AMANDAHAHAHAHA most of all, it's built to last says:
martin yan
#19 Liang Jie 3koh-hnine: Another one bites the dust says:
BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO *throws tomato*
AMANDAHAHAHAHA most of all, it's built to last says:
LOL
AMANDAHAHAHAHA most of all, it's built to last says:
martin yan catches it and makes tomato soup
#19 Liang Jie 3koh-hnine: Another one bites the dust says:
too old cannot catch more like it

DO NOT MAKE FUN OF MY MARTIN YAN!
lol
he isnt old D:

LOL BALA CANCELLED HIS WEEKEND CLASSES TODAY :D
so after piano lesson we went home and i slept for more than 2hours

i just watched knowing on some illegal download website :X
its okay i guess.
kinda forgot what it was about alr :D
but pretty cool.

later got my gu junpyo!
lol fine, BOYS OVER FLOWERS.
yay.

-anticipates-

when does orphan start in cinemas?
XOXO

the most brilliant thing happened.
3L's moving down t 1st floor, lowersec block.

no more facing 10 flights of stairs every bloody morning.
no more going down 10 flights of stairs immediately after coming up for morning assembly.

then again.
no more beautiful sunrises
no more big wind
no more better air.

1st floor, lower sec block means,
first for recess.
just walking t class every morning, and t assembly.

then again.
it also means,
NOISY.
OHMYGOD, WALKING AND CLIMBING FOR GEOG AND CHINESE DDD:

why are we moving down?
cos angeline's coming t our class AND she has injured her knee.

haha.
what irony.
haha.
ha.
XOXO

hahaaha i'm backkk :D
th bbq was okay i guess.

met avelene and faith at mrt control station.
shayting was there too, and we were like persuading her t go.
but in th end she also never.

then we walked t pasir ris park.
talk talk talk.
reach there, we went t rent bikes.

me, faith, ave, mel, jax, shaun and johan i think.
faith couldnt cycle, so she was like reluctant t go.
then halfway my stupid slippers cut my foot again
ARGH DAMN YOU, SLIPPERS.
so me and faith zao.
lol

went around looking for plasters
th lousy shop never sell lor D:
so i had t approach some random family.
lucky they have :D

blahhhhh.
had romantic moments with faith at th seaside when th sun was setting.
then after th sun had setted, jax came and interrupted.
talked and bitched about some people

that's all
after that just stood around eating and talking and doing nothing.

then faith had t leave at around 9
so i might as well leave with her.

jax was really nice cos he walked faith and i out of th park, thanks jax.
and blasted and sang along t his britney spears songs LOL
disrupted th couples sitting around th park.
at least he could just blast lah
didnt have t sing right, jax
lol :D

oh and i didnt know If You Seek Amy meant F U C K me.
lol
whatev lah, it's still a nice song anyway :D

then we waited for our parents t come.

LOL MOM SAID FAITH AND JAX GOT 夫妻像 LOL
hahahahhahaah.
and i went home and ate a late dinner :D
srsly, i never ever eat enough at bbqs.
always have backup at home :D

oh and elearning stuff are due tmr at 3pm DDD:
gna get lam's greeemm form LOL

nevermind.
no one did much anyway :D

okay th end.
actually today's bbq was not bad lah.
for first-time-planners like jax and i and with th help of experienced-planner melody lah :D
hm not bad not bad.

but i'll never do this again.
:D

perhaps.
XOXO

Here goes:
Google your name, and write down the first webpage link name that makes grammatical sense and is relevant or just pick the funniest one on the first page of results.

1. Google "[your name] needs":
Amanda needs to pee

LOL I DONT.

2. Google "[your name] looks like":
Amanda looks like she has a big bruise on her cheek

oh really?

3. Google "[your name] likes":
Amanda likes to distract herself with silliness

HAHAAH. perhaps, perhaps.

4. Google "[your name] says":
Amanda says no to grapefruit.

lol NO, grapefruit!

5. Google "[your name] wants":
Amanda wants a Hug 'N Kiss

lol. yah lor. i want it now!

6. Google "[your name] does":
Amanda does porn

go die.

7. Google "[your name] hates":
Amanda hates feet

LOL i'm fine with feet, but i cant stand wiggling toes. RIGHT EUNICE AND BECKY?

8. Google "[your name] can":
Amanda can sing

DUH I CAN! lol i was once in choir okay!

9. Google "[your name] goes":
Amanda goes climbing the walls

i'm not spiderman.

10. Google "[your name] is":
Amanda is a good mom

finally someone says so. my daughter never said that t me before. makes me sad.

11. Google "[your name] loves":
Amanda loves the world

lol got alot of Amanda loves [lots of different guys' names]. but yah, i love th world :D boomdeyada!


THAT WAS FUN :D
XOXO

hahahahaha.
ytd bala was funny.

i reached his house earliest.
then i saw him sleeping in th hall.
LOL

then i didnt disturb him cos i'm a nice girl.
then slowly everyone came alr.
and no one dare wake him up lor.

LOL end up he sleep for at least half an hour :D
AND HE SNORED REALLY REALLY LOUDLY TOO

hahahaahhaa frm th room also can hear lor.

after that went t whitesands with mom where i bought me a blue spag top.
after that i immediately sprung into shopping mode and wanted t buy loads of stuff.
including this $49 pair of sandals :X
lol but of course never lah.

ytd i was really angry at some people.
srsly if you guys dont put in any effort whatsoever, we're just gna be like this for another year.
since we're alr together as a class just make th most out of it.

sigh.
fine, i'm angry at myself too.
i myself also like that.
who am i t comment on others?

3L.
lol.
sigh.

anyway, thanks kid for trying yesterday.
:D

ok i'm going out in another hour or so.
hopefully this turns out well :X

sian.
i dont feel like going.
really.
see lah, jax.
all your fault.
:D
XOXO

i'm sick and tired of elearning.

so far, i've just completed english and 3 heymath benchmarks.

i'm really really tired.

i wanna go back t school.

D:

there's bala tmr and chris is pangsehing me again.
then audrey at night.

blahhhhhh.

i'm srsly rotting in front of th com.
may i rot in peace.
XOXO

i'm almost completing my english alr.
left a few more compre qns and SUMMARY

summary's gna be a killer.

hahahahahaha

nothing t say.
so bye
XOXO

ARGGGHHGHGHGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

i've been online since 1pm, trying t do some elearning
BUT I CANT DO IT

i srsly have just been talking on msn, facebooking and bloghopping all these while.
of course, there's one screen for moodle.
but i havent done anything t that same page except stare at it.

i'm so bloody stressed, i havent finished my holiday homework yet and NOW THERE'S MORE
andddddd
th worst part is I'M STILL BLOGGING!!!

go elearn, damnit.

but i cant

okay.
i have composed myself and i'm filled with a new found sense of determination.
there's loads of elearning t do screw you, lam
thus i shall get started on it.

nooooooooooooooo
i wanna slack

NO AMANDA, YOU SHALL NOT.
YOU SHALL ELEARN.
ELEARN!
XOXO

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY DADDY!
:D
i made a cool card for daddy.
with a huge rainbow stretching across
and then i saw this one dollar coin nearby.
with a stroke of inspiration, i stuck it with tape at th end of th rainbow i had drawn (:

tadah!
th pot of gold at th end of th rainbow!

i'm such a genius.

hahahahahahahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

today went t mel's house t do chem proj
SUMMER GARDENS super nice.
i wish i lived there.

her house super big lah.
it's like 4 stories tall and theres a basement and an attic!!!!!
and there's th swimming pool right smack in front of th door.

so anyway i met kaiyi at eastpoint and my parents fetched us t summer gardens.

th vid is finally completed hahahahaa
th process was fun lol
though there wasnt much content at all
mostly is funny stuff haahaha.

and melody's room has lots of cool creepy dolls
i put a pretty pink bonnet on one of them :D

blah.
oh oh and while we were doing th losing scene, we saw HEAVEN.

literally.

there was this super cool cloud which seemed t emanate light, and got this huge rainbow over it, with swirls of colour all over.
damn damn damn chio!

hopefully someone uploads pics of it.
liying!!!

okay thats all.

my right eye has been hurting th whole day.
please dont let it become sore.
please please please.

D:
XOXO

i'm tired.


:D

jax and i are organising class bbq LOL LOL LOL
i have never done this kind of nonsense before lah
i cant believe it, our class is actually so lousy that this kind of planning have t leave in our hands.

read: JAX HAS NEVER PLANNED BEFORE NEITHER.

lol
it's gna flop.
confirm.

but whatev, who cares ;DDD

hehhhhh.

k bye.
XOXO

i've uploaded lots of lag pics.
but i lazy put all today, so i put chungcheng and co bbq first lah.

cchms debate!



XOXO

YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY
HAHAHAHAHAA
NO ALPS!
NO ALPS!
i'm so happy.
wlao then i chiong all my homework for what sia .__.
hehh

AMANDAHAHAHAHA you're my sunshine says:
HEY KIWI DEAR
ALPS CANCELLED LEH
omgee
its okay if you dao me this time
hahaaha
i'm waaaayy too happy t be angry at you

KIWI(: UNDERSTANDINGLIFE(: says:
YAYAYAYAY
HAPPYYYYYY
omg didnt see i shld have daoed u :x hmph
JKJK (:
fine
now you dao me
hmphs
and btw we are not bffs anymore cause u called me noob on facebook HMPH (:

AMANDAHAHAHAHA you're my sunshine says:
hahahahaha
sorry dear

LOL

okay anyway just now i went t th doctor
i've got asthma.






























no lah.
nothings wrong with me, thankfully.
th doctor told me t swim more.
hahahaha.
YES I SHALL :D
and suntan at th same time, of course.
(:

i love T-Max.
i love T-Max maxxxxx.
esp woobin.
TOLD YOU HE WAS SHUAI HAAA!

:X

i'm in love with Boys Before Flowers OST.
SS501 and T-Max!!!

oh yah.
ytd, went t clara's house t do chem proj.
lol
th vid's really embarassing.
super unglam.
argghhhhh.

then today morning supposed t go mel's house again
but liying and i overslept.
and kaiyi and clara cannot go.
so th whole thing was cancelled LOL
oh yah, so was th class bbq.

so i spent my afternoon with bala
ARENT YOU JEALOUS!
hee.

okay thats all.
bye.

p/s DID I MENTION ALPS IS CANCELLED?! :DDDDDDDDDDD
p/p/s i'm happy.
p/p/p/s ily:D
XOXO

1.Real name : amanda
2.Nickname : ball, amandy, KID.
3.Star sign : pisces
4.Male or female : female
5.Primary school : white sands
6.Secondary school : anglican high
7.JC/POLY : hmm. jc.
8.Hair color : brown-black
9.Long or short : long
10.Loud or Quiet : loud
11.Sweats or Jeans : Jeans
12.Phone or camera : phone
13.Health freak : not really
14.Drink or smoke : drink
15.Do you have a crush on someone : hmm.
16.Eat or drink : both
17.Piercings : 2
18.Tattoos : none

Have you ever :
19.Been in an airplane : yes
20.Been in a relationship: yes
21.Been in a car accident : no
22.Been in a fist fight : i dont know

Firsts:
23.First piercing : 5 years old?
24.First best friend : dont rmb. joey?
25.First award : some sports day award in kindergarten. lol sports day, i dont believe it either
26.First Crush : hahahahaha. magnus. in nursery LOL
27.First Vacation : i dont know. thailand?

Lasts :
28.Last person you talked to : mommy
29.Last person you texted to : clara
30.Last person(s) you watched a movie with: family
32.Last food you ate : dinner
33.Last movie you watched : land of the lost
34.Last song you listened to : because i'm stupid- SS501
35.Last thing you bought : dont rmb
36.Last person you hugged : are soft toys counted?

Favourites:
37.Food : anything
38.Drinks : weightgainer anything
39.Clothing : dont know
40.Books : shopaholic series! something like that.
41.Song : i listen to most stuff.
42.Flower : i love all flowers. esp sunflowers cos they're happy and gay.
43.Colors : i love all colours. esp pink :D
44.Movies : something with a good plot
45.Phrase: i talk too much. i cant remember.
46.Subjects: i dont know.

You ever done before:
47.Kissed in the snow : pity it doesnt snow here.
48.Celebrated Halloween : no.
49.Had your heart broken : yes.
50.Went over the minutes on your cell phone : always.
51.Someone questioned your sexual orientation : yes. LOL IM NOT, DAMNIT.
52.Came out of the closest : huh?
53.Gotten pregnant : no.
54.Had an abortion : NO! NEVER!
55.Done something you've regretted : tons
56.Broke a promise : yes
57.Hid a secret : yeah, not for long though.
58.Pretended to be happy : all th time. but i'll end up failing terribly.
59.Met someone who changed your life : lots of 'someones'
60.Pretended to be sick : HAHAHAHA. i rock at this please.
61.Left the country : yeah.
62.Tried something you normally wouldn't try & liked it : yes
63.Cried over some silliest thing : always
64.Ran a mile : how long is a mile?
65.Went to the beach with your best friend(s) : yeah.
66.Stay single the whole year : duh

Currently:
67.Eating : nothing
68.Drinking : nothing
69.I'm about to : finish this quiz. and finish my zuowen :D at last yay
70.Listening to : th aircon noise.
71.Plans for tomorrow : project at clara's place :D
72.Waiting for : bedtime. lol. i wanna go mushroom land alr
73.Want kids : YES! 10 OF THEM. sigh. then again, maybe not. heard giving birth is painful.
74.Want to get married : yes!
75.Careers in mind : dno. piano teacher? heh. nono, pipa teacher! :D
76.Which is better , Girl / Boy : girl lah duh. so i can dress them like barbie doll :D but boy also ok lah
77.Lips or eyes : eyes. hee.
78.Shorter or taller : taller
79.Romantic or spontaneous : abit of both.
80.Nice stomach or nice arms : arms.
81.Sensitive or loud : both
82.Hook-up or relationship : relationship
83.Trouble-maker or hesistant : neither.

Have you ever:
84.Lost glasses/ contacts : no
85.Ran away from home : i thought of it.
86.Hold a gun or knife for self defense : a pen.
87.Killed somebody : NO!!!
88.Broken someone's heart : i dont think so.
89.Been arrested : no
90.Cried when someone died : not yet

Do you believe in:
91.Yourself : yes.
92.Miracles: yes.
93.Love at first sight : hahaha, yes.
94.Heaven : perhaps. more of mushroom land, actually.
95.Santa Claus : i once wrote a letter to santa, he never replied. broke my heart.
96.Sex on the first date : never.
97.Kiss on the first date : no.
98.Is there one person you want to be with right now : yes :D
99.Are you seriously happy with where you are in life : not too bad.


OI!
do your zuowen lah amanda!
XOXO

i spent th whole of this morning reading :D
no, not th chinese book.
'Me and Mr Darcy'
it's a nice book lor.
surprisingly my reading speed has increased
i finished th book before lunchtime
:D

after lunch i did zuowen D:
writers block for arnd 3 hours.
now i finished 2.5 pages alr.

and now i'm trying (read: TRYING) t do th enjoyedu chinese compre shit.
i'm staring at th page for so long and have barely registered th first paragraph yet.

arghhhhhhhhhhhh.

thursday got class bbq :X
attended another Jax's Inspirational Talk.
fine i'll go.

oh no, my hair's still screwed.
D:

proj tmr.

sigh.

HOMEWORK : 80% UNCOMPLETE STILL D:
i'm so screwed.
so is my hair.
XOXO

i'm so dead.
i havent touched almost any homework yet.
crapppppppppp.

and i'm having difficulties with breathing.
my chest is hurting.

D:
XOXO

i cut my hair today D:
almost all th layers GONE.
poof.

now th ends are super straight lah
so weird and heavy and bouncy
LOL
dumb.

and tmr got cca
but heard th teacher recovered and is back in singapore alr DDDD:
so we'll be seeing her tmr arghhhhhhh.

sian.

LOL LOL LOL my sister is learning korean on youtube.
th dumb guy is so dumb.
eotteokeh!
ohhhhh-tohhhh-kehhh!
ohh... tohhh... keh!

that means how, by th way.
LOL

that dumb guy on th vid keeps repeating that word lah.
it's getting on my nerves.

oh and i'm done with facebook quizzes.
waste of time leh srsly.

'when will you get married?'
july 25th, 2010

LOL LOL LOL
next year only lor i'm soo excited.
.__.
XOXO

watched Land Of The Lost today.
it's a dumb show, but entertaining all th same.
comedies are always dumb.

nothing much lah...
sigh my bill's coming this sat.

please please please dont burst D:
please i beg of you, gods of phone bills whatever.

sian.

ily (:
XOXO

just now during audrey i was feeling really terrible.
like, short of breath, and i was sweating even though th aircon was on.
dno why like not enough oxygen like that, super scary D:

but now ok alr lah :D

drag me to hell OUT TMR!
lol lol lol

facebook quizzes are a good way t waste time.
XOXO

and then slowly but gradually, there's nothing more to say.

bala and audrey later D:
argh faster get it done and over with lah.
then tmr going out! :D
and wonderful cca on fri CANT WAIT .__.
ily, shi mian mai fu.
XOXO

facebook is fun LOL
though it lags my com.
but it's fun.

i'm wasting my life away like this UGH


AMANDAHAHAHAHA love is about being stupid together says:
kiwi why your pm always sounds so emo
AMANDAHAHAHAHA love is about being stupid together says:
D:
AMANDAHAHAHAHA love is about being stupid together says:
are you suffering frm some kind of depression?

KIWI(: UNDERSTANDINGLIFE(: says:
LOL im not emo
KIWI(: UNDERSTANDINGLIFE(: says:
NO
KIWI(: UNDERSTANDINGLIFE(: says:
i am not suffering from depression

AMANDAHAHAHAHA love is about being stupid together says:
this is one of th symptoms of depression
AMANDAHAHAHAHA love is about being stupid together says:
DENIAL
AMANDAHAHAHAHA love is about being stupid together says:
oh poor kiwi
AMANDAHAHAHAHA love is about being stupid together says:
D:

KIWI(: UNDERSTANDINGLIFE(: says:
amanda...........................................

AMANDAHAHAHAHA love is about being stupid together says:
yes, kiwi?

KIWI(: UNDERSTANDINGLIFE(: says:
i do not have depression

AMANDAHAHAHAHA love is about being stupid together says:
its okay kiwi
AMANDAHAHAHAHA love is about being stupid together says:
i wont isolate you just because you have depression
AMANDAHAHAHAHA love is about being stupid together says:
dont worry
AMANDAHAHAHAHA love is about being stupid together says:
i'll stay with you forever
AMANDAHAHAHAHA love is about being stupid together says:
you're my best friend

KIWI(: UNDERSTANDINGLIFE(: says:
i dont want

AMANDAHAHAHAHA love is about being stupid together says:
why are you always being so so so mean t me D:
AMANDAHAHAHAHA love is about being stupid together says:
i mean, its okay if you have depression and all, i understand

KIWI(: UNDERSTANDINGLIFE(: says:
im not u so mean say i got depression ):

AMANDAHAHAHAHA love is about being stupid together says:
lol

KIWI(: UNDERSTANDINGLIFE(: says:
I DO NOT HAVE DEPRESSION ROAR

AMANDAHAHAHAHA love is about being stupid together says:
okaay okaay i'm sorry dear kiwi
AMANDAHAHAHAHA love is about being stupid together says:
maybe you dont

KIWI(: UNDERSTANDINGLIFE(: says:
YES

AMANDAHAHAHAHA love is about being stupid together says:
okok
AMANDAHAHAHAHA love is about being stupid together says:
happy happy forever!


LOL i love talking t my dear emo kiwi online.

tmr's gna be a busy busy buzzy day.
afternoon got bala's Special Extra Holiday lesson DDDD:
and after dinner got audrey (read: sleep time)
NO NO NOOOO, AMANDA YOU CANNOT SLEEP DURING ENGLISH TUITION!
i'll pinch myself t stay awake, yes i shall!

today had an interesting talk with someone.
lol retarted.

then after that this weird woman frm some agency called.
"Do you have a credit card?" she asked.
"A credit card?" i asked back.
"yeah, a credit card."
"what's a credit card?"
"you dont know whats a credit card??"
"i dont know whats a credit card."
"oh. are you a student?"
"YES I AM, AHAHAHAHAHAHA." yes, i laughed.
"oh. -somethingsomething,couldntmakeoutwhatshesaid- bye."
AND SHE FREAKING SLAMMED TH PHONE.

LOL SHE SOUNDED REALLY PISSED.
heh.

it was pretty darn funny.
hahah, cheap thrills.

after that i went t sleep until 7 plus.

k bye.
XOXO

i FINALLY finished reading Rachel's Holiday
after so long hahahahah.

it's a great book.
excluding some x-rated parts which i skipped.
jax would love this book.

but minus those parts and it's a nice book.

i almost cried toward th end D:

:D

tmr's shop&movie with liying and kaiyi cancelled.
postponed t next tue.

korean dancing movie??! LOLOLOLOL.
no hannah montana movie please!
i hate that girl.
she's a thick eejit and she should just jump in th lake.


AMANDAHAHAHAHA love is about being stupid together says:
we're gna play that song on friday with such gusto that we'll blow th conductor awayyy
KIWI(: UNDERSTANDINGLIFE(: says:
yes, we're gna do that

hahahahahah lol
XOXO

oh helloooooo everybardy!
it's a happy monday day and i'm at home cos today CO is cancelled.

WHY?!

because, ahs got no electricity today!
LOLOLOLOL

okay.

i'm starting t hate dazu.
last friday's dazu was hell.
srsly.

we've got this new song.
it's called shi2 mian4 mai2 fu2
it's about ancient people going t war.

ohmygod
it's freaking 8 pages long!!!!
cello's got 10 pages HAHAHAHAHAH.

this is th longest, most draggy, most ancient song i've ever played on my pipa.

IT'S 10MINS LONG.

10mins of ancient chinese war hell.

ohmygoddddddd and keep change th key.
even got foreign keys we never learn on pipa before, like A major.

plus, i havent fully grasped how t read scores yet.
arghhhh i'm a failure.
coming t 3 years alr and still.

anyway, i was kinda hoping we had co sectionals today :D
cos th noob teacher still in china.
so we can slack throughout.

but slacking at home better lah.

so i finally got started on homework today :D
chem homework down!
:D

hahahaahahahaaaaaaaaaaa
maybe going out tmr.

sigh.

I LOVE COFFEE.
and dont tell me that its bad for me.
XOXO

there's so much t blog about that i dont feel like blogging anymore HAHAHAHAAH k bye :D
XOXO

LOL hello there you cute retarted cheena cchms debator :DDDD
hahahahhaahahahaahahahahahahaa did i mention i love th way he debates?
:D


i was bloghopping when i found this photo on someone's blog. i think this is some ryan guy's physics paper LOL he freaking drew a shark on th diagram.


after syf!
:D
spot me spot me!
hahahaha.

-

ytd,
woke at bloody 6am and went t tampines interchange t meet jax melody and vanessa c.
wth i didnt know can wear home clothes lah damnit.
and i didnt know that 3 other guys were joining us on our pilgrimage t angmohkio.
i think it was lingxian jeremy and zhewei.

so we boarded th bus and kop th back few seats.

blah.

reach there, we were late.
th whole seminar was a freaking waste of time and money.
th angmoh man was talking dno what crapshit and melody was sleeping th whole thing away lol

took a photo, but next time then post it up.

and melody that poor girl she lost her phone.
we suspect it's on th bus.

Things I Did During Boring Lit Seminar;

1. doodle on th booklet
2. stone
3. talk talk talk
4. help melody recall about her phone
5. sms becky
6. call and hang wesley
7. stare at th angmoh speaker and think how he looks so much like mr bean

after th excruciatingly painfully boring thing's over
hanyu jax and i were supposed t do ss proj
but instead th 3 of us plus melody plus th 3 previous guys went out for lunch at amk hub first.
mos burger.

it was weird, so after eating, hanyu and i left first.
we went t look at videos in some video shop
and watched boys before flowers at th tv there
LOL
we were going hysterical.

after that walk a while more and we left.

-

and today I FINALLY WOKE UP LATE AT 10+++ HAHAHAHAHAHAAHA AT LAST.
in order t wake up late today, i cancelled th pipa movie outing thing.
lol
selfish, but hey, i need my beauty sleep okay.

so afternoon went for bala D:
i hate bala.

/edit
my shoulders and arms have been aching since th bicycle ride.
arghhhhh i need a massage NOW.

somehow i feel that although everything seems like a huge mistake now, it'll all work out in the end.

i've t learn how t be happy for th people i love
i've t learn what 'if you're happy, i'm happy' means.
i've t learn how t be happy for what i have.

there's so much for me t learn, i feel i dont know much at all D:

sometimes i feel like calling time out.
i need t stop and think and sort things out.
everything's moving too fast.

i need my own long magic hand and with a 'STOP, TIME, STOP!', time really will stop.
yeah, th Lam way.

but i dont really want time t stop.
i want it t go back.
backwards.

when everything was okay.

but then, i wouldnt have you.

so what do i do now?



somewhere over the rainbow, amanda smiles
:D
XOXO

TH CO BBQ TODAY WAS FUN HAHAHAHA
i dont believe i'm saying this BUT IT WAS FUN LOL

met kiwi at white sands and we went for a walk around th place.
decided that we'd go out on thursday t watch a movie
i realised i havent gone out with any of th pipas before.

after that bought bubble tea which was HORRIBLE and th mean old auntie at th counter had bad service HMPH i'll never patronise that stall again HA
then th 2 of us made our way t pasir ris park.
one of th junior's parents offered us a lift there but we politely declined th kind offer.
cos we wanted t walk (and for me, more time with th sun so i can get darker)

along th way i was spitting out th bubbles in th bubble tea HAHAHAH
they are like so hard lah

stupid kiwi has no sense of direction AT ALL
lol
ok so maybe it was th both of us haha.
we walked one biggggggggg round.
took 1 hour t get t th pit.

when we got there we spent around 30mins listening t jewel scream and scream and scream.
srsly her screams can kill.

then after that abit boring..
it was only when th food arrived that we started helping with th bbqing.

this is th first time i ever helped out with food during a bbq.
i've matured, my darlings, yes i have :D
i poke th hotdogs and crabsticks with satay sticks.

a messy job, which caused our hands t stink of raw food, but it was fun :D
then while toasting marshmallows, my marshmallows keep falling off lol
made gooey splotches of melted marshmallow on th metal thing.
oops.

AND I CYCLED TODAY :DDDDDDDDDDD
omggggg
it was so thrilling.
stupid peiyi and kiwi pangseh me.
good lor they all, cycle far far away leaving me t die and rot alone.
well, not exactly alone, got this kind junior who stayed with me :D
thanks ah.

oh and i injured myself.
i dno how i got th cut also lor lol
then after that th bicycle fell on my foot OWWW DAMNIT
walked barefooted back t th bbq pit after returning th bike.

then as th sun was setting, i wanted someone t sit by th grassy area near th beach and have romantic moments.
but no one wanted t have romantic moments with me D:
HMPH
FINE.

after that we were talked and slacked.
i suggested we had a Heart-To-Heart talk but no one took me srsly as usual HAHAHAH actually i didnt take myself srsly either.
and kiwi told peiyi The Joke
LOL
it's so far th only joke that's really been able t make me laugh like this lah.
hilarious.

then we rang binglian who pon th bbq cos she needed t do housework
like please lah, come up with a better excuse next time LOL

she pick up th phone.
and we all sang sai ma t her LOL
racing horses.
super funny.
poor girl.

then kiwi told her The Joke over th phone.
then we laugh laugh laugh and hang up on her.
LOL

after that we attempted t tell th rest The Joke
but charmaine got it before we told them th answer ARGH LOL
stupidddd hahah.

then th 3 of us headed home in th dark
it was so creepy lah.
then we came up with a Great Idea

The Great Idea was t record down us singing sai ma LOL
then....
we send t binglian's phone.
and secretly set it as her alarm t ring at 5 th next morning HAHHAHAHAH

just imagine lah.
she'll be hearing th song she hates most at 5am th next day LOL we're so evil
hmph who ask her keep ponning cca stuff.
even bbq also want pon.
lol

yah so we did a few rehearsals before we did th actual recording.
peiyi sang th melody while kiwi and i sang th pipa parts.

so yah th way back was damn fun
we sang our fears away.
srsly super dark lah.

OH AND while walking along an especially dark and ooloo path, got this girl with super long black hair squatting on th ground with her back facing us lah
WTF I FREAKED OUT OKAY.
hair so long for what!!!
D:

which reminds me, i need a haircut.

okay sorry ahahah.

pics next time.
not alot lah, cos stupid kiwi dont do photos.
:D

there's lit seminar tmr in th morning.
andd after that gonna do ss proj.
yay 2 down.
3 more t go.

k bye
XOXO

just a quick post before i go out t meet kiwi.

bio proj still havent finish yet D:
but i finished what i was supposed t do - write down all th bloody qns.
there're so many of them okay!
and writing th longlong longwinded answers too.

i write until got headache lah
i'm such a diligent girl.

i borrowed another book today LOL
i dont think i can finish reading everything by th end of holidays but who cares.

i was supposed t lunch with hanyu and cheryl at 85 after doing proj but decided t go home instead and have sandwiches.
met yanmin dear at th mrt station :D
miss her so much.

k i'm going out soon.
bye.

i dont believe i'm saying this,
but i'm jealous.
i'm jealous of th fact that you have something that everyone else can share with you that i can't.
gosh i'm such a loser i'm turning into some possesive demanding freak.
what is wrong with me?
XOXO

it's th first day of th holidays and i woke up at 6+
this is so not right.

i should be sleeping till 10, then rot in front of th tv all day long.
or maybe go online.

instead i ended up in th school library.
okay bio proj wasnt that bad.
in fact it was fun.

i tells you this is th first proj that i actually did something.
and did quite a lot of things too.
cos usually i'm one of th slackers in projects doing nothing and just sitting around talking nonsense but this time i helped okay!

i wrote down all th 70+ qns we came up with on th cards lor.
it was hard.

then liang jie just had t rub it in by messaging at 11, announcing that he has woken up.
thanks a lot lah lol

we almost finished th game alr :D
yay us.
so tmr meet up one last time and DONE
1 out of th 5 projects conquered.

:D

and i borrowed 4 books frm th school library yay i'll never be bored again!

after that me and faith go eat at th empty canteen which completely sucks cos they dont open in th holidays D:
only th kind kopitiam uncle did.
thus we bought beibeimian frm him.
one wasnt enough for me nor was it for faith so we bought another cup each.
:D
i'm so gonna get fat YAY ME ahahahahahhahahaahhahhaah so proud of myself ha.

then after that he shut down his shop D:

after that faith walked me t th co room :D
then she left for violin lesson.

LOL our pipa teacher kena swine flu in china thus she never come.
no lah, she "fell sick in china thus she isnt in singapore yet"
hopefully she did get swine and never come back again
NAH DONT BE SO EVIL AMANDA
you love her clothes dont you?

get well soon, lv lao shi.
:D

see im nice (:
XOXO