hi kid.
blogging for you(:
i don't feel like blogging here anymore.

let's create a shared blog!
:D

i'm bored and tired and going t W again):

HAHAHAHAHAAHHA
tmr's monday again ):
i still don't know how t do circles, DIE.

nevermind.
i'll consult saw early tmr morning(:

k gtg, bye!
XOXO

Two Beds And A Coffee Machine is such a sad song ):
so is my life.

kid's emo tonight.
but then again, isn't he like this on most nights?
or days, for that matter.

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it makes me feel so helpless when i can't make you happier when you're down.
i feel like i've failed.
failed in some sort of unofficial duty of some sort that i have put myself into

it makes me sad t know you're sad
they say linked hearts always do.
but it'd make me sadder if you didn't tell me you're sad about something.
th most you can do is tell me what i can do t make you feel better
i'd do anything, really.

sigh ):
XOXO

finally th bevy of birthdays have passed, (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
Avelene, Clara, Mommy, Jax and Saw!

today went t surprise Saw
went her house t slack and cut th miniature birthday cake and spam unglam photos of her
then made sandwiches for lunch.
surprisingly, Saw's weird apple-cheese toast wasn't that bad
lol

went down t fly kite,
but it was so hot and i didn't feel like running, so i fail-attempted t suntan and take photos of dying kites and deranged running people(:

after that played spin-th-jax's-phone's-bottle in th void deck then i went home

AND OMG, JUST NOW AFTER DINNER I STUDIED BIO!!!
condensed notes of 4 chapters in 8 pages(((:
i'm so proud of my awesome self HAHAHA
my pink notebook damn chio and inside is SO NEAT, which is highly unlike me :D

shit, what about SS?

i love you
XOXO

today after piano and before bala, i fell asleep on wet hair.
sleep so shiok, then my dad woke me up suddenly cos i was late for bala.
i woke up so abruptly and in shock that i almost died lol

after bala, went home.
i was late for th meeting cos something happened at home .__.
damn scary i tell you, i was so afraid that i cried ))):
nonetheless, i arrived at school at 6.40 and slack on th stairs with kid till 7.30
by then, becky they all still haven't come yet D:
kid was kind and wonderful t wait with me(:

then sneaked into th hall

AHSBAND concert was quite boring, but of course better than CO at least
LOL
during th 20min break interval, went around and took group photo with saw they all, then after more music, th concert was over.

waited for corny, and took photos and did stuff t becky's hair, then went out
OMG TH STARS OUTSIDE WERE DAMN PRETTY
stayed there lying on th cars outside looking at th stars for a while.

i'm tired and hungry and kind of sad ):
idkwhyyyyyyyyyyyyyyayeyayeyeyeyeyyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
sian
k bye):
XOXO

melissa's wedding last sunday was awesome
damn damn sweet!
makes me want t get married as well HAHA
MY wedding in th future would be as nice(:

ytd after a guilt-filled copying expedition of a chinese test thing, went jamming with eunice becky ohlee jacinth zhengjun and hongjun ._.
lol almost got lost in th ooloo alleys
it was an interesting experience lol

after that went eat Turkey Icecream :D
and waved at people on DuckHippo boats along Singapore River
then becky got turned on by Sweet Rosie and finally lost her mind in th mrt back home.

just now on th way home from Caravan, saw Jax th noob HAHAH

and this week my money all fly awayyy (nodding my head like yeaahhhh, moving my hips like yeaahhhh)
clara's, jax's and saw's birthdays.
nevermind(:
they're my friends, zhe shi ying gai de!
HAHA

tmr's band concert after horrible piano and bala.
:DDD
can't wait

HOHOHO bye.
XOXO

woke up earlier than usual for piano, but surprisingly didn't feel that sleepy in her class lol
meimei JUST passed her gd5 theory exam by 1 mark :O
damn lucky lol
she got 67 and th passing's 66
Kellyn said Mei had broken th record in all her years of teaching lol
cos th lowest gd5 mark ever scored was only 80plus

anyw Kellyn asked me t play piano accompaniment for her choir ensemble at th temple she goes to.
HAHA but idk leh, Olevels this year.
scared too busy :X
but it would be cool(:

fb looks weird today .__.
like th format all wrong and i'm worried that my com got problem.

tried studying Nervous System just now.
super confusing ):

life is too good t be wasted studying and studying and studying
i wna go live in some green countryside and milk cows and feed chickens and watch a sky of stars at night and fall asleep t th symphony of crickets.
i feel like i'm wasting my life away like this studying.

but it's all invested in a good future anyway
so oh well.

waiting for kid t come online...
XOXO

i feel angsty again.
what's with me these days?
i shouldn't be feeling this way, so insecure about you.
ily, but i don't know if this will end up in some major heartbreak in th future.
and i don't know if i'll be able t take it if it ever happens.

you make me wary of other girls, wary they'll somehow capture your attention and take you away from me.
or something.
you make me sound like a foolish duck at times, like now.

IGNORE ALL OF THIS.

nothing extraordinary happened today.
oh besides those cool knee jerks during bio(:
OH and th fact i failed bio test and i'm down for bio remedial with lee .____.
but then again maybe it's a blessing in disguise cos there's a high chance that Lee's remedial is good.

after school, specially stayed back for re-tingxie.
except that Heok didn't turn up ._.
pangseher.
HAHA corne and i waited in 4k for the Heok that would never arrive cos we had cca :D
managed t successfully waste 1 hour!
:DDD

co today was better than usual
for once in so long, all 7 pipas reunited(:

tmr's piano starts at 7plus in th morning, oh what an awesome way t start off th weekend.
XOXO

HAHA survived a week's worth of tests.

Monday;
-release of CL Olevel results haha it was morbid fun on my part watching all those HCL noobs freak out :D
- Jax dropped HAHA welcome t lower chinese!

Tuesday;
- "Someone once said that, the state of your table is the state of your mind" Mrs Lee
HAHAAH my mind is landsliding.

Wednesday;
- "Stiudent! You know what is pai2 huai2? pai2 huai2 is walking up and down Orchard Road or Chinatown, dunno which college to go to!" -Lam's chinese lesson (for once, her attempt at teaching another subject made better sense than Heok)

Today;
failed hair/attire check in th morning.

chased lilykoh t com lab HAHA, she run damn fast.
then was th first class t use th shiny awesome new flat-screen coms in th lab(:
except we kena chased out after that t another lab with old computers cos we didnt book it ):

geog was studying bio.
and bentan is getting on my nerves.
he's damn retarted, disgusting and dumb.
he rly irks me.
okay he can be funny at times, and it's of course better than Heok lessons.
but still.

now, Lam is awesome(:

"The Hand is coming~"

"Alice is pregnant. Who is responsible?"
"Ali."
- Lam's analogy on something t do with Redox (?)

"Redox = hong2 niu2"

Bio test was complete fail D:
th only chapter i didn't study was Excretion.
and it came out alot ):
die.

after that went white sands eat KFC with Saw, Clara, Jax and Avelene.
had a cockroach scare HAHA and Jax almost lost his fatherhood trying t kill it.

chionged t audrey after that.
thanks Jax for showing me how t get there from simei mrt
otherwise i'd have taken th bus back home and from home take bus there and i'd be an hour late .__.
so thankyou!

i owe money t lots of people D:
let's see.

Jax- $4
Avelene- $1.70
Class fund- $4
and 3 TYSes- $???

no money lah ):
actually have, but i lazy fish out from my pigbank HAHA

lit play + band concert!

"She remembered sitting beneath the tree on a hot July class with someone who looked at her with a longing that took everything else away" the notebook
XOXO

i just realised i forgot t bring home my Amath textbook .__.

Grace Kelly by Mika is damn nice(:
"I could be brown, I could be blue, I could be violet sky. I could be hurtful, I could be purple, I could be anything you like"

anyway, i think i said something wrong t kid just now over th phone.
i really didnt mean that he was insincere ):
crap why do i keep saying th wrong things?
i don't like making my kid sad
next time i should just keep my big fat mouth shut
XOXO

THIS WHOLE WEEK:

5/1:
- scary heok
- "unidentified body swept into South China Sea" Lam on the importance of getting the right parent's phone numbers during SEL
- "i'm protective like a mother" Lam being angry at Juneyeo for scolding us.

6/1:
- double heok beginning of day D: wasted 1hour on nonsense about how "love stories always end in deaths"
- McZarinah for SS = fail
-Amath with CuteChan: "okay try the questions now. See how much grass grows out of your ears"
- Lilykoh's super cheem way of talking! "GO FORTH AND DO YOUR O LEVELS!" and "I am very emotionally antagonised if your beginning is when you're looking through a photo album and somehow, some photograph manages to escape to the floor and you pick it up and memories come flooding back" HAHAHA
- she's damn funny also. "... and then you run out, slamming the door behind you (and feeling proud that you've used the word 'slamming')" and "... and somehow the person always has the good life to finish whatever he/she wants to say before dying"

7/1
-gift from kid(((:
-screwed chem test; NO TIME.

TODAY:
today's recess bio lesson: Steamed pig brain and Chicken feet soup(:
suddenly had a craving for pig brain even though i've never tried it before LOL
it seems so milky :D

Lam: "Can you don't have conversations with yourself?!"

Chan (to me): "You are a mean and evil person. You can be an Amath teacher"
YAY HAHAHA

Lilykoh: "Hello, Zoe! How's it going with your hair?"

yes, i'm really bored and easily amused during lessons.
CCA selection just now was sian
HAHA Co was right after concert band so it was really depressing and embarassing
finally it ended and while waiting for dad t arrive, go see kid
then he dao me):

went home and chiong t tuition with zy
DAMN crowded today, had t squeeze at th corner.
25 people lah, crazy.

tmr got... piano in th morning, bala in th afternoon
))):
gna study bio over th weekend awesome hypothalamus activity!

bye
XOXO

A Summery of Water Margin

Water Margin is well-known as one of the four greatest Chinese novels in history.It tells stories of a group of heroes,who stand for different classes of people daring to struggle against the evil.There are 105 men and 3 women in all,who are oppressed by the currupt and unjust official and then rise up.These stories take place at the end of the North Song period,describing various vivid pictures of farmers' uprising full of love and hate,ties of friendship, kind and enmity,etc.The heroes do lots of good deeds to help the poor by blundering the evil.But later,they surround themselves to the official,obeying to fight with other kingdoms.Finally,most of them die or hurt badly.

i'm so gg-fied for tmr's test .__.

today was first day of school.
thanks t liying, i'm now Welfare with her.
lam's retarded as always, co form isn't very nice AT ALL.

"Don't try to be your own parent; you didn't give birth to yourself!" Lam
first epic quote of th decade.

assembly had a 30min long devotion by some old man pastor/reverend (th long-windedest of them all)
ARGH torture plz
somemore translate from chinese t english lah ._.

after it all ended, proceeded t die in co
but not bad lah.
managed t learn almost th whole piece.
stupid bingliang pon AGAIN
despite scolding and nagging at her on th corridor earlier.
:X

k i go read shuihuzhuan english summary alr
bye.
XOXO

HELLO
last post before i MIA

just now went for piano
HAHAHA
3hours with kellyn t myself
so enjoyable

ask my mom cut my hair again just now hahaaa cos it's really cmi
now better but still.
sigh

cant wait for school tmr ._______. not
sian

bye
XOXO

Meimei is sick ):
she vomitted like 4 times alr
poor meimei.
get well soon!

anyw today woke up 6plus, chiong t kellyn's.
ringringring doorbell, no one answer
after three times then recalled today's lesson change t tmr at 4pm T.T
wth

so went back and i slept like a dead pig

bala just now was quite fulfilling
at least i could understand Differentiation ;DDD
(not th trigo part though)

oh oh oh my new wardrobe is currently being fixed :D
it's damn pretty but i think it'd be slightly too small D:
oh well.
gna buy th full-length mirrors some other day at Ikea(:

now in th midst of unpacking ALL th clothes and th whole place is full of clothes
HAHAHA

anyw i'll be MIA once school reopens
only weekends can online i think
lol

k bye
XOXO

OMGOSHWOSHZXC IT'S 2010 ALR(:
hahaha

ytd went shopping at bugis with my mom and sis
bought a shirt.
then went aljunied
and parkway parade (where i didn't know jax was there with MEECHELLE~ and thus didn't go stalk them :D)

then everything got really bad for a while D:

waited at tanah merah mrt for saw
i was damn thirsty and wanted t go kh's house t drink water (i still sound like a horse)
my dad drove us there, good thing, cos we'd get lost cfm

at first abit weird
then mel fail-attempted t teach us some card game .__.
after that spammed guitar heroes HAHA
PIPA STYLE FTW!

didn't try shaun's nail polish-flavoured martini cos th colour looked strange

OH AND HAHA TH HULA HOOP AND YOGA ON TH WII WAS DAMN FUNNY
shaun do until damn epic
HAHAHAHAHAAA

kid and his gang came after whiles.
jason they all hogged mahjong table damn long D:
but we still managed t play one or two games before countdown :D

i was supposed t play with saw cos i have absolutely NO experience in mahjong
but end up i play alone.
shaun tried helping me but th only thing i learnt from him was how t mo1 pai2 LOL
still failed terribly in th end but ohwell :D

first song of th year: Party In The USA
and the butterflies fly awaaaaayyyyy~

my dad arrived shortly and saw jax vanC took a ride t tampines
kid was supposed t walk me out and meet my parents BUT HE DIDNT ):
lol

reached home, stayed up a while more, went t sleep(:

TODAYYY
bloody morning sun damn bright, woke me up at 9am ):
so after breakfast went back t sleep.

i've been dreaming alot these past few nights
and i wake up and tell them all t my sister
i love dreams(:

after that watched The Bone Collector on miotv

and later i have TUITION DDD:

k bye
XOXO