i read Shug for th 4th time today.
cant believe it still touches me as deeply as it did when i read it for th first time years ago.
but this time it reached out t me in a different way.
mark and jack.
they both reminded me of someone.
"He turns to me and smiles, and in that moment he is so dear to me I hurt inside"
i finally know why.
it's because,
i'm afraid of th answer.
XOXO