the loved one


OK I dont know who this woman is, SHE IS NOT ME, I know I should replace her face with MINE :D but I dont wanna, I enjoy seeing her face and I'm sure everyone else does too.

Hello, I'm Amanda
Yay, I'm 15 this year hahahahahaha
My birthday's on 170394 and I want presents!
But I would gladly accept hugs too ;D

Studying at anglican high school,1F'07 2G'08 3L'09
I'm in chinese orchestra, happily plucking my pipa strings in plucked-strings/tanbo (pipa)
I play pipa3 (it used to be 10, but it changed its name)
I'm dangerous with Pipa3, watch your heads.

I live in my very own Mushroom Land where everything is perfect with pretty rainbows and stars and sunflowers and everything else wonderful
I HATE REALITY. Like argh, srsly.
Though it can be pleasant at times.
HAHAHAHAHA yay me, yay you, yay us

Lastly, imma happy girl, see me SMILE (:

she loves and hates

Someone ♥
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Basically, anything pretty and wonderful

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And I hate feeling jealous.

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Thursday, April 30, 2009



i've got many prettaye pictures in my phone.
but lazy transfer t com.
plus all my music and new photos too.
one day after MYE i'll post up everything yay
anyway.
today morning assembly was exciting lol
a bee landed on youjin's shirt and died there.
lol i sacrificed my chinese tb t scoop th dumb insect up.
yay me.
after geog i stayed back in class t chiong chem.
crazy.
my desk was piled high with chem notes and th file and th textbook and i was going mad.
chem was funny
hahahaha
i love mrs lam lah
i dont know why, srsly
she's a lousy chem teacher.
she keeps catching me for my hair.
she forgets our names.
but i still love her
hahahaha she's damn cute lah srsly
and she gave us sweets today :D
-
myes are coming hurray.
i've got t start chionging.
bio; left study transport in humans. and read up th previous chapters again.
emath; reviseeeeeeeeee
amath; polynomials~
chinese; everything. ugh.
chem; revise everything.
english; NOTHING HAHAHA YAY
lit; read TKAM again
ss; STUDY TECHNIQUES AND EVERYTHINGGGG
geog; vegetation. and ohcrap plate tectonics.
THUS, th impt subjs i have t mug really hard for are
chinese emath ss and geog
i guess.
ooh i just completed my 100x punishment for piano
LOL
yay.
kellyn sucks.

XOXO

Monday, April 27, 2009



hurray!



haha.
life's pleasant enough.


even the road stains can't help but love.
lol
someone's so wonderful t give me 2 stains on th road.
one at 4pm and one at 6pm.
aww.
ily
bio test was :D
th mcq part was damn easy lah.
but th structured parts wasnt really good.
but oh whatev
tmr's compo
and after both compos, got ss makeup (which she better not forget for th 3rd time) and mrmok makeup too.
LOL
MMM.
mr mok makeup.
sigh.
all th best for tmr (:
tagbacks;
rongrong; OMG DARLING RONGRONG HAHAHAA junior rong rong .. (:
leeqing; I KNOW I KNOW lol thanks t me lah ;D
chris; of course gold lah. got me leh (:
siewbee; i. have. no. idea. lol.
emo kid lighten up/... ; yeahyeah..
kiwi; thanks for your support, dahling.
ong wai meng; th point is that i dont want t remove it. i think she's cool and i want her on my blog at th top. yay. i love her. whoever she is.
susie; who are you.
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[edited]
p/s i think you're retarted spastic funny cute nice wonderful brilliant talented. which all just sums up as YAY. just th way i like it. yay. yay you.

XOXO

Friday, April 24, 2009



it's those cuddly moments of affection that draws us closer by the second
-
life sucks.
i dont know what i'd do without th few important people in my life.
what'd i do without friends?
or family?
or even worse, you?
ily
i'm a lucky girl.
i keep telling myself that lol
even though i know i'm not, but there are stuff t be thankful for.
ily
i'm easily contented.
i have t be easily contented.
or else i'd be really depressed with what i have now.
ily
mye's coming soon.
i havent started at all.
i'm so worried, i really want t start mugging
but i dno where t begin.
i have bio ca2 next week and oh no.
sigh.
ily
go go go amanda you can do it.
i'm so stupid i encourage myself.
when carrying th goddamned bloody pipa, and when i'm dowwwnnnnnnn.
that's cos, if i dont, no one will.
and if no one will, then i'll not be able t do it.
ily
then again.
ily
ily
i'm lucky; i'm in love with my best friend

XOXO

Wednesday, April 22, 2009


2.4 ytd was harharharharharhhhoehoooheeeedoodeedum.
i ran with kiwi and ended up in front, encouraging lots of people ha.
yay me.

so i got 127.

thenthenthen went burger king have dinner.
after that got lost.
followed some random person around and then lost that person, so we were lost somewhere in marine parade.
in th end found th way thanks t me and my wonderful sense of direction yayyyy.

bus-ed t tampines and bused back home right t my doorstep yay.

then then this morning i overslept.
woke up at 7am.
and chiong like crap.

i didnt take my breakfast D:

reach school, everyone was taking attendance.
sian.

then blah.

chem was funny.
i srsly love mrs lam.
next time i'll post a pic of her.

thenthen bio lab.
yay
we cut pig heart
whoo.
funfun.
pics next time.

thenthenthen.
then.

oh no
tmr got 5 periods of chem lol
i think.
cos mrs lam went and stole english and emath periods.
so its 5 solid periods of chem after recess.
till end of school
HAHAHA

sian.

okokokokokkkkokok.

smile. because every 60 seconds of frowning is a minute of happiness that you will never get back.

p/s if i have been irrational these few days, i'm sorry :D

XOXO

Monday, April 20, 2009


SYF DAY :D

i was supposed t reach school early today; i needed help for amath.
but thanks t my dear meimei, i reach school at 7++
thanks alot lah.

reach co room, i borrow oli's amath tb and consulted people.
blah.

all in all, today was
- embarassing
- exhausting
- exhilarating

before syf got alot of bad omens.
bad signs.
thus we were worried that they all were hinting that our syf will screw up.

cos firstly, linlaoshi accidently hit my head with th cello foot.
oh my hair lah, literally.
not only that, i almost suffered a brain concussion.

then during lunch break at 10am
kiwi dropped her bowl of noodles.
poor girl.

then i was walking around th whole canteen, not knowing i stained my skirt.
it was only outside co room that peiyi noticed it
wth, what great timing lah.
tmr got 2.4 then today come.
PISSED OFF.

then kiwi wore wrong shoes.

then i lost my comb.

yah.
it was bad.

-

then after we change into th horrible co costume, we still had t lug th pipa back into co room.

i didnt put make up lah.
lol
kiwi put eyeshadow for me but i clean off hahaaha.
i believe in natural beauty yay HUR

yah so anyway.
syf was okay.
OKAY.
it was so cold inside that my fingers froze and i cannot do th fast parts good enough
and th worst thing was that i cannot do lun zi.
WHAT TH SHIT
i have been lun-ing for th past 3 years and now i cant even lun.
pissed off.

but we still got gold hahaha.
so its okay i guess.

yah and now my tummy hurts like crappppp.
i cant run tmr.
i really cant.
shit.

gonna go recuperate.
k bye

XOXO

Sunday, April 19, 2009


i chalked my pipa today.

okay.
syf tomorrow.

and i havent change my jiaobu yet.

but i alr change xian and chalk and polish yay.
stupid binglian almost all is we do for her lor

so tmr i'm going early early early t co room
and i'm gonna chiong amath.
i did th 17qns and i died at almost all th qns.
th 17lives of amanda ong.

yah so tmr morning is for amath.
after syf coming back school, maybe kiwi and i go consult mdm ho on bio

yay i plan my time so well and i'm happy.

blah.
blahhhhhhh.

soon i'm going t zilian again.
soon.

hur.

tmr's gonna be embarassing.

k bye.

HURRAY i'll stick you on my forehead

XOXO

Saturday, April 18, 2009


i'm jealous.
my sister's got a new phone and i dont.
):
its a sony ericsson W595 and its white and red and its chio.
HUMPHS.

i'm so sick and tired of co
of my pipa.
of my bloody nails.
of th bloodier nail card.
of th 2 songs.
of taking th pipa in and out of th case

okay its just one last time tmr.
and monday.
then after monday, i'll kiss my pipa goodbye and not see it for a very long time.
perhaps up till next year.

no lah.
why would i pon co?
i love it too much.

SYF's on monday D:
actually like no feeling lor.
everyone's freaking out.
except a few of us.
lol

th only thing i'm freaking out over is th costume.
ugh we have t wear it in th morning and walk around school up till like 1 lor
so embarassing can.
somemore lunch is at 10.
what th hell.

and we've got t tie stupid ribbons in our hair hahaha.
so retarted!
lol

nevermind.

ytd night i watched final destination 3 at last
till like 1am hahs.
SUPER NICE SHOW.
but its damn violent lah.
all th people died violent deaths
and most of them burst like watermelons when they got crushed.
and got one girl got drilled through her head.
i dno how they did it lah
so realisic looking.
and got one guy got half of his head chopped off.
i'd like t watch it again!!!
teehee.
oh and th ending was cool.

hahs today i mugged bio.
i was wondering why did i bring home all my bio books then i realised tue got bio ca2.
plus english summary.
plus amath i think.
plus napfa.

killmenow.

i'm just a little bit caught in the middle
life is a maze
and love is a riddle
i don't know where to go
can't do it alone
i've tried
and i don't know why

i'm lucky; i'm in love with my best friend

I LOVE YOU TOO I LOVE YOU TOO I LOVE YOU TOO I LOVE YOU TOO I LOVE YOU TOO I LOVE YOU TOO :DDDD

XOXO

Wednesday, April 15, 2009


i'm hungry.

andddd well today.
erm erm erm.
oh yeah!
geog test was okay i guess.
it started raining all of a sudden during th test and doors were slamming and winds were blowing and my hair was flying.
but i still didnt lose my concentration yay i'm so happy yay yay yay.
ok.

then recess ate with yanmin and felicia.

then studied chem in 3k with some retarts.
sigh.
mrs lam.
sigh.
mrs lam.

ok.
today chem we didnt have test LOL
she was complaining why we have 6 tests this week and say that we very stupid never tell teacher change date.
so she set some nonsensical rules.

sian lah.
life sucks, srsly.

then PE just did sitreach.
41cm i think.
yah then we ran 5 rounds.
some of us cheated and th china teacher saw, and punish us run one more round LOL
whatev.
then after that was slacking with kaiyi, listening t korean songs on her phone.
yay.

i'm an Advocate yay.
at first i do wrong then i was type D
which was domineering and dno what dno what.
which i am so totally not.
i'm so gentle lah can

k thats all bye.

oh yah today th 4 of us yue hao today dont go sectionals selfprac.
then never tell binglian LOL
since she ponned ytd.
so today she ACTUALLY went LOL
that idiot.
so only she go hahaha
huo gai.

then after school got ss makeup
that idiot of a khoo.
she didnt even come lah!!!
let us wait for 30min, then she say today dont have alr.
wtf.
so me and vivian and faith went home.
hahahaha.
gossipped with vivian on th way.
so yay, tmr we're gonna copy off mengying for emath presentation yay.
then then then, i'm gonna move up front.
i cant stand her

k bye

XOXO

Friday, April 10, 2009


good friday huh.

bala for 3hours in th morning.
caravan at night.

you tell me good or not.

XOXO

Thursday, April 9, 2009


ytd's pe was funnnn (:
th cow jumped over th moon cos she finally passed her standing broad jump.
who cares if its an E?
or was it a D.
152 HAHAHAHA.
1cm more than liying hoho.

thn situps i did around 32

after that kaiyi liying and i went t th gym t treadmill again.
and i made a failed attempt t retie my hair.
thus liying help me tie.
like real, it was neater.
LOL

thn we did a makeover for yuzheng while watching some girls basketball match.
walao yuzheng chiobu luh!
HAHAHAHA she srsly looks better with her fringe down and her hair UPPPPP.
jax would fall in love with her in an instant

then liying yuzheng and i took a 'ponytail photo' together LOL

after that...
assembly.
some band performed some nice christian songs.
they were like so muccchhhh better than th songs they usually sing lah.
showers of blessings .____.

then votedddddd.
i voted priscilla.
but while i was sending, my phone lost connection and th message sending failed.
also good lor, my sms burst alr.

a monumental phone bill, indeed.

after assembly had a CO meeting at th front.
bloody hell.
next week is on a super tight schedule lah.
everyday cca leh.

so i guess that means chris will be going alone for bala's paper day next week too ;x

walked with vanessa and chenshu cos becky they all pangsehed me.
then met up with them at mrt then becky came over for tuition ;DD
she's spastic, really.
and she caused my phone t go nuts.
crazy retarted fool of a daughter.
lol

audrey...
dozed off.
then while sleeping i suddenly had a spasm LOL
i literally jumped a foot up what th hell.
th girl beside me was staring at me in shock.
then i burst out laughing hahahahaha.

after that, i folded paper hearts t stay awake.

-

today, was, a, really, bad, day.
early morning i ate medicine while rushing.
then i almost puked.
like srsly.
i felt so bad.

so th whole day i was really drowsy.

and somemore got th Big Ting Xie and lit test.

big tingxie was okaaayy i guess.

and lit test i did on Symptoms OMGGG its such a wonderful poem i love it so muchhhhhhh
i think its super meaningful lah.
i never knew such strong feelings could actually be put down in words so accurately.

cca today.
was sectionals selfprac.
something we didnt have for a rly long time.
Asshole and Mrs Qingkang didnt come today.
bloody Asshole hahaha.

bonded with seniors i guess.
kahsuan's really nice.
she asked if me and kiwi wanted t be in commitee omg lol
like, duh, i wanna take over CO!!!
and bring it down
nah.

so i was polishing my pipa with some lemon cleaning thingy spraying bottle thingy.
srsly, my pipa is th ugliest of th 5 of ours lah.
kiwi's and Asshole's look like chocolate bars lah.
josie's and peiyi's look so gao gui with a carved white dragon thingy at th top with green-tea-flavour kind of green for th 4 tiaoyin bars at th top.

and mine?

mine is like plain brown-black and th 4 bars at th top are like BLACK and there are no carved dragons on its head.
instead there is this weird symbol made of yellow plastic.

super ugly.
but i cant bear t leave it.
i have grown attached t it over th years.

whatev.

so i was polishing it.
and now its so shiny that i can see my face on my pipa's back!
YAY
okay so there's not much of a difference.
whatev.

then mom fetched me frm school before going t tampines sec t pick meimei up.
waited about an hour+++ in th car for her lor.
so i sleep.

tmr's good friday and i. have. bala.
WALAO GIVE ME A BREAK LAH PLEASE!!!
go away!
shooshooshoo.

XOXO

Tuesday, April 7, 2009


LOL

bio today was funnnn ;DDDD
mdm ho brought in a pig stomach and chicken guts.
shaun stuck his whole arm into th stomach and turned it inside out EWWWWW

th chicken guts were cool.
almost th whole digestive system was there lah.
th stomach, th duodenum, th cute bouncy spleen, th green gall bladder, th pancreas which doesnt look like th pictures AT ALL (its not cute and feathery like), and many more.

so cool lah.

this is th first time i'm happy that i'm taking bio :D

-

OH OH ENGLISH LESSON WAS DAMN FUNNY LOL
th hotel project thing.
we rang up hotels LOL.
jax's formal voice is super spastic.
damn fun lol
i rang up Mandarin Oriental Hotel.
that indian woman probably thought it was a prank call lah, with my spastic childish voice.
AND I GIGGLED while asking t book a ballroom for 400people.
what th crap.
lol
like who would take me seriously after that lor.

sigh.

thn a math, mr mok was chasing after a bee LOL
superman indeed.

-

CO.
th 3 idiots pon.
left me and kiwi t fend for ourselves amidst th Wind and Cicadas.

peiyi say cos she stained her skirt, so went home.
thn josie most probably heard peiyi not coming, so she also dont come.
binglian?
aiya she is forever ponning one lah.

anyway, huo gai lor, all 3 of them are in deep shit.
muahahaha.
not i bad lah, but its really too much.
take me and kiwi for granted.

then weiqian praised us teeheehee.
yay me and kiwi.

i srsly love kiwi lah.
she is th kindest soul on earth.
she actually was willing t help me change my pipa strings lah.
thanks man.
ily loadddds :D

emath test tmr.
gg, amanda.

XOXO

Monday, April 6, 2009


1. i'm screwed.
2. i hate skipping recess for chinese.
3. i love WG
4. i think BB juniors are super cute, esp when they're doing pyramids.
5. next week got 4 co practs. got t go back on sunday T.T
6. should i pon tmr?
7. i wanna watch final destination 3 ;D
8. i wanna watch The Sniper edison chen!!!
9. amanda rocks.
10. i miss you.

XOXO

Sunday, April 5, 2009


AH CRAP YOU, ORAL DRAFT.

chiong ar, amanda.

XOXO

Saturday, April 4, 2009


i read Shug for th 4th time today.
cant believe it still touches me as deeply as it did when i read it for th first time years ago.

but this time it reached out t me in a different way.

mark and jack.
they both reminded me of someone.

"He turns to me and smiles, and in that moment he is so dear to me I hurt inside"

i finally know why.
it's because,
i'm afraid of th answer.

XOXO

Friday, April 3, 2009


folding hearts are a form of enjoyment
one day i'm gonna fold a million and put them in a glass jar.
then i'll give them t myself :DDD
i'm so zilian.

today mr mok was super scary.
he was screaming like hell at shayting and valerie.
damn scary.
i dont think i like him very much anymore .__.
teehee.
why so worked up sia...
chill, turban.

co nowadays getting more and more tight.
prac so long, then break only like 10mins lor.
sigh.
next monday its my turn t buy sweets for us all t share.
SIGH.

i really hate feng.
i got a blister on my finger thanks t th first parts lah.

p/s HAHAHA kiwi. baika. ;D get well soon heh :D

oh yah.
my stupid pipa; it has gone feeble.
what happend t its machoness?!
now touch abit then will zou yin.
lousy piece of wood.
which costs around $1000 apparently.

i still cant believe a pipa actually is that ex lah.
even a guitar only costs around $200

-

today tuition was :DDDDDDD
met zhenyi t go bedok together.
she's a super nice girl lah.

mrs kang rocks.
she's a super great chem teacher.
with even better, idiot-proof study notes.
whatever would i do without her.

she taught us The Mole today lol
its a fun chapter.

i tell you, with a chem teacher like mrs lam, i'd fail without mrs kang.

then today so funny lah.
LOL
i never thought i'd enjoy caravan lessons that much.

6 x 10(to the power of 23)
mrs kang said that this is a really huge number.
and t show us how great it actually is...
if there are 6 x 10(to the power of 23) 1cent coins,
and there are 6billion people in the whole world, which is real.
then th total amount of money will make each and every person of th 6billion, a trillionaire.
and bill gates is only a billionaire.
a trillionaire is something like a thousand million.
or smth.

so cool luh.

and if there were 6 x 10(to the power of 23) cans of coke, if we lined and stacked them up, it will circle the earth once, 200miles in height.

pleasantly surprised, i was.

-

hokay.
so i have piano and balah tmr.
and next week is packed with tests.
okay so maybe not exactly 'packed'.
but still got like around 2 lor.

currently, i am in a mess.

i DO NOT understand
1. bio
2. e math
3. geog
4. ss

i need t study!!!
i'm like lagging behind real badly.
shit shoot shat.



i hope you know that you mean the world to me

XOXO

Thursday, April 2, 2009


i'm aching all over.
cos ytd during PE i was working out in th gym :DDD
hahahaha

AND i grew 1cm! yay!

thennnnn
last night had a nightmare.
it was about ben tan.
and it was weird.

actually forgot about it, but had geog today and it all came flooding back
.____.

early in th morning of today.
was in a bad mood cos i dropped my kiap in th car and it went under th seats and had t get out of th car t find for it.
then while i was finding for it and was super pissed off, mrs ong had t pass by and HAD t yank my hair.

early morning leh!
i just tied it ok!
then it all came out.
and i was super super super mad.

so mad that i scolded her badly via sms.

sorry lah, i was in a bad mood.
i didnt mean anything against you.
:D
just dont ever pull my hair in th morning, thanks.

-

then.
Wonderful Wesley came up with th surprise today; his speech LOL
such a liar.
he promised t talk about ME and my wonderfulness.
but instead he talked about READING.
gah.

-

after recess i was emoing in class.
something was gnawing away at my heart.
it hurts, it really does.

but after a while ok alr :D

chem lab was funny today.
mrs lam really damn cute lah.
LOL
she today use a hairband t pull back all her hair.
hahahaha
then when th poisonous fumes come out, she run like super fast t th big container thing.

she run damn cute lor!
like a big bouncy ball like that.
lol

balah balah after school~
chris and i died.

so many bloody questions lah!!!!

thus we ignored th last question which had a) t like z)
all about log.

and i hate log.

so pretend never see lol

and we wrote special love notes t bala in between questions HAHAAH

ooh eric came.
wanted t take photo of him one.
maybe ask him for permission or smth
lol
but chris was too shy :D
so saturday then ask hahaha.

p/s he REALLY looks like corne :DDDD

XOXO