Ytd 's chem remedial was as expected, boring and fruitless.
changed classroom cos surprisingly over 40ppl turned up and th Tutorial Room wasn't big enough.

after th remedial Lam met my mom :O
it was disastrous.
she freaking told my mom that i had a mirror on my table
and i had t explain that it was th class mirror and somehow saw and i had custody over it.
then she showed my mom my test results and ah well it was crap and my mom freaked out cos she had NO IDEA about my test results.
then she say i daydream in class and never take down notes.
i said, I GOT
then she ask me take out whatever notes i had taken down during her remedial just now t prove my point.

i was like OH SHIT
cos th only things i wrote on th paper was some electrolysis mindmap and 2 questions Lam composed (without answers) and "I AM SO BORED" super big and other nonsense.
so i got sent up t th library t think up of whatever she had taught and miraculously i came up with few.

after that, Lam made me stay back t finish up some electrolysis worksheet):
so i sat outside staff room and tried t do lor while my mom went off first.

but Lam was nice, she gave me a chocolate bar(:
then after 2 hours she came and explained and went through th ws with me.
i have cleared my doubts i guess, but i felt like i had let her down):
she looked very sad and disappointed cos i didnt know th basics...
sigh.

after that went t th airport and met my family at Swensens and had lunch and some birthday icecream thingy
then went Tampines and watched Alice In Wonderland(:
wasn't as nice as SOME PEOPLE claimed it t be
quite disappointing BUT I LIKE TH MAD HATTER
HE'S CRAZY CHARMING
i think Alice should have married him lor.

today i sit here in this world feeling all alone cos kid has gone t some stupid camp):
okay so it doesn't make a difference whether he went or not since we dont sms or call anymore
but it feels different somehow.
lol

so today i stayed home and finished emath homework as promised.
i'll be doing more math tmr morning at bala's
then i'll go out.

i feel sad cos idk what kid's been up t these days anymore):

here's t th last half hour of me being young, innocent and 15
XOXO