April Fools' Day, and what a fool i'd been.

today came into class, noticed that my table looked suspiciously naked.
jax saw and shayting told me that Lam ytd complain my table too messy, and confiscated all my books away
yeah right
within minutes i found my mountain of books below th teachers table -,-

now there's a real tall mountain sitting on top of my table and i do my work behind it lol
but i think clara has disposed it onto th floor alr ):

i don't care, jax better put it all back where it came from (and even better) on monday ):

OHMYGOD THEN AFTER THAT.
AFTER THAT.
TH GREATEST CALAMITY OF TH CENTURY HAPPENED BEFORE MY VERY EYES DDD;
(which i'm unable t disclose till next monday)
i'm still currently very traumatized with th loss of this valuable companion.

anyw today was screwed up either way
chinese, i made a terrible mistake but i alr asked mel, so it's solved.
but that mistake carried out throughout th whole day ):

becky is damn retarded oh god i completely forgot how retarted she could get lol
quite amusing and was making like quite alot of noise during chinese test LOL

after that was mdm ee's geog period DDD:
had th laser pointer thing, then ohlee and becky were being perverted with it -,-

and i saw what seemed like flirting t me, during geog also
which kind of affected me during th beginnings of chem Olevel SPA afterward ):

i hate wearing goggles ):

after chem spa, went tampines eat lunch with friends for th first time in ages lol
ok not that long ago actually, but it wasn't recent either.
had McZarinah's and i got really really emo and sad but thanks for cheering me up(:

saw angie clara all had guy problems also so i didn't feel so alone.

on th way t audrey's, met chris, and she also cheered me up, thanks alot mother <333 size="1">idk why i'm becoming like this
it's kind of scary.
i don't know why i'm so bothered with th other girls when i know you won't cheat on me or anything.
but i still am.
i don't know why.

i don't get why you can be close t other girls and yet get angry when i'm merely good friends with J.
he's not like any other guy, as you know -,-
then those girls you are close with are pretty and smart and everything i'm not.

or maybe cos th things you do with them are things you never do with me.
like, i don't know, cycling, watching movies, going t church, celebrating their birthdays, just t name a few.
even in school, you don't talk t me as much as you talk t them.

i think i'm being really really really retarted and stupid.
but all this is making me tired.
really really tired.
i don't know how long more i can keep up with this.

but even when i can't, i know i'd still love you.
XOXO