uh, squeeze uh, squeeze the thing before O levels"

"my sec4s ping2 shi2 bu4 shao1 xiang1, last minute then shao1, now my pi4 gu3 also burning with them"

HAHAHAHHAHA
srsly all her quotes can be compiled into a book lah.

anyw.
after school got dental appointment.
went with yz and deborah.
damn bloody long lah wth th dumb dentist talk alot of crap .__.

it was quite scary.
then she help me floss my teeth until bleed ):
i hate dentists.

chiong home after dentist which was, what, 3 hours later.
literally chiong home.
lol

tmr's gna be another long horrible day.
homeworks are coming in really quick
and help, i still not in doing homework mood yet
(okay i've never been)
but HOW I HAVE T!
OR ELSE HOW T DO WELL NEXT YEAR DDD:
actually got improve lah, my table at school's not messy AT ALL (:
maybe it's because most of th nonsense that made up my Pile is dominating my table at home.
but oh well, its an improvement, i guess.
what do they call it, better study environment?
anyw i dont study at home, not yet at least.

but oh god srsly i have t start mugging alr.
and shocker, i cant ):
arghhhhh

why must they do this t us?
exams just over only):

"Practice to the power of n; n=infinity"
this quote, which makes sense, is from mok.
not lam, obviously.
her quotes never make sense.
XOXO

mercy in th morning though i was late D:
i hate being late):
i'm gna be early someday.

anyw, my neck's better alr(:
HAHAHAHHA

watched sunlight twilight during english HAHAHAAH
edward is fugly and white and sparkly!!!
damn disgusting.
esp th pervertic way he stares at bella.

but it was fun laughing at th dumb movie.

after school stay back with chris t do ___
:D

after that frolicked with christabellypoo across th magical plains(:
she's smart lah
avoided all th tall grass patches.
LOL not like someone.

ah crap tmr got dental+ssproj
dno can make it for proj not D:

please Dentist don't pluck my teeth out):
XOXO

Things left unsaid,
Girl: Your new girlfriend is pretty. (I bet she stole your heart)
Boy: Yeah, she is. (But you’re still the most beautiful girl I know)
Girl: I heard she’s funny and amazing. (All the stuff I wasn’t)
Boy: She sure is. (But she’s nothing compared to you)
Girl: I bet you know everything about her by now. (Like how you knew just about everything about me)
Boy: Only the stuff that counts. (I can’t even remember the stuff she tells me when I think of you)
Girl: Well, I hope you guys last. (Because we never did)
Boy: I hope we do too. (Whatever happened to me & you?)
Girl: Well I got to go. (Before I start to cry)
Boy: Yeah me too. (I hope you don’t cry)
Girl: Bye. (I still love you)
Boy: Later. (I never stopped)

-

aww):
that's why we must tell each other everything.

anyway today woke up with a bad neck ache cos i slept in a wrong position.
D:
ache th whole day until now
and it's abit swollen, owwwww.

anyw, met chris (who was late) and ohlee t do stuff at my house.
hot chick!
HAHAHA.

anyw found this cool blog with LOTS of wonderful nice pictures.
saving all of them(:
HAHA
http://www.smileee.tumblr.com/

7am tmr(:
XOXO

hello(:

today my mom baked awesome lemon drizzle cake and pineapple cake(:
super nice.
one day i'll bake wonderful cakes as well
XOXO

piano today was quite fun(:
not for mei though, cos she had t stay back after lesson t complete undone papers :D
HAHA.

went climbing big drains with my parents in order t get t City Square.
HAHA so funny.

bala was quick and fast today, differentiation seems fun ;D
they always do at first, then after that i'll start hating.

anyway just watched drag me t hell
orphan's still nicer(:

k it's midnight alr.
goodnight.
XOXO

today;

100 reasons in th morning(:
:D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D

after that was zzz
and during pe played iphone games with saw
HAHAAHA cute mice jumping into holes.

recess;
chicken rice th chilli damn spicy nowadays.
so i'm probably going on hiatus frm chicken rice till further notice.
too much spicy stuff can't be too good for my stomach.
hydrochloric acid and pepsin and rennin and all.

after that lessons still very zzz ):
teachers also never teach, then end up angie saw and i keep floating t th toilet
neo is creepy and kind of like a grownup version of Creepy

co was boring shit ):
walked home with lq and went home and rush for tuition and now i'm home

still got theory not finished!!!
D:
later gna wake up at midnight with my sis t mug finish theory ):
sian

and tmr chris pangsehing me for bala and th rest of this month's bala ):
evil woman.

currently, i'm quite very extremely hungry.
k bye.

100 reasons(:
XOXO

i'm blogging again cos of someone -,-

nothing t say, actually.

100 reasons due tmr ):
3 more... just 3 more...

i'm doing theory now D:
horrible horrible horrible.

and my knee hurts like crap cos someone accidently fell in th bathroom earlier and landed on her knees ):

anddddddddd yay monday no school hahhahahhahahahaahahhhahaaa
dno going t do ______ or go movie marathon at angie's place
or maybe i should just stay home and meditate.

and now as i stare at page69 of my theory book, i am filled with accomplishment as i'm about t finish th qn.

but then i realise pg70 also must do
DDDDD:
gg-fied.

fanhaitnhiglsrnthail;roihna;eoihnt ;ahirothi nhtgr nahtialrhuilkrhtkjrla

life is sad, that's what.
XOXO

Vanilla Twilight
Owl City

The stars lean down to kiss you,
And I lie awake I miss you.
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere.
'Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly,
But I'll miss your arms around me.
I'd send a postcard to you dear,
'Cause I wish you were here.

I watch the night turn light blue.
But it's not the same without you,
Because it takes two to whisper quietly,
The silence isn't so bad,
Till I look at my hands and feel sad,
'Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly.

I'll find repose in new ways,
Though I haven't slept in two days,
'Cause cold nostalgia chills me to the bone.
But drenched in Vanilla twilight,
I'll sit on the front porch all night,
Waist deep in thought because when I think of you.
I don't feel so alone.
I don't feel so alone.
I don't feel so alone.

As many times as I blink I'll think of you... tonight.
I'll think of you tonight.

When violet eyes get brighter,
And heavy wings grow lighter,
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again.
And I'll forget the world that I knew,
But I swear I won't forget you,
Oh if my voice could reach back through the past,
I'd whisper in your ear,
Oh darling I wish you were here.

-

i didn't realise Vanilla Twilight lyrics were so beautiful till liying wrote them down today
owl city is awesome.
The Saltwater Room and Fireflies damn nice also ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh his voice!
:D

anyway my results completely STINK
):
but i shall pull up my socks and pull down my skirt (quoted from lam)

srsly i'm gna change myself
i'm going t be a very neat and organised person.
i'll have a homework file.
no more mountains on my table (unfortunately. cos i like sleeping on mountainy tables)
i'll change my handwriting cos it's messy and i wna be a new and neat person.

but i wont be neat until th extent of pinning up hair lah :D
cos i strongly believe that hair does not maketh good results

k bye
XOXO

90. First off, what is your name?
Amanda Ong (:

89. What did you do last night
use com, watch a bit of 200 Pounds Beauty and go sleep.

88. Do you have a best friend that you can talk to 24/7?
a few i guess

87. Do you have any siblings?
yes, a sister whom i tell EVERYTHING t, and end up kena betrayed by her D:

86. How many years apart is your mom and dad?
9

85. Do you like someone?
i like everyone(:

84. What does the 7th message in your text inbox say?
there's no louis and kiatswee at home. plus i have a date with free food later. lol.

83. Who sits beside you in maths?
liying. we survive neo together!

82. Where is your dad right now?
somewhere

81. Do you burn incense?
sometimes

80. Do you have a problem?
you think?

79. Who is the 5th person you got a missed call from?
jax

78. Closest purple object?
a purple smiley face sticker on my awesome blue book, courtesy of liying

79. Closest silver object?
some silver tube thingy.

76. Closest yellow object
DUCK!!! :D

75. Do you sing in the shower?
when i feel like it(:

74. What is bugging you right now?
a lot of random things like "omg it's bloody hot" and "why isn't there anyone online? oh cos most people are at school" and "what's kid doing?"

73. How does your hair look right now?
messy.

72. Do you know all the words to the Star Spangled Banner?
whats that

71. When is the last time you said the pledge of allegiance?
whats that

70. If you could kill someone, who would it be?
some teacher in school like neo or smth. i dont know.

69. Do you have any fears?
dragon bloody flies.

68. What do you hear right now?
my grandmother calling me for lunch -,-

67. Do you like kangaroos?
i'm ok with them

66. Can you roll your tongue?
yes

65. What are you wearing?
shirt+pajama pants

64. Who was the last person to message you?
someone

63. Do you like emo kids?
HAHAH EMO KIDS SITTING ON SWINGS? yes(:

62. Screamo or Country?
country; taylor swift ftw!

61. Rock or Rap?
rock. rap makes me headachey.

60. Polka or Disco?
polka dot bigini! a disco ball is just hanging by a thread.

59. Flying or Driving?
can i drive a flying car?

58. Who last called you?
someone.

57. Was your Valentine's day nice?
good enough?

56. What are you doing now?
lunch and this quiz and theory.

55. Who was the last person you said I love you to?
my sister(:

54. Would you die for someone?
depends?

53. Would you date anyone from your work?
maybe?

52. Do long distance relationships work?
depends. lol. but doesnt usually last, unfortunately ):

51. Do you have any pet peeves?
yes. like when someone thinks lowly of himself when he's actually not, when people touch my neck (i'm sensitive around th neck area), when i cant get my piano pieces or scales right, etc.

50. Do you have to pee right now?
Wow, amazingly, i dont have to.

49. When did you last talk to one of your siblings?
just a moment ago.

48. What are you doing tomorrow?
i'll be waking up early and getting back results D:

47. Do you worry about getting older?
not yet

46. Have you ever had an ingrown toenail?
dont think so

45. Do you pick your scabs?
it seems entertaining.

44. Ever drink your blood?
not always cos i'm not a vampire cos i don't like edward cullen neither do i like twilight.

43. Do your bandaids have cartoons on them?
no, i'm not becky, HAHAHA though i think quite nice leh.

42. Do you bite your nails?
no its gross):

41. Do you wax your eyebrows?
no i'm not twy :D

39. Do you check CelebPox.com for celebrity gossip?
not interested.

38. Do you have a jar where you keep your loose change?
i have a coin box! :D which i put notes in too.

37. Do you own a pogo stick?
no that's just weird.

36. Ever gone a whole day without eating?
NEVER!!! GET FAT! FAT!!!

35. Do you own ripped jeans?
no

34. What makes you mad?
see 51.

33. What would you do if you found out that you were adopted?
What can i do? i think i'd emo a while, do some thinking and then go find my real parents :D

32. Are you jealous a lot of the time?
when someone talks t other girls. and also, sometimes, i wish i had a moustache or a sexy mole like neo's or a huge tummy you can rest your arms on like twy's.

31. Do you use a calendar or day planner to schedule everything on?
my phone calendar lor. and my EOY Muggertoad plan(:

30. Are you OCD?
sounds very familiar. obssesive compulsive disorder right? hmmm nope.

29. Do you have ADD?
maybe? haha

28. Do you have low self esteem?
sometimes):

27. Who can make you laugh during the hardest time?
myself, duck, someone, some friends, mother maybe? dont know.

26. What was the last thing you watched on TV?
200 Pounds Beauty

25. When was the last time you had professional pictures taken?
class photo.

24. Have you done a whitening treatment on your teeth?
Nope, but darlie seems to help.

23. What is your favorite movie?
currently, it's Orphan. it's rly awesome(:

22. Who do you love?
I love everybody. well, almost. with emphasis on family, friends and someone.

21. What is playing on your MP3 player right now?
fireflies - owl city

20. What holiday is your birthday closest to?
it's during th march holidays(:

19. What's your favorite drink?
fruit flavoured bubbletea! HAHAHA and coffee(: and many others.

18. Do you own any big sunglasses?
nope

17. Bed sheet color?
i think it's yellow with pink flowers HAHAHA

16. Ever encountered a shark?
on tv and haha underwater world

15. Has anyone ever sang or played for you personally?
sang, i think so. played, unfortunately no.

14. Have you ever bungee jumped?
nay, my heart's too weak for all that.

13. Where was the last place you went besides your house?
crap i dont rmb lol i think somewhere in th west

12. What's the first thing you notice about the same sex?
hair

11. Is it hard to express your feelings to someone?
depends :/

10. Why are people such self-centered beings?
i dont know and i dont care

9. Are you sad?
i are neutral

8. Are you happy?
neutral

7. Favorite day of the year?
no idea. my bday lor.

6. Have you ever licked someone's cheek?
i've licked th inside of mine.

5. Watched all Spiderman movies?
not sure.

4. What are you looking forward to?
something

3. Favorite Lucky Charms Marshmallow?
whats that? anyway i dont like marshmallows D:

2. Have you ever ridden in a limo?
no

1. Do you want to get married?
NO I DONT. (my mum says people who say that they dont want to, will get married first. that's my motive anyway)
XOXO

i feel pissed now.
i dont understand why that person is daoing me just because i said sorry.
i mean, why can't i be sorry?
how can like that one?

):

fine.
be that way.
XOXO

ytd NO PIANO NO BALA omgee sleep until th sun shone in my face (:
went t imm and my phone got confiscated D:
sian.

came home and watched Orphan with my parents
it's th awesomest show lah
esther is damn evil

come t think of it, lucky we didn't manage t sneak in th other time
ytd even as i watched at home with all th lights on, i was running around with a pillow.
if i had watched in th cinema, with everything t th max except th lights, i think i'll just run out of th cinema

but it's a really good movie (:
better than drag me t hell i think
i'm most probably gna watch it today :D

haha ytd mom bought some crabs.
they damn pro lah, dno how they do one.
they pushed over th bucket and cover and crawled all over th house.
damn scary LOL
and i just had them for lunch(:
chilli crab yumyum

ok i'm supposed t be practising my piano for 1h 3omin now.
later got audrey DDD:

oh ya, next sunday i think i'll be going t johore

hehehehehehehehheehheheehhehhhheheheheheheheheeeeeeeehop.

k i go mug piano alr
bye
XOXO

mini olympics were just a complete waste of time.
srsly, we didnt do anything at all.
just slacking in th indoor stadium and walking around school with linting.

after that liying came and we attempted t sneak out of th school which apparently failed.
so we slack in canteen for 10 mins and then woosh! th gates open and everyone was freed!

i was really tired at first so i thought of going home but in th end went t find becky ohlee and eunice at tampines.

watched Monsters And Aliens and Drag Me To Hell outside some vcd shop.
DMTH was freaky and i embarassed myself in public ):

anyway.
watched 500 Days Of Summer.
it was, okay, i think.

tom meets summer, tom falls in love with summer, summer doesn't really love tom, summer plays with tom's feelings, summer suddenly gets married, leaves tom feeling very depressed, tom finally gets over summer after a long time, tom meets new girl, and guess what, her name's autumn.

a 2hour long film in a long sentence.
that's about all lah, nothing else.
except 'lots of sex' lol
and th girl looks ALOT like katy perry.

ooh and we met christabellypoo and her robotics friends in th cinema HAHAHA LOL

):

tuition later.
i've t go find those old old old photos of zy and me
hahaha
gna bring them let her see omg heheheheheheeheheh.
it's gna be so epic lol

k bye
XOXO

HEHEHEHEHEHHEHEHHEHEHEHE EOYS OVER OVER OVER AT LAST :DDD
bloody happy.
k maybe not that happy.
haha i also dno why.
like no feeling like that but haha who cares, no more mugging t midnight!

ooh speaking of that.
i'm addicted t Muttons To Midnight hahahah they're really damn funny lah.

k anyway
all th papers were okay i guess.
emath wasn't as hard as i thought, but still got alot of sums i cannot do lah.
so dno cmi or not D:

anyway today was quite a happy day
went school early and had breakfast with my dad which ended on quite an unhappy note D:
but dwell not on sad matters.

went t class and it was empty and dark):
so i went canteen and saw my dear bff
so i went and join them in their mugging hehehe
so extra, i know but oh well.

kiwi taught me circles(:
and we gave each other hearts of goodluck :D

after emath paper :D :D :D
saw, jax, clara, angeline and me went clara's house for lunch and movie(:

ice age with them damn funny HAHAHA
diego is HOT (:
and z.w. looks like Sid.
HAHAHAHAAH and th dodo birds were so epic

clara's mom gave us a lift t school(:
damn funny, th scouts at th gate thought she was th VIP or smth then chauffer th car inside LOL
damn funny.
we were kind of late thanks t ice age and my dear diego.
but there were ppl MUCH later haha.

grad ceremony was zzz
and so, so long!
and there are ALOT of amandas in sec4.

after th thing ended.
frolicked in th field through The Hole with woonkee and saw.
th ground damn squishy lah i don't want t know what lurks underneath all th tall grass.
plus there were loads of tiny flies D:
however, it's still fun(:
plus nice nice nice romantic sunshiney weather.

came home feeling really tired, still am really tired.

1. tmr's mini olympics, t pon or not t pon?
2. still owe becky her bday present
3. MOVIE!!!
4. still owe 100 reasons why
5. piano exam next feb DDD: die.

srsly, i have t pass.
though i really think i'd fail.
but if i dont pass then it's 300dollars gone down th drain D:

wl, after exams still have piano t mug
it's a sad sad sad life, that's what it is.

):

argh t hell with mini olympics!

-pictures some other day- haha
XOXO

5 MORE DAYS (and 12 more days to freedom :D)

happy birthday t my dear becky today(:
hahaha hoped she liked th spamming someone gave her.

bala was zzzz today, but thanks dear chrissypoo loads cos she helped me with my trig (:

"today I didn't manage to scare anyone but amandy diffused her organized messiness to me, hahah disaster ttm srsly, and we spent class boomz boomz boomzing around singing I got a feeling (that tnight's gna be a good night, that tnight's gna be a good good night).My itsy bitsy teeny weeny yellow polka dot bigini is boomz! (said A) and I ttly have to take pictures of amanda's organized mess. Epic ttm, hahhahah we were clearing it the other day and it was so dusty + there was a funny smell I SWEAR" -liying's blog

hahaha kop th week's happenings frm liying's blog cos i lazy type.
+ Gabe!!!
can't forget about that.
and also liying's failed scare attempt HAHAHAAH THAT WAS SO AWESOME.
"wheee!"

anyway.
still not making much progress DDD:
die.

and kid is so wonderful.
thanks for th pink flower(:
lol
it's PINK.
hahaha

andddddddd nothing else i guess.
oh yah, monday's 'yanjiang' = die.

th end.
XOXO