th past week has been effectively mindblowing.
mainly due t Kid (:
and i still want t see...
lol

ytd's KLL lesson was damn funny
LOL
th slow-mo vomit eruption, th yellow pool of shit on th school bus which was "shades lighter than jax's bag", her shoe problems, all damn funny LOL

Today rained in th morning
so cold and nice lol
made 2 treacherous journeys t th toilet and got drenched lol

Saw was in an angsty mood today until i got her hash browns
what a feizhu lol

overall, things were really horrible today
Kid got really mad at me for goodness knows what
idk if it's cos i wasted his phone batt, or i sms J, or i never delete msgs, or i was reluctant t give him my phone at first, or all of those
i srsly don't get why he's so upset over J
if he can get upset over J, there's more reason for me t get upset over E and J

like that time at KFC, Kid got mad cos i was having lunch with people he didn't want me t have lunch with
excuse me, HE HAD DINNER SITTING OPPOSITE E
which one worse, you tell me?

then now, you sms other girls can, i cannot sms other guys?
it's about homework lah, wth.
maybe if we switched roles, i'd get upset too.
but you'd have t take into consideration th person what.

but anyway it's over so i don't want t harp on it further.

i'm telling you,
even if i didn't want you anymor (which is not th case), i can't.
not after we've been through all this.
besides, i think i won't ever not want you
i think in all my years of existence, this is th first time i've fallen so deeply for a guy
i can no longer imagine what it'd be like without you

thus you cannot don't want me either.
you musn't.

i still have no idea what happened today, that made you so mad at me.
but i'd like t put it all behind.
i don't like being unhappy when i'm with you
this isn't turning out th way i expected things t be

nevermind.

ENGLISH ORAL TMR ))):
die.
XOXO